05 - Holding On

05 - ESBN - 01 Homesick

The Right To Choose - Burial Etiquette

mit Sanstierce (Jonas/Hawar/Schneider) auch in der KÖLNER MUSIKNACHT zu hören: 13.9., 21:00 Uhr, Kartäuserkirche

Karitas

it breaks you 
that everything that you’ve done
it all amounts to 
nothing close to what 
you believe that you need.
and these thoughts that breathe 
warm air down your neck
 for you to feel 
cold hands wrap around your neck.
you rest better when you live for them. 
you think you move forward 
they control when it begins. 
hang tight for what? 
bring yourself to an end. 
cause pain lasts much longer when your in your own skin.
nothing can save you now.

Consider Your Position by train breaks down

feels right to be let down.
this sinking solitude.
entwined emotions cry,
“you are minuscule.”
it feels so right
wasting our time.
don’t we mean more than what we are not?
pushed so close to the edge by waves meant to wash away.
cross grained and knotted breath paraded by polished stains.

Permanent as Your Errors by train breaks down

Remembrance

Hildegard von Bingen: Antiphonae de Spiritu Sancto

version for trumpet and electronics by Mathilde Conley and Laure Hiendl

performed in Berlin

it clips a lot, so sorry 🐒

Hildegard von Bingen: Antiphonae de Spiritu Sancto (version for trumpet and electronics)

01 When We Speak, We Shake

think me plug's tapped in with the taliban

Remembrance

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