all my chains

all my chains [+ bello]

prod & mix by Benji <3
- unity
shawty wana black out
im always in the background
screaming out your name
while im waiting for the come down
iont want you back now
im always in the background 
screaming out your name
while im praying i dont come down 
<3 <3 <3

blackout

blackout w/ Benji the Machine

Yellow Ticket (Prod. Jason22k)

produced by @homecomingqueen
mix + master + cover art by me

i became the knight 10/10/21

and i'm still not fully convinced that yr real
stuck inside my soul, u pierced me like a needle
no gwen stacy picture frame hero
i didn't go to prom and i didn't make a free throw
neck on froze i feel like subzero
checks on hold u fuck me like legal
my ex doesn't know i'm dog like a beagle
u could be the lighthouse i could be the seagull
six sides to my soul i'm a flex-agon
this love feels real but it might be gone
play me like a chessboard i'm yr pawn
hyperpop playlist :o i might be on
it's only been a day but it feels so long
i can still feel yr lips when i sing that song
scars on my neck and my back from yr claws
yr fingertips taste like the days i've lost

soulmates with benefits p. homecomingqueen

kiss me in the rain
kiss me in the rain
kiss me
kiss me in the rain wont somebody cut the lights out
i feel so insane but nobodys gonna find out
said u feel the same 4 me kinda wanna die now
baby i could change but im already a night owl
i kno how the pain feels i been goin thru it
never been a bother always been a nuisance
i kno we need 2 talk but i dont rly wanna do this
who would wanna sink a friendship with some loose lips
kinda wanna crash when im driving thru the tulips
we were going fast when we shouldnt have been moving
put me in a coma until im not as useless
til im not as anxious until we have a truce uh huh
truce uh huh
til im not as useless til im not as anxious
until we have a truce uh huh
was this in yr plan the whole time
while im in yr hands wont u hold mine?
oh baby yr skins so cold
what better vessel to preserve a soul uh huh
better never ever let me go
i kno the secret word u wrote
i fixed u when yr spirit broke
i miss u but im with yr ghost

written, performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ goblin haven

kiss me in the rain (+ homecomingqueen)

Hop Out w/ Pinky [+fourteendays]

don't have the time w/ dgtl prod. dgtl

https://genius.com/Xo-alone-one-i-need-lyrics

one i need [prod. syco]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
I’m in your city but you wouldn’t wanna see me now
If I called you pretty in a song would that still be allowed
I don’t know the boundary I set we always broke it down
I can’t even blame you all the same you won’t see me around
I wish I could ghost you in real life too
I remember you would say you wish I would haunt you
What a terrible mistake I still see you in the moon
Though we share a night sky we don’t sing the same tune
I would have only sang for you if I was ever asked to
Nothing left to add it made me saddest to subtract you
If we only do the math it doesn’t stack up how we always choose 
The same wrong path either way on the way to you
And everything was lining up the lead was on the straight edge
I was getting sober I want lead up in my brain dead
Head full of memories and fantasies of alternate realities 
We knew that we should be so much more than just this
It’s karma I guess not retribution
We’re not the best me I’m just stupid
But you wanted this you said you knew it
Would happen if I never blew it
I never blew it I always knew if
I came to you with the honest truth then
It would have been for nothing at all
We can’t be friends and thus the love falls

one i need [prod. syco]

xo alone