yeah im always on my own can't love nobody
all these fake ass ppl tryna act like my buddy
oh, you don't know me
not your homie
they say they got love but they dont show me

yeah im always moving slow, proceed with caution
got a lotta enemies and they act like my friend
they don't really gaf cuz its all pretend
and i give them my trust, get betrayed again

everybody think im mean but im just a realist
always got told thats just how it is
yet they always act surprised when i don't give a shit
i aint never had no friends cuz they all just switch

everybody always said lil you should quit
but i dont listen 2 them cuz i know im born 2 win
while you were on the shore i had water to my chin
so when the time comes youll drown and ill swim

thousand deep in the ocean
with a bad bitch and she sippin purple potion
all the shit i spit no u cant understand
yeah you getting mad on twitter while she sucking on my hands

all my bars stick like they telfon on a pan
and your bars shit yeah you got no bands
i do this for me, i don't do it for the fans
aint wait for my dreams, i just caught em and i ran

caution (keyblayde808)

it's been a few months...
you may not see me often...
but shoutout to waystalker for being someone who has supported me from the beginning and continuously encourages me and inspires me to pick this back up

with love,
https://soundcloud.com/vacancing
https://soundcloud.com/waystalkerr
https://soundcloud.com/artemys

Interchange w/ waystalker (artemys)

lyrics: 

you got my heart in a vault
and its breaking out
you got a heart made if salt
and you're shaken now
i got my foot on the pedal but we ain't racing now
put myself in situations i won't make it out
and where i stood the world around started tumbling down
i see the good in you when anyone would let you drown
yeah where i stood the world around started tumbling down
i see the good in you when anyone would let you drown
x2

if i disappear 
just know i never wanted to be here
i would die just so i don't see you
nevermind what i want i don't need you
ill fine in purgatory
tell my life in twisted stories
im not dying for the glory
i just think its over for me

made of salt (prod. pearlblade + etai s0)

https://genius.com/Xo-alone-touch-the-sky-lyrics
[Prod. https://soundcloud.com/adamant-dagger & https://soundcloud.com/loonbird]

touch the sky [adamant dagger & dj loonbird]

https://genius.com/Xo-alone-puzzle-lyrics
[Prod. https://soundcloud.com/adamant-dagger & https://soundcloud.com/tommet45]

puzzle [adamant dagger & tommet]

https://genius.com/Xo-alone-sneaking-into-heaven-lyrics
[Prod. https://soundcloud.com/adamant-dagger]

sneaking into heaven [adamant dagger]

Toxin Brewer - Trespassers Are Shot On Sight [togepi x troiner]

Nobody catch me schemin on the CCTV
We goin out, got layers on layers no one can see me 
This North Face on my back the wind blows right past of me 
All covered up no one can see 
I was raised on nothin is free

Lookin out watch out for the camera 
Gettin ready put my bag up 
Svårt o gå mina byxor saggar 
Mitt ut i natten bror de ghäda 

Paranoia 
Goin out till we see the sun 
I dont know ya
In the back when im up front

Lets go, lets go, lets go, lets go 
My wallet cant even fold 
Im rockin rings made of gold 

Im hella sneaky when im out 
I get what i want no doubt 

Cuz nobody catch me schemin on the CCTV
We goin out, got layers on layers no one can see me 
This North Face on my back the wind blows right past of me 
All covered up no one can see 
I was raised on nothin is free

Im takin what i can boy you better beleive
When we go out im hella faded from this brownie with weed
Wait for me, dont go 
Its guaranteed fo sho 
You´re scarin me, uh oh
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh

sneaking into heaven [adamant dagger]

xo alone