
heelflip cover again..

I can see you got a lot on your mind
But you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
To be going on this way
When I taped my windows shut
I knew I'd gone insane
But I let things get so bad
It all made so much sense to me
You made things so bad too
Should I express it all for you?
19 years passed by quick
There's alot inside my brain
This might've been long enough
It hurts to go on this way
When I taped my windows shut
could you tell I was insane?
You let things get so bad
That makes so much sense to me
Cuz you made it so easy to
Express it all for you
20 years have passed in a flash
Do you even remember?
The little boy I used to be
Mom do you remember me?
When I taped my windows shut
It wasn't much to me
Things hurt so bad all the time
And that makes so much sense to me
It's gonna be so easy to
Express it all for you

express it all for you (raw acoustic cover)

and ill be famous

(soul)
i cant get all these thoughts out my head
"kill your classmates or slice your wrists till your dead you wont get better anyway"

everyday all i ever feel is dread i wish wasnt so fucking retarded but it wont matter anyway 

ground zero day!!

(slurring)
ground zero day
i just cant fucking wait
ground zero day
itll end in dismay

ik i prolly shouldnt
but i really wanna do it
hatred for humanity
hatred for humanityyy

ik i prolly shouldnt
but i really wanna do it
hatred for humanity
hatred for humanityyy

ground zero day
i just cant fucking wait
ground zero day
itll end in dismay

kill all of u then myself
i dont wanna get no help
ur just gonna rot in hell
ur just gonna rot in hellll

kill all of u then myself
i dont wanna get no help
ur just gonna rot in hell
ur just gonna rot in hellll

GROUND ZERO DAY (ft. kantstopslurring)

one day ill be king
buzz around on a bee

i need flattering
you knew when you saw me

thumbelina
where are you?
i want you in my blood
i watched you grow from a flower
no bigger than a thumb
thumbelina
is it true
what they always say
sometimes you’re the worm
sometimes you’re the snake


she grows out of the dirt
thumbelina, wearing a skirt
mama wants a baaaaby
witch gives her a barley seed


she came across a toad
down some forgotten road
she took her for her own
said you will marry my son

that girl
so divine
bring her back
and make her mine

don’t put my girl in chains
unless you want ur face rearranged

that girl
tiny as rice
u steal her
ur colder than ice

you go & do a thing like that
expect me to bounce right back

i’d do anything for her
i’d take a toad’s life

that girl
my butterfly
i need her by my side

thumbelina
where are you?
i want you in my blood
i watched you grow from a flower
no bigger than a thumb
thumbelina
is it true
what they always say
sometimes you’re the worm
sometimes you’re the snake

flying on a bumblebee
i heard her singing
she was small like me
lil thang w no wings


beetle bug
field of mice
forget me nots
id pay any price

one day
she’s the queen of the fairies
and i’ll be the king of sherrysburg

thumbelina

u haunt everything (prod. 05alagen)

didn't mean to break us up
i thought we'd work it out
you know i'm bad at talking 
but i guess that's no excuse around you
you said you wouldn't move on
but then i saw you did
i saw that you were gone 
i realized how much you meant

and now my legs covered in blood
but you're still gone
and when you say you love me does it not feel wrong
cause you're still with him or at least pretending to be 
if you meant what you said, why don't you choose me 

and now my body feels tainted
my minds unclean
i havent felt this shitty since i was fourteen
i know we're not together so ur not a cheat
but this really fucking hurts feels same damn thing

untitled 5

slightly slowed / self prod! titled "invisible" on all plats. read desc! 

it doesnt have to end. you can get help. ive personally felt this way before and want to help you if need be. dms are always open and will be responded to. i love you all.


(lyrics)
i am trying hard to speak but when i do
nothing comes out

my fears and emotions are bottled up
not for you, not for me, not for anyone

i dont want you to see me
i wish i was invisible
i dont want them to see me
why cant i be invisible?
i dont want the mirror to see me
just let me be invincible 

i  have 
such a bad mind
i wish i could express that
my therapist, she told me
if i wanna hurt someone, shed tell them

how the fuck am i supposed to get better
i give up ima do what i want
ill go murder whoever
at the end my brains will be on the wall

i dont want you to see me
i wish i was invisible
i dont want them to see me
why cant i be invisible?

why cant i be invisible

LISTEN TO TCAP

old nightcore demo. decided to remake it after 3 years

day of retribvtion

lyrics:
i'm so damn bored
have nothing to sing about or do
why'd i choose to isolate myself for you

i'm looking through rose tinted glasses
i'm passing up all red flags for you
no matter how bad my life gets
i'll deal with it all to be with you

for you

the only official xowillow account. all other accounts are reuploads

day of retribvtion

xo_willow! ★