3AM in Manhattan (juice wrld remix) V2

lyrics 

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

and i claw out my eyes
so i cant see what i’ve done 
and i rip out my throat 
so i cant speak to anyone 
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im
oh im
oh im

what would it take 
for u to listen when i warn you
im in the party bleeding out
in the corner
is it me 
or are the lights shutting off
pls check my wrist so that im truly gone

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

wipe that stupid smile off your face (p. wraithontheporch)

I feel my bones crawl right out of my skin I am not comfortable 
inside this place which I reside inside this place which I call home
Ive grown so fuckin numb to this but yet I feel so vulnerable
please cut around my neck and make it quick it's not enjoyable

I tried to call a thousand times the line was unavailable 
I'm deep inside these trenches and my death is unavoidable 
I tried to play my part I couldn't sorry I can't play the role
I hope that you'll forgive me love I hope that it is possible
I know

that every day gets harder by the minute love
well if you said you did it and you didn't could you get it done?
I'm sitting in the living room at 3:02 wit my flashlight on
scrape reclaim out collecters holy fuck I need to hit the plug
i know

that everything gets better if you manifest it
I'm so hungry (hungary) for the cheddar fuck around in Budapest
get 80k off YouTube beats I made this on my own you bitch it's
nothing to me honestly it's just another days recessions

and it's just another dazed depression
I don't like to do this shit cuz Everytime get too aggressive 
passin out inside my jeans I'm too fucked up I'm past beheaded
could you get it done because you didn't when you fucking said it

I've been on the run
from myself for a while now
you don't mean a single thing you say it's best to pipe down 
I don't mean a single thing I say in lyrics typed out
at least that's what I say to prevent creatives right now

i prevent myself from writing
typing
I don't wanna talk now
hiding
fighting
suicidal thoughts in my mind 
behind these bright blue eyes
I write things
I see
tantalizing
sights
beyond reach
traumatized
my body
rotting
play my heart out like guitar strings
play my heart out like the ivorys

did you do it to spite me
or do you just despise me
can you be honest for once

I've been better off lately
hope it's driving you crazy
that I'm doing okay but I still don't wanna wake up
and it's fucked what we'll do for a paystub
you can hide your face but I see right through your makeup
you don't have to try anymore I'll walk away love. 


unavoidable (sorrowbringer)

swarm of flies (sorrowbringer)

prod Liminaldream

lyrics

I just pray that I get out of debt so I can get some rest
I just hope that she's out of the hospital, my life is such a mess
My head is living in this chaos, I have faith here, for the best
There's no one in the world that means this much to me, digress

Can you take me home
Take me home
Take me home
Me home
Me home

Irreplaceable, iridescent
Cloudy skies, filled with depression
Look at my eyes, im tearing up
Every day, felt like giving up
But when you're back, and you're in my arms
I promise that, I wont dissolve
My whole life changed for the better, with you as my love!

You're my home, my ever green
I've struggled issues, amounts to see
Every day is a challenge now
I been on the brink, with you not around

But every call
And every breath
Helps me get through this emptiness

home

thank you guys for the beat, love all of you deadwood

lyrics
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I don’t mind
When you don’t find the time
I think I like sometimes 
to be alone
Cause you just twist my words
And you make sure it hurts
I never get hopes up
That you’ll atone

I been back on the pills, shit
I don’t wanna feel this
When the thoughts all flood back
I just kill it
I been up and restless
Hoping for a check in
Praying for a message
Knowing damn well it’ll never come
And I’m not the one
You made sure I knew that
Hearts go flat,
It’s just time that proves that
That's what you said
Misconstrued? 
That’s every word by fucking word

I think everything will turn out for the best. (wraithontheporch x NE'ERDOWELL)

tied to ghosts (old)

It's been a while since I did a collab so I hope you guys like it!!

Dreamer 2 w/ yungcray, brecken

lyrics:
well there's no saving me
if you think that i be trippin it's the same for me
when i die don't want no fame on me
i'm such a wreck that i feel guilty if you pray for me

i put the blame on me
and i think its necessary when i hate on me
cause myself is still the bane of me
the only enemy i have is all the pain in me

i gotta stop when i talk like that
i cannot break it in my mind and then it get right back
a ghost inside me that i cant fight back
i cannot change it any more than i can change my past

i'm everything i hate
i cant escape i hit the cart until i'm MIA
i know i sealed my fate
when i finally came to terms but now i'm not okay

like, who let me get this way
you don't know me i'm a bomb boutta go off
blue poison in my veins
left for dead i need a map now im so lost

Blame

lyrics:
nightmares in my brain but, its too late now to back out
tell me i wont make it, bet i'm still gon chase the bag now
ten years comin clutch, i swear that i'm gon get the cashout
hope i stay alive for all this shit if i don't crashout

if i die know they'll copy all my syntax
when i'm gone smoke a blunt for me, hit the Maui in some gift wrap
there heaven or a hell? or will it all just end up pitch black
i cant really tell, i just know people known to flip facts

i'm my biggest opp, i pull the blade out in a crisis
i'm still standing up, i'm still breathing all despite it
i move how i want, give a fuck if they ain't like it
i'm here to get this bag, i always knew i would i'm psychic

i will get this this shit solo, ion need no team
got a hundred ways to get it, know it simple as it seem
watch the world on fire, they said fuck my lil dream
but i still do this shit, while its tearing at the seams

ion even rap, i just speak how a demon move
cold hearted from the jump, ill probably leave you bleeding through
its me myself and i, when i face death and pay my due
'til then i still be grinding while i'm tryna make it through

ion hear the hate boy, i'm tuned into the bag now
stack it up in silence, all the talking get you dragged down
work until i make it, i wont stop until i pass out
i was born to be in front, i refuse to be the background

if i die know they'll copy all my syntax
when i'm gone smoke a blunt for me, hit the Maui in some gift wrap
there heaven or a hell? or will it all just end up pitch black
i cant really tell, i just know people known to flip facts

Delusion

~2300~

@kennyorlando

prod by: @noahmadethiss + thislandis

3AM in Manhattan (juice wrld remix) V2

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