i want to make this a beat saber map rn broo

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0y9aJ6QV00Z2ZgWFYH9YYI?si=43fcd8f9cfe74b58

i think i got too many
problems for me to solve
so i stay inside
till i have to go again
so tell me if you love me
how would you let them know?
that i'm not really stable
and that i can not let go 

maybe i'm just the problem
and you are part of the show
but i know that we both know
how it goes when you solo
i shouldve known before
before they all pretended
but who cares about me
or my mental health

i see them come and go
right before i couldve known
(maybe I'm just the problem)
that they were all just never
fine with me in any ways

i know that i wont last
forever in this household
but imma keep on trying to
make all of em just proud

i think i got too many
problems for me to solve
so i stay inside
till i have to go again
so tell me if you love me
how would you let them know?
that i'm not really stable
and that i can not let go 

(I'm not your first ever choice
how can you do this after all
i have done in the first place
why would u choose him over me
when he just treats u wrong
bloods dripping off ur arms
cuz once again u folded)

break!

i open my eyes
just to see u again
i breathe in
and breathe out
to forget about it
i know it's hard
to look forward
in life when it turns
hard on you
and it might not seem
like it
when i say
that you were never wrong
i guess you were right
when u said it'd be be fine
if id continue lies
when i opened up i cried
no1 there but shit its fine

and now i wanna scream
and shout
till i pass out
forget about
the mistakes i have made
and i wouldve never thought
that my existence is worth it
till u told me that time
where i was crying in pain
no one tried to jus help
everyone there just stared
thought that i would be dead
when i reach 15 years
got no friends who would care
started hating on myself
blocked all of my contacts
and isolated myself
teacher said its not worth
to give them all attention
but how am i supposed to ignore them
when i fucking care
no its not fucking fair
wake up in panic when i know theres ppl who hate me aswell
and i know its not fair

let them know

enjoy.

i think they hate me 
that's what i get for being myself :(
she hates the doubt i have
i love destroying myself :D

i know what it's like when love turns to hate
i need a fren outside of this game
it all ends the same, it all ends the same
so trust me when i say
let it die
fuck it. let it die
so fuck it let it die
fuck it. let it die

there's too many bones that i could break
i swallowed a falling star that was fake

o o oo o o o o o o o o o o o oo o o oo o o 

i mean, look at how you get everything you ever wanted

apparently i'm inferior because i can't do the same

and if my scars ever reopen
you just tell me to close them
open diary i know the truth always

i got like
three thousand thoughts a minute
leave these bitches all on read
i hate talking i admit it
think i'll dye my hair so i feel different
make a scene so i can fit in
but she knows that's not who you are 

and your only two hours away
don't worry baby it's not a problem
i ain't worried about being popular
i don't care if they even know my name
cause

there's too many bones that i could break
i swallowed a falling star that was fake

fake
a falling star that's fake

human design

last single off my upcoming ep, pre save here: https://ffm.to/miseryfm

pre save

atlanta (wisssery)

STREAM ON SPOTIFY - https://ffm.to/scarecrow

[+production, vocals, mix + master by Maxine Faith Noelle]

+notes 
faith takes a trip back to her hometown, but leaves feeling alienated and alone due to conflicting opinions

I've been out here for what feels like years
I've been exchanging energy and matter
sorry I missed your call again
don't mean to ghost you, but I feel so alienated
I've been in this field for far too long
I feel like fucking giving up

I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(ill never see her face again)

and I know I have to give a little bit
I'm breaking fast so done I'm over it
don't leave me down that's the old me
just for what I can see
I'm not returning to the city

(I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again)


change your clothes and change your name
they still know you all the same
never knowing who to blame
its all your fault its in the game
I cut the shackles now I broke free
now I know you could've told me

BROKE FREE
now I know you could've told me
(how the fuck I'm feeling?)
cut the shackles now I broke free
now I know you could've told me

"where are you"
they all left me last year
I knew it wasn't what they wanted
I knew I had to get up
don't leave me down again
I knew it was what he wanted but
for me to be dead?
Is that what you wanted?
I'm so sick of doing everything for you and nothing for me
I'm fucking sick of it
I'm fucking tired
wake the fuck up
when are you gonna get a fucking grip
WAKE THE FUCK UP

I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(ill never see her face again)
scarecrow
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(I feel like a-)

and I know I have to give a little bit
I'm breaking fast so done I'm over it
don't leave me down that's the old me
just for what I can see
I'm not returning to the city

scarecrow

Stream on Spotify

p. grayskies
https://discord.gg/3XZ2jQnMCF
lyrics:
black eyeliner and a blood red dress
floating through the room 
but her heart is a mess

white hair cigarettes
scars across my chest
racquet in my hand but i barely miss the smash

oooooh
insanity in your eyes
oooooh
i hate when i see you smile
ohhhh 
think im losing my mind (2x)

false promises and stupid restrictions
oh i just need your love
its a fucking addiction

i met a girl in hell
and now shes holding on my hand
and she wont let goooo
watching as the darkness grows (2x)

burn your voice into my soul
oh you just wont let me go
all the words you said before
soul is black just like a crow
all the things that i would throw
oh i thought youd let me glow

fuck
running to the store 
cause she needs some nicotine
cause only if she numbs the pain
shes able to dream

its so wasted
shes getting faded
demon got her soul 
and shes happy that she traded

oooha
i cannot feel myself

thanks for all the love :)

spotify

girl in hell

https://open.spotify.com/track/5UNngA2VyDkonDbD4YyeLm?si=367ec635dcd04a12
prod: @daywatch
mixed/mastered: @daywatch / @ongm3s
written: @daywatch / @ongm3s
___________________________
ask me what i want to be
my answer isn't clear yet
do i look pitiful to you?!
i'm fucking done with this mess!

hold me close to death when you're around
watch my faith collapse when i'm on the ground

i choose to wake up
i can't wait for you 
my feelings misconstrued by you
i refuse to wait
i will choose to make
i can feel my face when i know you're away

[M3S]
now my bones decay, to the ground ima fall down
can't breathe, all the shouting it hollowed my lungs out
said that you hate me, you wanted me gone, i don't know what to do, i don't know what to say now

[breakwait]
okay, you got me sick to my (sick) 
no way, my soul is black and i'm feeling decay
no way

messiah

messiah ft. eyes

unfortunately this will be the last thing i will ever release anywhere. this demo has been sitting in my files and i wanted to just put it out there, especially after my music has been deleted from all platforms. to anybody and everybody who has supported me and my passion, thank you so much and i wish you all the best! 
- ilytwelve/blank

prod. blank

lyrics:
it felt so wrong
until now
mind at peace
through sound
it's been so long 
since i've seen your smile
watch the weeds 
grow all wild
and oh i adored your face 
that never changed 
the river banks 
had our names on them
so here i am waiting 
for darkness to fade 
silence to say
to let go.

yellow ( demo )

#spitremix

haiii!!!111! :3 hii!I!!11!!! >.< heyy!!111! ^-^

spit - rouri404 (meatball mix)

[Production, Instrumentation, Mix & Master by myth valley aka Maxine Faith Noelle] @mythvalley
[Written + Vocals by myth valley, ghostsocial & tepz] @ghostsocial @t3pz

(@mythvalley)
you tell me to realign myself to memories
a vision's past, not mine
you're calling out for help like woe is me
right hook to my face
now I'm falling back
step close, face your fate
no more turning back
and now your crawling back to me
feed 'em lies so endless-

every word to you feels like a pushback
and it hurts the truth is I cant get back
and you been waiting for a sign here's your autograph
and when you find me all alone, I won't cross your path

(@ghostsocial)
killer lips and killer side eye
maybe I just haven’t found the right guy
screw loose, I been tryna get my head right
pony tail, you can tell me if the head’s right
call and tell me that it’s okay
I’ll be waiting for you in your driveway
dolled up, such a small town cliché
Hometown, but you use me as a halfway

(@mythvalley) (x2)
so over, i'm tired
so over, i'm falling back to shit

(@t3pz)
never once did I ever feel little
but god damn, have I ever wanted to break some shit
dead eyes said I gotta let go
tongue tied know you really wanna savor this
you're so dead to me
push back once more till you feel me bleed
just last longer like a symphony
but its all broke off
full of infamy

(@mythvalley)
every word to you feels like a pushback
and it hurts the truth is I cant get back
and you been waiting for a sign here's your autograph
and when you find me all alone, I won't cross your path

so over, i'm tired
so over, i'm falling back to shit (x4)

push back! [with ghostsocial & Tepz]

I might hit the dragonrend
Lesser ward up on my west side
Animating spirits while I do my fucking dance
Imma go get the bag
Imma go get the bag
Imma go get the bag
Imma go get the bag
Yes yes yes yes yes!
I’m up in liar’s retreat
Discerning the transmudane’s another Friday for me
You and me are not the same
I cast spells and you are fucking lame

Got the dragon claw between my teeth
I’m falling asleep
I’m padding my time out affixed in The Reach
Stone of Barenziah weighing down my capacity
Just carried out seven consecutive assassinations spanning cross the country up from Windhelm to the gates of Thalmor Embassy
I don’t wanna apply for healthcare
All I want is to finish this questline
All I want is to finish the dawnguard

Countless hours spent on me
Axe to fall hegemony
I’m pretty sure I wrote that line in Ryan Leahan’s antifreeze
Through this visage I am full
Through these visions I am God
While my parents don’t enrich me I meander through the fog
While my parents don’t enrich me I devolve into a dog
Spending dollar after dollar watch it float down the sidewalk
Once I catch it I erupt into a building that’s been bombed
As I scale the Serengeti it’s too late to correspond 

I might hit the dragonrend
Lesser ward up on my west side
Animating spirits while I do my fucking dance
Imma go get the bag
Imma go get the bag
Imma go get the bag
Imma go get the bag

spit - rouri404 (meatball mix)

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