Way to end it on a high note damn

I decided that this one sounds good enough without a remake

[Verse]

So what's the point of trying when I always fuck it up?
I'm not lying or exaggerating, look it up
To be forgotten scares me
half as much
as remembered for my poor judgement

[Chorus]

It was so nice but I went
And ruined the mood again!!!
The only thing I'm able to do is sulk
And ruin the mood again!!!

[Interlude]

[Verse]

The awkward silence I cause when I speak my mind
Or when I use my shitty sense of humor, it makes we wanna die
And I don't think there's anything to look up towards, I'm stuck
I'll always be this way, a faggot and a cuck

[Chorus]

It was so nice but I went
And ruined the mood again!!!
The only thing I'm able to do is sulk
And ruin the mood again!!!
It was so nice but I went
And ruined the mood again!!!
The only thing I'm able to do is sulk 
Just sulk

Ruin The Mood

stuck in my head
sick in my bed
sick in the head
wish i was dead

lead painted walls
feeling so sick
i cant do this
vomit in the halls
and im so done 
with it all

when did it all go wrong

sick

Written in June 2025
D#G#C#F#A#D#

Away
Everything to do with you
So far
I hope you'll stay

I don't care
What I said
To anyone else
I promise we'll meet one day
Before we're both dead

post apricity depression

noped out

the versions on streaming won't have the skit at the start
thank you to Skerit for the chinese rambling, Riva for the turkish rambling, and Girlpuncher for being the judge/lawyer/idk what sperg wrote the script

rivasafaggot

so sorry i keep reuploading this one i needed to compress more
h4rtbrkr cover obviously

eat yr heart

I'm getting really lazy I'm sorry
probably gonna be the last of these sorta weird songs i've realized i'm not good at this

i have no idea what im gonna do with this instrumental

Pls follow Wast0idd

https://on.soundcloud.com/snQr7vJlXnDcXHcqAo

Wast0idd-Fred Figglehorn does something illegal

I should have killed myself that day
The girl I like is afraid of me
I should have killed myself that day
My past haunts me every day

And now I'm alone again
Watching my life go by
I close my eyes and feel the pain
There is no hope, I'm a living dead

I should have killed myself that day
The girl I like is afraid of me
I should have killed myself that day
My past haunts me every day

And now I'm alone again
Watching my life go by
I close my eyes and feel the pain
There is no hopе, I'm a living dead

I should have killed mysеlf that day x5

I Should Have Killed Myself That Day (Belowground Cover)

A COLLAB WITH @thisisallthereis

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2dbFZsbiI61WuUcHJohM5R?si=b8235b9bd5e34634

This one is for the To Catch a Predator comp album, which has been in the works for a while. It has been done for over a month now and I've been very excited to release it as I was able to work with the LEGENDARY thisisallthereis which is just incredible. I hope you guys enjoy! 

P.S On a real note though, if i got a job opportunity at BlackRock I'd probably take it.

Lyrics:
(Verse 1) (Skerit)
I wanna own your house and
I wanna own your assets
You’ll never see me, I’m in the shadows
I’m owning the companies
I wanna be the master
I wanna be the boogeyman
Don’t be afraid
We’re not here to hurt you
We wanna save you, save you
(Pre-Chorus)
I wanna work for blackrock
And I want to be in charge of everything
I wanna own the country
I wanna be the king! 

I just feel so powerless with the way things are right now
I’m just a harmless, charmless guy who could never do no wrong!
…right?

(Chorus)
MI6, the FBI with
Oracle, Open AI
Palantir, the KGB 
I work with them
They work for me

My interest never rested
when it’s vested in investing
In these megacorporations
The conglomerates that want you to be poor

(Verse 2) (thisisallthereis)
You're feeling helpless
But it's all worthless
I have no feelings
Under the surface
You think I'm evil
I think I'm selfless
Extracting wealth by any means
You wonder how I sleep at night
I own your house and what's inside
There is you there's only I
It makes no difference if you die
(Pre-Chorus)
I wanna work for blackrock
And I want to control everything you see
I feed off of destruction
I can sell anything
Time is always best spent in investing in investment
So I guess that there's no question
And that this is the job for me
I wanna work for blackrock blackrock x9
(Chorus)
MI6, the FBI with
Oracle, Open AI
Palantir, the KGB 
I work with them
They work for me
My interest never rested
when it’s vested in investing
In these megacorporations
The conglomerates that want you to be poor

I Wanna Work for BlackRock (ft. thisisallthereis)

You say I lack conviction
And you say I have addiction
But I'm really just addicted
To keeping you around

To think that you would tell me
Instead of overwhelm me
But from you I never get a sound

And I know that it's all my fault
But I couldn't care less to change
And I know you're behind this all
When you smile, I see fangs 

(I just need you to)

Tell me what you want
That's just how it goes
Tell me what you want
You think I should know

Tell me what you want
That's just how it goes
Tell me what you want
You think I should know

Not a day goes by
Where I don't have you on my mind
I think I'm wasting all my time
Trying to get you by my side

Even now, I hate to see
That you're finally happy
Inside of someone else's view
Oh god, why couldn't it be you.

And I know that it's all my fault
But I couldn't care less to change
And I know you're behind this all
When you smile, I see fangs 

(I just need you to)

Tell me what you want
That's just how it goes
Tell me what you want
You think I should know

Tell me what you want
That's just how it goes
Tell me what you want
You think I should know

(I just need you to)

Tell me what you want
That's just how it goes
Tell me what you want
You think I should know

Tell me what you want
That's just how it goes
Tell me what you want
You think I should know

post apricity depression

XOMilez ⌖

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