call me crazy but i don't wanna lose youuuu

@josuanatanaelll
@remiliaxd

note: aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Art by me btw <3

Lyrics:
Noya:

i just wnna breath
but i dont wnna live
want 2 give u hug but u kiss my friend
(give u hug but u kiss my friend)

i cant see the world
cuz my eyes was closed
and i start crying and screaming, telling you "where's my mind"

Jnz:

I cant go on with my life
seeing you with him is the last thing i wanna see
doesnt matter what you do 
doesnt matter what you choose
i just cant just cant hate you

then i think to myself everynight
will u still think of me if i die
cause i know that u still want me
u just act like u hate me so i can make the first move

*Hook

Remilia:

and i don't know
where my mind is at, i'm starting to lose control  
stole his heart and leaving mine
it hurts its painful
i don't want to see your face because it is painful
baby it is shameful

but was your love true
i had feelings for you
i don't know what to do
it hurts whenever i think of you

*Hook

Kiara ft. Jnz, Remilia (lileffort)

Note 1: this song i made for someone <3
Note 2: the lyrics is akward but... yeah :D

lyrics:

I'm getting high
when i need sometime
i just got you
i need some time

play with you round a round
be with you round a round

i just like you
in the night i hope i can be with you
no shame no lie
i will bring our love to the sky

i just wanna know
how hard could that be when i love you
I'm so confused
afraid to got rejected by you

i just only need somebody
i just wanna live with lighty
can you give a better light
to my life when i live with you lighty

(with you lighty ×4)

Lighty (K4nji)

@noyaclarissa
@mis4ortune
@remiliaxd
@7ick
@kyxtsnxwy
@wistual

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Noya:
Thinking bout you in the night
Don't leave me behind, I can be your knight
But why u kiss my friend, babe?
Fact, u don't love me, just get out of my mind

Feel like I don't love u again
Feel like I don't want u again
It's like I cant live without u
Fact, that I can live without u

mis4ortune: 
Heads out
You’re not belong to me, I cannot hold it

Toxic
All of our conversation make me crying

You said u love me again
But that is make no sense

That’s just a lie
Cuz everyday feel like I am live with this mess 

You have a kiss with my friend
So why the fuck that you are need to pretend?

I really can make end to your life
Don’t make me pick up the knife

remilia:
i can not find what's left inside
what's left is nothing nice
idk what to do everyday in my bedroom
everything is not alright

and i wish i could face it 
but I can't
this problem i dont understand
wish u could understand
but i can't fake it till then

lick:
its not the same without you
u left me broken, see thru
dont leave me here i need you
i swer i cannot keep u
everything i do feels like a mistake
i gave u my heart u let it break
and lately feels  liek every1s been fake
i dont know how much i can take

kyxtsnxwy:
white eyes
i hope you’re warm on this cold night 
yeah i’ll kiss your tears, i’ll hold you so tight
pretty sight
im thankful that you’re mine
i belong to you, yeah for life
for life

can't live without you w/ noya clarissa, mis4ortune, remilia, lick, kyxtsnxwy (wistual)

//loserboi

prod. qiio
https://instagram.com/1toqiio

art by dhevin
https://instagram.com/gyroxtry_

lyrics
[qiio]
stay with me for a while
here with me by my side

cause i need you i need you i need you right now 2x

i dont want you go
i dont want you leave
you are all i need
i want you believe

cause i need you i need you i need you right now 2x

rasa ini, takan pernah berhenti
sakit ini, slalu ku pendam sendiri
hanya kamu (hanya kamu)
cuma kamu yang bisa mengobati

Need U RN

@techsakura
@yush4a
MV on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VIWZ9-FBWw8

lyrics
[Xora]
I've been looking down all time
Never knew what is going on to this world 
Should i just end my life?
This world is to cruel for me

I don't know what I'm doing here, doing stupid shit
Doing the same shit, all day all night
Is this heaven or hell, I dont even know
Oh oh, I don't know even know

[Tech Sakura]
Pleasure 
Pleasure that thrown on us kinda kill the truth
Stuck in dead end
I hope I could get renewed 
Is it only me or you feel it too?
This hell seems so flawless 

Gold and shine giving 'em a mood  
Horse and power  let 'em watching these uncatch view
Young and marinated all the food
Spend the penny there is no excuse 
This is eden's land with no bloom
No flower murakami cause its gloomy
God's name, it's nom de plume
Why he write a youthful doom for me

[Xora]
I've been looking down all time
Never knew what is going on to this world 
Should i just end my life?
This world is to cruel for me

I don't know what I'm doing here, doing stupid shit
Doing the same shit, all day all night
Is this heaven or hell, I dont even know
Oh oh, I don't know even know

[Tech Sakura]
Praises
Praises, it won't save me
Take the money and leave, bitch
I cant stand on myself
I'm breaking down and drowning in hell
It just prelude in a youthful doom

HELL/HEAVEN w/Tech Sakura (prod. yusha x fum1ko)

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/1yugenn/shift

SPOTIFY LINK - https://open.spotify.com/track/6ZPaecLxjaQ0NjU3TN3cf2?si=YR6f6qNCRH6ER2Hr52v2LA&utm_source=copy-link

tysm!! @noyaclarissa, @princess_miii

lyrics:
@1akura (hook)
take your time just move it slow
take a long walk through the road
i know that u feel alone
ill keep u warm when ur feeling cold
just take ur time take a breath
feel so cold, nothings left
when ur around my heart beats loud
i hear it beating out my chest
and i never wanna leave u
never leave ur side, i just wanna see u
said u love me i believe u
ever since then im glad i got the chance to meet u
just take my hand and hold it tight
we laugh and cry as we watch the night
when im with u, u give me light
out of all the stars u shine so bright

just take ur time take a breath
feel so cold, nothings left
when ur around my heart beats loud
i hear it beating out my chest

@noyaclarissa
im so alone will u love me till i gone?
im so confused, i dont know what to do
aaah aaah aaah
I cant take this anymore, i cant take this anymore

Just tell me what u want from me, baby
Just tell me what u need from me, baby
im giving all of my heart just for u
im giving all of my life just for u

i-

remember the times we had
we used to love each other
no matter how much u hate me
I WOULD STILL FUCKING LOVE YA

@princess_miii
Summer festivals, 
feelings hidden in sleeves
You are the only one I can't see in my memories
If you're not here, there's no point in me singing

I run
Turning away from the pain
Only time passes
I spend my days unstoppable
If u wanna fxxk me up
baby tell me what
I'll take ur heart
baby tell me why,,,

Spend the weekend alone
Get me out of here
The highway where we both ride
I'll get us out of this nightmare

@1akura (hook)
just take ur time take a breath
feel so cold, nothings left
when ur around my heart beats loud
i hear it beating out my chest
and i never wanna leave u
never leave ur side, i just wanna ssee u
said u love me i believe u
ever since then im glad i got the chance to meet u
just take my hand and hold it tight
we laugh and cry as we watch the night
when im with u, u give me light
out of all the stars u shine so bright

fate +noya clarissa & ididntcry (k4nji)

@echichi
@noyaclarissa

prod: @h1yori / @y4ndere

pt2: 
https://soundcloud.com/yudere/lastforever

lyrics: https://genius.com/kairyu-lonely-place-lyrics

Spotify

lonely place  echi & noya clarissa (hiyori & yandere)

@jacynyte
@josuanatanaell
prod. k4nji

(jacy)
dont say ur fine i know ur not okay
been up all night thinking bout that day
we could never cross paths im just in the way
no im not that hard to replace
and its not that hard to say
that lifes a constant heartache
and its so easy to blame
the bad weather or the rain

but i dont rlly mind it
doin what i want give a fuck if u dont like it
and theres no point of hiding
when theres no point in trying
high pressure gets hard to manage
lay in bed, i just cant stand it
my head just cant fix this damage
eyes red and im feeling manic

(me)
Why don’t u look at me just once
Just a single time
What better bout him?
Ohh its bout the money

I gave u my everything 
i tried my best to keep u 
Oh, I failed again
end of my love story

Gotta let go gotta move on
Let’s forget bout the past 
Broken heart broken home
My life is just fucked up

Do I regret? No no no
I feel better by myself 
Ill restart my life
Ill make u regret

(josua)
and ill make you regret
cause you did something that i cant forget
i dont want to be with you anymore
i broke down, i fell down to the floor
and ill restart my life
ill find a better girl to be my wife
dont make me do something bad with this knife
and i hope youll pay for what you did in the afterlife

yea just leave me alone i dont want it anymore
i lock myself in my house
close the curtains lock the door
looking up, prayin to God
crying again on the floor
and again and again maybe this is all my fault 2x

regret* w/ jacy nyte + josua natanael (k4nji)

hbd to me
@fuyunoyukisan

*lyrics*
call me crazy but i dont wanna lose you
dont wanna forget about that we've been through
im just here looking at our pictures
my life changed ever since u left me

u make me insane everyday
i keep on thinking about u
i thought i can live without u
but i just cant get through

when i miss u i falln' into
my friend keep calln' me, too
i can't do this without you
so how should i do
i drank too much i really do
now i calln' you
and you miss it up
now i let you go
since you loose me
please come back to me

now i calling
and you miss it up
everyday i fall in love
teach me
how can i let you go
or just kill me
I prepare it

dont wanna lose you* w/ yuki (k4nji)

certified josua type beat

with https://soundcloud.com/noyaclarissa https://soundcloud.com/phxlxppp & https://soundcloud.com/xora09

eng x idn x jpn

(me)
ill admit it im a little jealous of u
when i see u two together, u look so good
i rlly wanna be w you but i dont want to
ruin your story that's being written

and i confessed b4 tht i wnt u
i told u b4 that i wnt u
(i want you!)
yeah i want you
(i want youu)
sometimes i feel like i hate myself cuz im full of myself
oh my god..
but i wnt you
(i want you!)
yeah i want you
(i want youu)

(noya)
malam itu
(that night)
ku melihat dia sedang asik bersamamu
(i saw him spending time with you)
satu sisi aku sedih saat aku tahu
(i was sad when i saw that moment)
kamu tak tertarik denganku
(and the fact that youre not into me)
tapi kau tahu? ku bahagia saat melihat senyumanmu
(but u know what? im happy when i see you smile)

ku tak peduli walau aku harus
(i dont care even if i have to sacrifice myself)
berkorban demi dirimu, sayangku
(just for you)
namun ingatlah saja bahwa aku,
(but please dont forget that i)
mau kamu :)
(still want you)

(philip)
here we go again, 
i thought we were more than friends,
guess it's time for me to let you go, 
go away with him,

i find it hard to believe you don't,
want to make amends,
you think that you're not so good for me,
but you're good for him,

i said,
baby, i be losing my mind,
going mental,
you're taking, everything i once thought,
was essential,
breaking, everything we had,
was incidental,
you're making, my heart fall apart,
from the middle,

(xora)
さよならさえ言えなかった
Couldn’t even say good bye
さよならさえ言えなかった
Couldn’t even say good bye
君の事、大好きだよ
Really loved you
これかも幸せでいてね
Hope u have a great life

今までの時間ありがとう
Thank you for the time that u gave me
君の事が忘れないよ
Cant forget about u
ほんの少しだけ,君に愛されたかったよ
I wanted to be loved by u just a little

cheers2u w/ noya phxlxp & xora

2.25 + @xora09
4.18 + @xora09 @prodarisu
5.24 + @1ksubi
6.18 - 8.37 + @prodarisu
8.38 + @kuusune7

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dont wanna lose you* w/ yuki (k4nji)

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