https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

yeah make way for the coward like what did you expect
yeah you didn’t think about it much but now your sons a wreck
doesn’t know how to cope or be social, 
feel like he’s the only one who feels this way no he cant maintain

a regular routine or fucking diet
cus he doesn’t know how to be alive most days he feels like he died
in that car crash a few years ago
he swears he saw the fucking light at the end of the tunnel

but he’s still on two feet, still barely coping
yeah he stays high so he doesn’t deal with his mind
cus it’s always the negative thoughts that take over each other
yeah until the tension just breaks snap yeah we just relapse back

to a childhood where we were neglected
by a family who couldn’t understand what it’s like to be different
from everyone else it’s like you’re all just NPCs
Yeah living check to check just to have nothing to show

yeah it’s fucking sad that we have to live this way
always tryna feed our family who’s hungry but they don’t understand the pain
that you go through day to day, live a nine to five, 
just the same routine from 30 till your fucking 89

I don’t  know why you fucking live like this
what happened to your fucking dreams would you blame it on your son
and would you leave all of us behind just to restart
maybe you fucking would but that’s life you don’t get a second shot

so this kids a bit older he’s almost 25 
doesn’t know what he wants but he’s got his fucking music
to live by new friends no lies, 
Every day we get a little better more plays no we never settle

for what we couldn’t have back when we grew up
yeah we all got our own problems and memories no one perfect
so we just fade, just fade out have a few more drugs
Yeah this isn’t what life is fucking all about

I Beg Your Pardon

Butterfly

Prod by: @quiteevil

Robstar: @robstar100

Darth Rose: @darth_rose

Artwork made by: https://gravesoddities.carrd.co

Lyrics:

(SCAR$)
Lights switch off
I taste blood when I cough
Yeah my lungs are fucked

I know I
Yeah

I know I know
I throw my life
Away
I know you know
I never ment to hurt you
That way

Where are you
I can't see
I'm going blind baby

Where are you
I can't see

I'm miles underneath the sea baby
I don't give no love for free
I have all the love I need
Yeah

I don't give a fuck about your music
Fuck your beat I won't use it
I don't fuck with your clique
But I'll fuck your bitch

I don't

I don't give a fuck about your music
Fuck your beat I won't use it
I don't fuck with your clique
But I'll fuck your bitch
Yeah

I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
No
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
No

(Robstar)
People gotta know what I mean
When I say "I want a cheque, bitch"
I could crash the whip
While my life stay reckless
When they see me growin'
And blowin' up they respect this
I ain't tryna die
But I swear I got a death wish

Yeah I'm a cunt ask my ex bitch
In fishnets, corsets with a goth twist
She wantin' my time
I'm focusing on the set list
Grinnin' through the scars
While my life stay regretless

Fuck yo' clique
Fuck yo' bitch
We gon' die young
In backrooms with whitelists and ice on
With tight chicks and everything that I might want
Pour a couple cups and we'll down 'em before the night's gone

(Darth Rose)
Fuck yo' posse
They will toss yo' ass before the light's gone
Now I'm rolling with a j and a fine hoe
All of you looking like you wanted some 
Wanted some yeah

You stole my beat
Stole my flow
Stole my style
Like you wanna be me
Well I guess you dreamin' for a while
'Cause I ain't going no where hoe

(SCAR$)
I'm fucking movin' like a rockstar
We go hard
Pull up to our shows screamin' that you love Scar
But I

(SCAR$ & Robstar)
I don't

I don't give a fuck about your music
Fuck your beat I won't use it
I don't fuck with your clique
But I'll fuck your bitch
Yeah

I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
No
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
No

I don't give a fuck
No

Switch

Switch (ft. Robstar, Darth Rose)

Produced by 'Metlast x Luffy'
Engineered & recorded by 'Xorochi'
Photo from @lil_liar

~lyrics~
Ay
Few beans in my jeans
Got through security
Packet lookin' all creased
Yea
White powder
An a few keys
Lock the door
Can't no-body see
I'm in a daze
But I still take like three
It's in my eyes
You can see I'm lookin' deceased
She said Xorochi why ain't you never pleased

Pull up to the party
Cocaine right now
Dreams in my eyesight
You can come an find out
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Now everybody switched but I'll be fine

Pull up to the party
Cocaine right now
Dreams in my eyesight
You can come an find out
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Now everybody switched but I'll be fine

Yeah we all up
Wasted at the function
Took my last breath
'Fore we glided through the junction
What we do best
Yeah you know that that's consumption
Flawed to my bones
From my own creation
Black ripped jeans
With the Iphone buzzing
20 missed calls
Cos I can't even touch it
I been too nervous
I been steady bluffing
This is my regret
But I can't change nothing

Every single night
I tell a different lie
Like every single night
I live a different life
Gas up in my lungs
Got the bloodshot eyes
I'm just tryna' make the distance
That's why I get high
Different stages
Different places
Different drugs
Surround by the same faces
It's all the same
When you gone through all the hatred
Disappointment in myself
But shit I made it

Pull up to the party
Cocaine right now
Dreams in my eyesight
You can come an find out
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Now everybody switched but I'll be fine

Pull up to the party
Cocaine right now
Dreams in my eyesight
You can come an find out
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Now everybody switched but I'll be fine

Pull up to the party
Cocaine right now
Dreams in my eyesight
You can come an find out
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Now everybody switched but I'll be fine

Spotify & Apple

COCAINE RIGHT NOW! (prod. metlast x luffy)

It's cold outside rn :(


~lyrics~
         [CHORUS]
(Drugged up)
Eyes all red
In the dark
Get the double cup poured
Turn this club to a spar

(Sat low)
I can't feel my arms
Spill a drop from my drink
Purple lean at the bar

(I'ma loser)
I don't know who you are
It's my tracks you been playing
Coming straight from the heart

	[VERSE]
Coming straight from the heart
Mixin beans with the NOS
It's a scene from afar
You wouldn't know about this life
Cos I'ma be what you can't
You a fein, no I'm not
Jus got dreams I wanna start

Got the facetime buzzin
Bro from the south
Sayin I should come down
Got a show for the sound
In a day I'ma make it
On the bus heading round
Let it lie on the trip
Then I spark it when I'm out

	[HOOK]
PULL UP TO THE VENUE HIGH AS FUCK
THEY DONT EVEN KNOW MY NAME WHATS UP
HI 
HELLO
I'M XOROCHI, THATS A DUBB
SWEAR THEY GONNA KNOW SOON YEAH THATS FORSURE

An get my drink poured
Talkin down, well maybe you should think more

EMPTY BAGS WHEN IM BEHIND CLOSED DOORS
BREAK THE STAGE GOT 'EM SCREAMING OUT ENCORE

	[BRIDGE]
Coming straight from the heart
Mixin beans with the NOS
It's a scene from afar
You wouldn't know about this life
Cos I'ma be what you
Cos I'ma be what you can't


	[CHORUS]
(Fucked up)
Eyes on me
I'm a star
That's the dreams in my eyes
I'ma be what you can't

(Drugged up)
Eyes all red
In the dark
Get the double cup poured
Turn this club to a spar

(Sat low)
I can't feel my arms
Spill a drop from my drink
Purple lean at the bar

(I'ma loser)
I don't know who you are
It's my tracks you been playing
Coming straight from the heart

Ima B What U Can't (Prod. Metlast x Jolst)

Armor For My Heart

Meteor Shower

Shoutout to my homie https://soundcloud.com/broadus972 for jumping on the track.

Rivilin -

im not wanted yeah were toxic, fair
im stuck down here no eyes to see the sun
cus you don't care, the devil stares
well that's just me, he breaks free when im shy

this love is dead, you know it yeah
my wrist they bleed black ink to block the light
the darkness stares it beckons yeah
to end my life so I can touch the sky

im not wanted im not needed
I know that's the truth when you block out my sight
I don't get it, so just say it
that you found love in someone else’s eyes

im disgusting, yeah believe it
that once im gone yeah I am gone for good
cus im stunted, i don't want it
the love you gave to me makes me alone

Broadus:

It was never love you gave to me, your options open
take advantage, treat me like I caused the damage, hold on
I can never, see the light out, you eclipsed me from who I could become
then you consumed, every moment, then you turned to run you’re a loaded gun

Not Wanted Ft. Broadus

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

Run, I gotta run 
(x3) 

I’ve been caught up in my own fantasy 
Full of make-believe 
Did I make you scream girl? 
I’m so sorry I will give you the world 
You can count on me 
I will make you feel free 

I think I saw your eyes in the sun 
In the sun, in the sun, in the sun 
Give me some time, I will be where you are 
Gotta run, gotta run, gotta run 

I’ve been caught up in my own fantasy 
Full of make-believe 
Did I make you scream girl? 
I’m so sorry I will give you the world 
You can count on me 
I will make you feel free 

You know me baby I could never live in a perfect life 
With their perfect lies 
You know me I keep going until you got your perfect life 
What’s the worst way to fall?

Maybe It's Ok (prod. Luffy)

ON ALL PLATFORMS 
(prod. dercept and malloy)

Lyrics:

Take a look inside we are not the same
If I hold my tongue I'll go insane
Man I pray to God that I find my way,
Find my way yeah I'll find my
Look into the past it's been killing me
All the time but I cannot forget
Your face that night before you left
Me broken... I'm broken

Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Yeah it's killing me in silence
I could speak up but I'd rather stay quiet
Why is, everything a problem with me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Cause its killing me in silence
Yeah it's killing me in silence
Yeah you're killing me in silence
Said you're killing me in silence
Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be

killing me in silence

killing me in silence (prod. dercept x malloy)

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@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
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@bodahrevy
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lyrics:

Ima B What U Can't (Prod. Metlast x Jolst)

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