love you bro its been too long im so proud of you

Melancholic 🥀

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - sick of everything

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
spotify - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/suisside/beloved

beloved

beloved (prod. manget$u)

Fall Apart Ft. Lil Narnia (Prod. IOF)

Mental Tenacity

spotify

apathy w/ guccihighwaters

doctor, doctor ft. badXchannels

Are you happy?
Sorry, im just asking for a friend
You were pointing and laughing
When you made fun of that poor kid

Lemme ask you think hes happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Cause he dont really know what really happened
Hes the butt of the joke not your friend

Now lemme ask Are you happy
When the world is crashing
Are you lookin up to god to make amends
Do you think hes laughing
While your ass is gasping for the last breath you can share with your friends

Are you happy
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause aint nobody really ask me
And as of late i felt like shit

everyday he wants to call it a quits
He thinks of all the ways he can off and commit
Says He lost hope hes all alone he doesnt know where to go 
He locks himself inside his room when hes home

But is he happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Because everyone is acting
To impress some stupid bitch

So lemme ask you are you happy?
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause she can make you happy
Ruin your life all over again

Im scared to admit it
Im so committed
Dont be offended
I know i wont be forgiven
My reach is overextended
Im so demented
Im so inventive
I think of ways to get through to you but i dont ever get it

Dont think ill ever get it

No i wont understand it
I swear its like you had planned it
Lemme ask are you finished?

Like are you completed

Is everything supersuceeded
Cause i feel so damn defeated
And i dont know why i need it

Now im feelin replinshed
And everything so diminished
Like Are we really deleted

I cant believe it

we don't often ask for much (+ sonya36)

spotify/apple music

We Don't Often Ask for Much (+ sonya36)

[Prod. 8ROKEBOY]

Lyrics:

Leave it on the table, Sever me and sell me.
Is this just what you think of me? Like I'm nothing.
Cus how I feel is how you feel, Like we're lonely; Like we're lonely,
Oh so lonely.

And if you want me to come alone in the dark, 
If you want me to call you over when its dark,
If you want me too, and you wanna find the spark!
I'll be here waiting for you!

If you want me to!
If want, me too!
If you want me to!

I'll be here waiting for you!


If you want me too, I fell in love with you, I just need to know to light up the dark!
If you want me to, I'll press the blade right through, and let myself bleed out my ever beating heart!

Leave it all on me, Use me and rape me.
Is this just what you think of me? Like i'm nothing.
So this is how it feels when someone gives up everything.
I've lost all hope, I beg for someone to just kill me.

If you want me to come alone in the dark,
If you want me to open up my bloody scars,
If you want me to open up my fucking heart!
I'll fucking do it for you!

If you want me to!
If you want, me too!
If you want me to!

I'll fucking do it for you!

There isn't more I can really say, If you live with demons I can relate. 
Just say the word and i'll relieve the pain, I'd take it all away if you would just stay!

I swear the pain is gonna kill me this time, I say this like I haven't said this about a million times. 
I never wanted this I swear it's true! 
I just wanted to be with you!

I just wanted you and no one else, You had to dirty me imagine how I felt?
Breaking my heart was a silent hell, I had to pretend I was someone else.
Pretending I was happy felt so real, Like I could get lost in feeling details;
Details of a fake identity, oh well.
I guess it never really mattered how I felt.

DARK BALLADS OF A DEAD MAN [Prod. 8ROKEBOY]

@hiitshmwav
Prod: @kingtheta
Mix: jakky and @iofmusic

(jakkyboi)
i don’t care bout anyone anymore
i’m just doing me this year 
i don’t really want like anything anymore
i just be doing me like everybody else
everybody wanna stay the same like
everybody wanna go fade away like
i don’t give a fuck about them 
no

take another fall
take another fall
take another L now i’m poppin by it all
ya i would never grow ya
i would never know that
if i didn’t try things

ya babe i’m never lookin down
ya i’m in love i’m in love ya i just love myself
ya everybody want me now like 
whoa eh 
whoa eh like now

no one fucked with this but now
i be glowing up ya didn’t need no help
i just be so pretty now like
whoa eh
whoa like now 

(hm.wav)
every time you call me i think ima call back
Ima sucker for love ima sucker for love
every time you leave me you always fall back
i don’t think i can trust i don’t think i can trust
& you’ve got me so faded on the weekend
i know i’m never enough i know i’m never enough
& now i’m here still treading in the deep end
i always fuck it all up i always fuck it all up

(jakkyboi)
ya babe i’m never lookin down
ya i’m in love i’m in love ya i just love myself
ya everybody want me now like 
whoa eh 
whoa eh like now

no one fucked with this but now
i be glowing up ya didn’t need no help
i just be so pretty now like
whoa eh
whoa like now

i'm just doing me this year w/ hm.wav (p. king theta)

Heart Full of Rage

Ain't What It Seems

Troglodyte (prod. discent)

No Strings on Me (prod. 4evrgone x caspr)

There Was Blood On The Floor Underneath U

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @grave5y0)

rip peep <3

might die (prod. grave5)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i9bDrY9IhCbvcDgyb8neq

produced by @splashgvng
featuring @datastarr

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

[@datastarr]
i don't care
i was hurting, i was burning
you were there
light a match
watch me bleed out
fill your head with empty threats
and words that never left my mouth
know i never ask for help
but that's why i might break
fuck sake
see it clear, carrot cake
one shot, one take
bet it all at high stakes
chasing dollars, chasing thrills
why smoke? know it kills
wanna castle on a hill

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

Fall Apart Ft. Lil Narnia (Prod. IOF)

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