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What’s so happy about the new year when everything has gone horribly wrong for me…?

Am I living in a liminal dream…? Or a lifelong nightmare…? I don’t even know anymore… I can’t… Feel… Anymore… All I feel is… Emptiness… I want to go back… When things were simpler then… I wish I could restart my life… Only to repeat everything I experienced all over again… Is everything made to make me suffer…? I’m so tired and so, so sorry…

𝕀 𝕒𝕞 𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕖𝕩𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘… 

𝕎𝕙𝕪 𝕒𝕞 𝕀 𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 . . . ? 

𝕎𝕙𝕪 𝕕𝕠 𝕀 𝕖𝕩𝕚𝕤𝕥 . . . ? 

𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕒𝕞 𝕀 𝕕𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕨𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕘 . . . ? 

𝕀 𝕕𝕠𝕟’𝕥 𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥’𝕤 𝕨𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕞𝕖 . . .

𝑵𝒂𝒎𝒆: 𝑫𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒏 
𝑬𝒚𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓: 𝑫𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒑𝒖𝒓𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒔 
𝑬𝒍𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒚𝒑𝒆: 𝑷𝒚𝒓𝒐 
𝑺𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒔: 𝑫𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒐𝒏 
𝑾𝒆𝒂𝒑𝒐𝒏: 𝑺𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅

𝑨 𝑫𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝑺𝒊𝒎𝒖𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒂 𝒃𝒂𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝑫𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑯𝒆𝒙𝒆𝒏𝒛𝒊𝒓𝒌𝒆𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝑨𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒅𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓, 𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒂 𝒔𝒚𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒄 𝒉𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒃𝒚 𝑨𝒍𝒃𝒆𝒅𝒐 𝒗𝒊𝒂 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒇𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒓𝒈𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝑫𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒏'𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒎.


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