Protectedcharms Desk Drawings Acoustic

Protectedcharms - Desk Drawings Acoustic

hazelnutcreamer

I always think it's u talking....

(Dollmeat)
figure out what God's tryna tell me
sit in the sun dont know whats a clear day
sex but only in a queer way, yea
dont know wut2 call it but
id do it all day
puke out on the curb
no one above me
wait for u to love me
wait for u to

im waiting for u 2 hold me
walk the entire city alone
its all that i know
its all that i -
and im a deathroxxer
im running away wihtout u every day
i dont love u
i dont know where 2 go

shes a burden 2 u 2
boutta come on get in a mood

(Burden2U)
On my knees 
I ask for satans grace
I am nothing 
But a mistake 
What did you expect ?
some shining example  
just something that you’ll forget eventually 
I shake and I tremble when I miss your txt 
I used to stare into the moon and cry she was my only friend 
Hold my while I fall asleep 
Perceptions steady pacing 
My heart is palpating 
My joints r scorching
Puff puff 
Pass me away 
I could never reach I can’t attain 
The holy gates isn’t made for me?
She’s a Doll made of meat 
she’s in ur sight
Sign to retreat
Welts & welts 
Weigh the wounds of what you said 
Spirals sprung spin around inside my head 
I can’t forget what you said 
gothic blunts back to back 
Blood spills liks the wine in my chalice never full
I’m never full
Cup always halfway 
Put me out like ashtray 
I hate my fucking last name 
I’m such a deathroxxer
I’m running away 
I’m ending the chapter 
Your initials on the page 
I have no home again

DeathRoxxerz Ft. Burden2U

Linger by the Cranberries
lyrics and guitar riff is theirs, performed & produced by me

such a fool (linger cover)

Frigid Snow, Snub Nose

SideShow Creep Mixx #DJMUTILATEME

My debut album as Miruwhelm. It is just some loosely connected songs that I made late last school year and over the summer. It was made only using my laptop, cheap plugins, and various freeware, so it probably sounds a bit rough around the edges. It's also my first time making something like this, so I'm sorry if it's not too good. I hope that some enjoyment can be found out of it though.

I'm not going to lie and say that there's any meaning behind the songs. As the title states it's just a collection of okay demoes and scraps that I felt were good enough to release to the public. The songs were produced by me in a variety of moods and feelings, both negative and positive. I'd like to think that some of those feelings are reflected onto these songs, but realistically, these songs mean nothing. One day I hope to make something cool, with a theme and meaning and stuff.

It's inspired by a lot of things musically, but these are the main ones:
The Brave Little Abacus, Parannoul, Heccra, Snowing, Twinkle Park / Smiling Broadly, Weatherday, Sorbet, Forest Spirit Sun on Your Back, Kuragari, Moreru, Willy Rodriguez, Wintermute, Your Arms Are My Cocoon, Uchu Nekoko, Nashimoto Ui, My Dead Girlfriend, Shinsei Kamattechan, Okina, The Civil War in France, Lobsterfight, Gingerbee, Hitohira, and Vocaloid music in general.

VERY Special thanks to:
My family, my friends, and everyone who has supported me in making this. There are way too many people that I wanted to thank so I'm sorry that I have to use this giant blanket term. But seriously, thank you to everyone online who listened to these demoes early on and gave me feedback or said it was good. 

Awful!!!! I Think This Is Going To Be The Worst Day Of My Life!!!

hell sink (slowed)

time flies by you
you dont even see it coming

the last time we’d spoken
when was that even
i wish that i knew

who wouldve thought
that time flies right by you 
you cant even see it coming

time flies by you
you dont even see it coming

( :/)w(\::)

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will also be putting up my wannabe 5th wave emo project Miruwhelm on here