Name: alcoholism by xoxoevilangel
Duration: 2 min 28 s
Description: im not sure what to write here but i want views

im not sure what to write here but i want views

alcoholism

BACKGROUND ART BY @bruce_bronze ON INSTAGRAM!


lyrics!


(chorus)
oh
my god.
im fed up
with your abuse.

you
threw me
to the ground.

you left me
to bleed.
oh, please help me,
im suffering.

i tried
to fix
our love before it was over.
 
oh, why
did it
have to be me?
(ohh)
(ohh)
(ohh)
(ohh)

(chorus)
oh
my god.
im fed up
with your abuse.

you
threw me
to the ground.

you're in my head,
and i don't like it.
it's a permanent scar
you left in my brain.
i cant leave my bed,
because it hurts.
just one more thing,
i need reassurance.

reassurance.

(chorus)
oh
my god.
im fed up
with your abuse.

you
threw me
to the ground.

the start (Prod. anticøn)

BACKGROUND ART BY @bruce_bronze ON INSTAGRAM

lyrics!


(chorus)
the end of me 
is coming soon.
so when i go,
i'll say goodbye.
just one more thing.
im sorry.
that i wasn't
enough for you.

no matter what i did,
it was always a problem.
I don't know what i did, but i was trying to help you.
my end is near.
its coming.
its obvious.
there's nothing to hide.
I'm fucking done!

(chorus)
the end of me 
is coming soon.
so when i go,
i'll say goodbye.
just one more thing.
im sorry.
that i wasn't
enough for you.


i knew i wasnt enough (prod. 05alagen x taymxru)

BACKGROUND ART BY @bruce_bronze ON INSTAGRAM

lyrics!



where are you?
the sky is blue.
it's okay 'cause
i'm hurting too.

(chorus)
you say
that it's over.
i gave it all.
and it meant nothing.

why
do i miss you?
you dragged my
soul through hell.
again.

(chorus)
you say
that it's over.
i gave it all.
and it meant nothing.




i lost myself trying to find the real you. (prod. injury)

an instrumental by ChrisFromZIL3XZZ and produced on bandlab.

BACKGROUND ART BY @bruce_bronze ON INSTAGRAM

Panic Attack

BACKGROUND ART BY @bruce_bronze ON INSTAGRAM

lyrics!

(chorus)
you never cared.
i was scared, but you'd just stare.
you'd just stare.
as i was in despair.

you'd hurt me
to a point where i can't breathe.
come back to me, 'cause it's what i need 
come back to me please.
i don't know what to do.

you took my heart right out my chest.
i was just fine before you left.
oh my i am just sick of it.

so please help me.
so please help me.

you'd hurt me
to a point where i can't breathe.
come back to me, 'cause it's what i need 
come back to me please.

(chorus)
you never cared.
i was scared, but you'd just stare.
you'd just stare.
as i was in despair.

despair (prod. Rick Hardy)

BACKGROUND ART BY @bruce_bronze ON INSTAGRAM

Lyrics!

(ChrisFromZIL3XZZ)
i don't wanna
fall back down
where i drowned for the first time.

i am bound
to shut down.
the lies knocked me out.

(afterwards)
don’t tell me, what you think, let it die. 
They follow me home, grab the laser let it cut my own, i used to think it was all the same, till i saw your face and i changed my head, just tell me how to live, just take the knife upon the wrist, you’re murdering all of my mind, just take a dagger inside my brain.

(ChrisFromZIL3XZZ)
i dread
to attend to my head.
i don't wanna die,
but i dont wanna be alive.
so, i kinda just cry.
i fucking cry.
 
i don't wanna
fall back down
where i drowned for the first time.
i am bound
to shut down.
the lies knocked me out

(afterwards)
you said it was all of the same, you act like it still all of the same, you’re killing both me and all my brain, you got it written across your name, (you had me tricked by your lies, these feelings nothing to die, i’m spending all of my time, everyday is crossing the line. you stabbed me in my back (my back) my lights went out real bad, something with you, make days feel like-blue, just stab my back, and don’t come back, something is up, something is up, just slow down, for me (FOR ME)

(ChrisFromZIL3XZZ)
i don't wanna
fall back down
where i drowned for the first time.
i am bound
to shut down.
the lies knocked me out
.
.
.
why?!?!

Where i Drowned. (prod. Rick Hardy) (feat. afterwards)

BACKGROUND ART BY @bruce_bronze ON INSTAGRAM

lyrics!

(chorus)
i wouldn't mind 
if you held me till i cry.
i wouldn't mind
if you let me stay for the night.

can you
tell me
how I'm so easy to leave?
i know
you hate me.
im sorry, just come back to me.

despite.
what you did.
i still want you to come back.

(chorus)
i wouldn't mind 
if you held me till i cry.
i wouldn't mind
if you let me stay for the night.

One More Time. (prod. Dyingyouth)

BACKGROUND ART BY @bruce_bronze ON INSTAGRAM

lyrics!

throw me over
the edge again.
i'm used to it.
oh my damn.

(chorus)
i can't stand.
i can't stand.
i've heard of dying young.
when will that come to me?
please, let me die.

im trapped again
in my skin
i can't escape.
im dying on the inside out
i can't 
take this.
this anymore.
i didnt
do anything
to deserve this.

throw me over
the edge again.
i'm used to it.
oh my damn.

(chorus)
i can't stand.
i can't stand.
i've heard of dying young.
when will that come to me?

throw 
me over
again.

Dying Young (prod. rai4real)

BACKGROUND ART BY @bruce_bronze ON INSTAGRAM

lyrics!

(ChrisFromZIL3XZZ)
I'm bleeding everywhere.
and it because you're not there.
why is everything so hard to bear?
why is everything so unfair?

you are my oxygen.
if i cut you off,
I'll be dead.

you will come
back to me when?

i know its gonna come to an end, but why right now?

I'm bleeding everywhere!
and it's because you're not there!
why is everything so unfair?
why is everything so hard to bear?

im crying.

(Gabi)



Bleeding (Feat. Gabi) (prod. xy1va)

BACKGROUND ART BY @bruce_bronze ON INSTAGRAM

lyrics!

please kill me.
my time is over.
it's best if i cease to exist.
just end me and my misery.
i can't breathe.
but it's okay.

i'm sorry 
if i'm scaring you.
i'm not trying to.
im sorry.
it's just the truth.
but it's okay.
i'll be fine when i'm gone.
farewell.

I Changed My Mind, Farewell. (prod. by Indigo Shade)

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alcoholism

xoxoevilangel

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