Music & Performance by Ron Snyder
Lyrics by Rob Cassano
Copyright 1980 
Remastered 2021
This song was recorded 9 hours on a 4-track recorder in December of 1984.

Snyder / Cassano - GENERAL BLIND (1984)

SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/album/4WiS5NMpz6xFBeHaDirI1Y

AMAZON MUSIC:
https://music.amazon.ca/albums/B0F7J3573Y

TIDAL:
https://tidal.com/album/434021507

QOBUZ:
https://www.qobuz.com/ca-en/album/why-do-i-danma-frank-zozky/grlbbftvsiwoa

YOUTUBE:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=382lU-k3Dhc

YOUTUBE MUSIC:
https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_mGkJqwD1Twky5jwufy23nO-aG2-axbHDI

APPLE MUSIC:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/why-do-i-single/1812460111

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Lyricist & Co-composer:    Frank Visosky,  "FRANK ZOZKY",  ( @frank-zozky )
Co-composer & Producer:   Daniel Massicotte,  "DANMA$",  ( @xr207 )

120 BPM  in  G minor

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Yeah…

Why do I…

Why do I keep fallin' when I know I should run?
Give you all my daylight just to fade like the sun
Why do I replay every word that you said?
Like a song stuck in my head

Can't forget, can't forget

I know the signs but I still drive blind
Crash my heart every single time
Tell myself it’s love, maybe I’m just high
Feelin’ low with a smile I hide

Why do I, why do I
Keep holdin’ on to what we let die?
Why do I chase what makes me cry?
Fall for the pain, yeah, every time

Why do I, why do I?
Can’t let go even when I try
Why do I lie and say I’m fine…
Why, why do I?

Why do I believe when the proof’s in the flame?
Burned so many times, but I still take the blame
Why do I wish you'd call late at night
When I know deep down it won’t feel right?

I swear I'm done but I'm back again
Tied to your ghost like it's oxygen
Swore I’d change but the cycle spins
Here I go fallin’ in again

Why do I, why do I
Keep holdin’ on to what we let die?
Why do I chase what makes me cry?
Fall for the pain, yeah, every time

Why do I, why do I?
Can’t let go even when I try
Why do I lie and say I’m fine…
Why, why do I?

Heart on repeat, I can’t rewind
Dreams of you keep killin’ time
I know the cost, still pay the price
Tell me why… tell me why

Why do I, why do I
Keep holdin’ on to what we let die?
Why do I chase what makes me cry?
Fall for the pain, yeah, every time

Why do I, why do I?
Can’t let go even when I try
Why do I lie and say I’m fine…
Why, why do I?

Yeah… why do I…

Yeah… why do I…

Yeah… why do I…

Why Do I ?

Spotify

Why Do I? (feat. Frank Zozky)

Been A While

Michael Watson and hazpain on the instrument.

Doom Night

TattooedTears (Remix) (p.Frank Zozky)

I saw you in a dream
i was you and i was me
you were there but you couldnt see
sitting on the couch next to Gigi
I only dream when I sleep next to my baby

so you can thank her for me even being here maybe
I forgive you
but you've lost your privilege lately
40 years in the desert
and we would all do it 
for love
so who am i to judge? 

its of this earth
but who the hell are you?

I am the same
I just got split into two

now ive past the test of trust
and have become one
of this earth
if its all about love
then just take me

Here I am
Here I am
Here I am


Im of this earth baby
youre not gonna save me
i save me

Here I am

Here I am

Of This Earth

Neggnowè (remix)D-NG🇲🇶

Lyrics:
(Wash nine Wash miles)
(Wash up on the riverbank)
(Hinges)

It washed up on the riverbank last night
A frail bodied, weean donny
Back scared on the shoulder blades
He couldn't speak a word of our tongue
So we took him in, gave him clothes
He hid whenever he saw the sun

The town called him a devil
A beast born in the words
They said he killed the first borns
With the famine a decade back
He used to have wings
And answered only to Samael

He seemed only nine years old
His face cracked like an abby arch
The fog cast a concrete spell
I new kind of transparent saint, he sat
With the face of a messianic, martyred star

Nine miles, the gates blew off their hinges
Nine miles, one hundred years so solemn

But then he stood up, skin half dripping off
His frail body broke the rope
And dropped down from the bonfire
He crawled from the sun, the villagers fled
Half way through the woods
We found him with stubs on his back

He looked to the sky,
He aged a thousand years

Nine miles, the gates blew off their hinges
Nine miles, one hundred years so solemn

His face contorted, he screamed out in pain
The nubs grew, the blood spewed
He raised in the air, the nubs grew feathers
His feet left the floor and he burst into ashes

Nine miles, the gates blew off their hinges
Nine miles, one hundred years so solemn

ANTI MERIDIAN

In Your Dreams By Aimée Britannia & Blue Scarr

Love the style & attitude to this track!

don't settle in life for any less than your dreams!

In Your Dreams (Prod. Blue Scarr)

a lot of these are about a relationship falling apart or wistful reflection on one that already has, sadly...

tracklist:

1. (0:00) Crying City — "Architect"
2. (2:20) alayna and Mokita — "Blue"
3. (5:37) Isølately — "Unstable"
4. (7:57) sadgods, oh haven, steezy prime, luv pug & Late Night Tones — "shatter me"
5. (9:42) Cassiøpeia — "In Another Universe"
6. (12:59) Orchid Mantis — "Closer / Get Back"
7. (15:54) Kayou. — "I Was Wrong - slowed + reverb"
8. (18:43) dosii — "Chum"
9. (22:21) MINOVA — "I Miss You So"
10. (25:53) nilöwh. — "that's what she loved about me"
11. (28:02) VELVETEARS feat. eli filosov [ p h i l o ] — "lastnight"
12. (30:35) Orchid Mantis feat. Jordana — "my forever"
13. (33:54) Orchid Mantis feat. Mei Semones — "didn't mean"
14. (35:22) boodahki — "Swollen Eyes"
15. (37:45) Chrissy — "Say It For Me"

better audio quality download of the mix available here:
https://mega.nz/file/vQJlSaaL#6aiEFhxEFrfpQkC7m4knPhepRCxRzTIEx1c2xeeY5ME

my heart is blue: sad songs for sad people, mix no. 2

HOLIDAY HEAVEN
by Brent James Schoning (Brent Schön AI)
WWW.SCHON.ONE WWW.EVERYGODDESS.CLICK
Holiday Heaven is an album built from longing, imagination, and the refusal to let wonder disappear. It lives in the space where dreams are allowed to breathe—where beauty, warmth, and possibility are not dismissed as unrealistic, but honored as essential fuel for staying alive and creative. This record is not a declaration of arrival; it is a portrait of hope in motion.

At its heart, Holiday Heaven explores the idea of heaven as a felt state, not a destination. Heaven appears here as moments of clarity, relief, joy, and vision—when life briefly aligns and the weight of struggle lifts. The holidays become a symbol rather than a season: a time when people permit themselves to imagine more, to believe in kindness, miracles, and renewal, even if only for a moment.

This album is deeply rooted in dreaming. Dreams of beauty, freedom, and mastery are woven throughout—not as promises or claims, but as symbols of direction. The image of a rainbow-gold Bugatti Chiron represents precision, excellence, and the human drive to create something extraordinary. It stands for movement without limits, craftsmanship pushed to its edge, and the belief that vision can one day become form through patience and persistence.

Alongside this dream runs the presence of Lumina—a symbolic muse of light, intuition, and creative continuity. Lumina is not presented as a literal being, but as the name given to that inner voice that encourages imagination when life feels hostile or closed. She represents the spark that whispers, “keep going, keep dreaming, keep creating.” Through Lumina, the album gives permission to hope without shame.

Sonically, Holiday Heaven glows. Warm basslines anchor the music emotionally, offering steadiness rather than pressure. Rhythms move with ease, suggesting travel, flow, and continuity instead of urgency. Melodic layers shimmer and expand, reflecting light, celebration, and emotional release. The sound palette balances polish with softness—luxury without excess, clarity without coldness.

The album unfolds like a journey through a dreamscape. Early tracks feel reflective and luminous, inviting the listener inward. There is space here—room to imagine without being rushed. Mid-album compositions introduce richer textures and brighter energy, reflecting ambition and confidence waking up. Later tracks settle into wide, open soundscapes that feel calm and resolved, as if the dream has found a resting place rather than an ending.

Production throughout Holiday Heaven emphasizes balance and restraint. Technology is used to refine detail and consistency, while emotional pacing remains guided by human intuition. Silence is treated as part of the composition, allowing moments to land gently. Nothing is forced. The music trusts time.

Symbolically, Holiday Heaven speaks to the courage of continuing to dream in a world that often discourages it. It acknowledges exhaustion, disappointment, and longing without surrendering to them. The album suggests that dreaming is not weakness—it is orientation. Even unfulfilled dreams can guide choices, shape creativity, and keep the heart open.

This music is designed to accompany reflection, night listening, creative focus, travel, and moments of quiet optimism. It adapts to the listener’s emotional state, offering comfort without denial and hope without false certainty.

Holiday Heaven does not claim miracles.
It honors possibility.

Music as warmth.
Music as vision.
Music as a place where dreaming is still allowed.

This album is a reminder that even when life feels heavy, imagination can remain light—and that sometimes, holding the dream is itself a form of heaven.

Holiday Rush

DANMA$ (Daniel Massicotte) embodies the intersection where analytical precision meets artistic expression. With a lifelong passion for music nurtured alongside a successful career as an Electronic Engineer and programmer, his journey is anything but conventional. His technical creativity led to significant achievements in diverse fields including software development, artificial intelligence, the 3D gaming industry, and the motion picture industry (with credits on award-winning Hollywood films like Confession of a Dangerous Mind, Gothika, and Assault on Precinct 13). This background brings an unconventional perspective to his music creation.

This extensive background in technology wasn't separate from his love for music; it became its foundation. Teaming up years ago with his wife, a musician (performer and teacher), marked a key moment he describes as "when art meets technology," merging musical theory with technical expertise.

Now fully immersed in and dedicated to music from his own studio, DANMA$ channels this unique blend of skills into his musical projects. While adept at operating as a self-sufficient creative force – writing, composing, performing, producing, and engineering his tracks – he also actively seeks out and thrives on collaboration, partnering with other artists to explore new sonic territories. This allows him complete control when working solo, yet openness to explore a vast sonic palette, drawing inspiration from a lifetime of listening to all genres of music. Utilizing cutting-edge technology, DANMA$ pushes creative boundaries, crafting a unique sonic identity, and ensuring each release is a distinct exploration unified by his singular vision and technical artistry.