reminds me of navy blue by the story so far. really cool

THE BLOOD ON YOUR BED FT. BRADY AMOUR

prod @lilpunstr fellow new zealander :)

lyrics

im ok, peace of mind
its ok, im on th grind
sleep during the day
nrg at night
fighting this pain
been doin my life
so its jus th same
but ill b alrite
use this pain
to succeed in this lie
this shits a game
and i cant wait to die
the shit is so lame 
im just so sick and tired

im so sick of playing it safe baby
now im out the mud, they think that im crazy
no-one really cares, u been the same lately
at least with all the hate, i get to wake daily 

woah 
she said u gon glow
bae thats just the ice shards, u know me im better cold
this is how i break uh
this is how i fold
pain is my whole blood stream
not a thing that i could out grow
9tails down to bones

pain
but ill b alrite
use this pain
to succeed in this lie
this shits a game
and i cant wait to die
the shit is so lame 
im just so sick and tired

belong (punny)

not the same w/ love jai (@drmabeats x @michaelharrison)

i try to be someone im not and
it feels wrong but im locked in
im just noxious on the rocks and
ill keep saying im doing fine

i cant even think
lights are on, i cant sleep
hiding under my sheets
to get away from my dreams
x2

dont get overwhelmed
dont feel what you felt
your faculties are breaking down
and you dont know how to help
yourself, yourself get out 
youre old, youre stuck in the route you made
i play games that no ones heard about
cant invite me to a public lobby 
cause i get scared and i dont talk for hours
i dont know how you talk so easily
fuck
thats all i can say
ive ran out of pain
i guess thats good for me
(pain)

i was the most popular ive ever been
when i was sad as fuck 
and i didnt know how to fucking vent
but now ive learned how to live 
and i grew up a little bit
so get out of my mind if youre not gonna profit it
yh.

i (prod. caves x wisssery)

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sample = Wax Poetic by Capstan

PROD ME

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me:
as monsters fall and fade away
a vicious curse that picks apart my brain
when everything feels the same
empty rooms bleed consciousness onto my face i cant resist its gaze
when i just wanna get away
please dont go i know its hard but i promise that we’ll go far
and we can all just get away
hold my hand until the bitter end and when im gone we’ll meet again
this strange facade blocks out amends
forgiveness now pretend

i woke up today, and figured id burn everything.. that made me think of you

hey its me again i feel alone
three years past since you left this world
i cherish every memory id hope that you would do the same
hoping i can see you again

lava:
ill cut every single vein
ill get deeper and deeper
mend all the scars on me
where do i go from here?

me:
a testament for bastard souls
the frail and weak who never grow old
for those who wish to fade away
familiar rooms its all the same
i try to search and make a change
feel webs build up inside my brain

sample:
she always seems to color me
the only shade she couldn’t see
i am transparent, i am a ghost
a grain of sand on the sunshine coast

Testament For Bastard Souls W/Lava

my game (xmichaelwarren)

[intro]

Awake with northern lights 
My body is alive 
I now feel things inside
The mud is all my life

[chorus]

Outside, I can hear the steps of death
I hide, hoping he can’t hear my breath 
Decide, if it’s worth leaving the nest 
So bright, his lantern shows his every step 

[verse]

The sludge that I made from it comes from the Earth
I’ve always been running since the day of my birth
It’s only for game, they do it for earnings 
Vicious the cycle it’s all just absurd
Bullets they hurling from iron they stole 
Feeling parts of me flying by, that’s my soul 
Shattering when they fly by and they miss me 
Parts of me of gone that’s just causing me misery
Walk alone while I try to visit this city
No eye contact, they’ll know that they’re missing 
I don’t want no one to see me and pity 
But I know that they won’t 
They’ll try to kill me with the sorrow I hold 
The monster I am they just see me as coal
The longer this go on the worse it gets it’s getting old 

[chorus]

Outside, I can hear the steps of death
I hide, hoping he can’t hear my breath 
Decide, if it’s worth leaving the nest 
So bright, his lantern shows his every step 

[verse - vails]

Maybe I won't get it wrong
If there's a next time
Then maybe we could get along
But I've facing all this pain
I'm seeing faces in the rain
You tell me I was all to blame And that's why i have gone insane
Outside, I can hear the steps of death And it's been beating in my chest My heart is failing like a test
Yeah
I hide, my thoughts of running out of town Don't want to ever be around
Can't keep my feet off of the ground

[chorus]

Outside, I can hear the steps of death
I hide, hoping he can’t hear my breath 
Decide, if it’s worth leaving the nest 
So bright, his lantern shows his every step

mud (feat. vails) (cxrter & yunny goldz)

produced by me
guitars/etc by rjpasin

i dont know where my heads at no more
i dont know where to go no more
coz im rotting in my brain
im going insane
this weight that i feel
went distant again
cant cope with this pain
what is my deal
will this feeling subside
im sick of always lying to your face
i see in your eyes in the starry skies in everyway

im floating up
can touch the sun

i dont know where my heads at no more
i dont know where to go no more

(synth/saxophone solo)

there's something wrong with my head

6ix wings 2 to cover the face 2 to cover the feet 2 to fly

Seraphim

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

i been staring at the clock
but this anxiety don't stop
empty bottles cap em off
waiting for the blood to drop
i been tryna find my place
but i been feelin stagnant with a sad face
i want a rush something to make me smile
everybody switch up
flicker like a fire

stars in my eyes while i'm laying on the ground
2020 but my visions going out
there's no money on the table it's all in the screen
just like all the hearts that i wish i could feel
i put too much time into my dreams
so when they don't work out i go to sleep where i still feel em

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

vibin alone in the lowlight
blood wine and it make me feel tired
could you teach me a better way
could you show me
how you'd hold me again
again

i think i lost my touch
i think i'm giving up yeah i'm always giving up
i swear i dream too late into the day
i can't wake, i can't wait
cause i been movin
swear to god when i saw her cmfrt. for the slaughter
there was blood on my neck let it drip
yeah i got this feeling i won't make it

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

give me some time away
i gotta figure out why i'm not healing
i think if i could just hear you say
it takes time you can feel what you're feeling

Testament For Bastard Souls W/Lava

Retkon (@_Retkon)

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