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@resolve1k

i need a break sometimes
i can't cut our ties
i can't say goodbye
heaven knows i tried 
i will waste your time 
like you wasted mine 
why'd you ruin my mind
with the same old lies
i need a break sometimes

i see what you're trying to do and girl it will not work 
i know what you want, and thats to leave me in the dirt
so the next time, when i'm already hurt
i'll find the next one, and i'll treat her worse

cuz you know what you're doing 
you think that i am stupid 
i know i'm fucking useless
it's just too much can't do this 
you're in my way so move it 
why do you act like you're clueless
went behind my back i knew it 
don't think that i can do this

i need a break (inno)

prod me + @resolve1k

a pt2 of sorts
--lyrics:
look at me? look at u
ur a mess but i am too
whats the point?
why i try?
fuck it up like every nite
cant say things right cant say whats on my mind

stumble on these words choke em back till it hurts
hold the tears back till they burst
let the water flood the earth
noahs arc w/ a curse
angels wont save me first
just a girl in the dirt
just a girl w/ a curse x2

[hook] -->
tell me pretty lies yeah look me in the eyes
lmk when the times right
i gotta take a step back from the fight
cant do this every nite
i said i loved u but ig u didnt feel that way
put a lot above u just to b thrown away
wrote a song abt u it means a lot to me
every time i listen it only brings me pain
saying that im alr but im lying to myself
reflection in the water im just an empty shell
4 wall prison my rooms like a cell
gotta eat my words i made my own hell <--

tryna stay true i jus wna b w/ u
look me in the eyes tell me what i mean to u
cursed to the end im in a living tomb
more than just a friend u the 1 i gave my heart to
sick of the shit i wna rise above it
thats a fuckn lie yeah im jus bluffin
callin out the shots but im not runnin
keep lyin to me i think i love it..
i think i love it...

[hook]

pretty lies

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@k4rson
@prod_dxvi
@012207

[arid]
i dont wanna love u
yea its way too hard
i dont want us to go right back to the start
im too far
u know it breaks my heart
figured out my life now dont know how to change
yea thats my life now stuck inside my brain
yea i dont know how it works
everyday feels way much worse
i wont stay

[karson]
and I won’t stay
Think we need some time away 
I know that I made mistakes 
It just seems like nothing ever goes my way 
It just seems like you don’t care if I’m okay 
In the mean time I’m just trying to find my place 
And it seems like all you do is push me away 
I say I’m fine even if I’m not okay

my heart w/ karson [dxvi + baz]

you put the colour into my skin, now i'll take it away once and for all
https://soundcloud.com/jonsve
https://soundcloud.com/owtiss
prod. https://soundcloud.com/lovefelt + https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere

and i cry in the mirror, hide in the rain
dry my eyes, see it clearer, mind is a pain
and i talk to the image, talk to my brain
and i walk 'til i'm with her, walk to my grave

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

[ https://soundcloud.com/owtiss ]
i'm a liar, suicider
i go through this all the time
her eyes locked to mine
wish you were a little kinder
this fight isn't mine so why should i fight her?
look me in the eye, i don't wanna be a liar
it's ok, i know that i'll be fine
i go through this all the time
please don't ever cry
try my best to read between the lines
am i the one you like?
i can't help sate your desires

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

eyes +owtiss (lovefelt+yandere)

https://soundcloud.com/blxty :3

art by はえもり(https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/5032847)

[blxty]
i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

[sai]
im in luv with u   ah
u get me so high im floating thru the roof
i dont rlly care bout shit except for u ya
u give me those looks i dont know what to do ^_^
to dooo uh

can we talkkkkkkk
i wish our eyes would lockkkk
like girl can we b in love
and she like yes boy omg
uh
70 on dashboard, i cnt stopppp
i jus wanna have the world, i just need ur loveee :3

[blxty]
u dont know how it feels
to lay here all alone
im tired but im up and im up and i just cant fall asleep
when ur with me
i feel incomplete
and nothing can ever tear me apart
the way u be mean
u know that it hurts me 
ya it tears me all aparttt

i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

spotify ^_^

i dont mind 💗 +blxty (sai)

#1
@domerrz
@victxrw
@mental

[@domerrz]
every night, i'm waking up
wonder why you given up, dont give a fuck 
i've been hurt a thousand times, i've been struck :/
people that I shouldn't love, I shouldn't trust

out of time and out of love running out of luck
and it all comes from my heart, if i lose this one then im done

i hate being stuck so i had 2 give it up
how'd u say u win
u been stuck at 10th
but u think ur number 1

[@victxrw]
i thought u were bluffing
eveything i did for u, it feels like nothing...
all this violence i cnt handle, pushing and shoving
look at it from a different angle, make up for smth

feels like im in a pit of darkness @_@
feels like im trapped inside this carcass
of my past self, im never perfect :/
tell me baby was i never worth it?

(was i rlly worth it, no?)

(i was never perfect, oh)

#fromtheheart w/ victxrw (mental)

@erdo
@hiseph

lyrics
@darkestnet
holding my breath
uh, hands on my chest
say im the worst
i treated u like the best
let’s just be honest
you messed up 
u cant solve it 
i ain’t been on it
don’t blame me for ur problems

@hiseph
this ain’t what you want
i can’t really talk now 
make this what it’s not
that’s how you get aired out
i got way too much up on my mind 
(this shit ain’t fair now)
doing way too much to realize
(you never cared now)

holding my breath
swear you lost all understanding when i 
said what i said
keep that ruler just to manage when we
do it all again
i can’t understand it when we 
cut ties in the end
swear this shit was all pretend now

@darkestnet
chorus again

breath w/ seph(erdo)

My server! https://discord.gg/NJzrcvZZh6
Produced by @hahakkels 
Featuring @hahakkels and @0arid
@goonncity
P.S: Soundcloud Compression is ASS
Lyrics:
erdo:
ive been falling in love lately
i got so many things to think about
i started walking outside
( i am the one who loves the raining)
it feels so great

i feel like we will never meet each other
its not making me sad
its not making me sad
(thats for the better)

kkels:
just stayed
and waiting for something
i hope it gets better soon
maybe I shouldn't stay here?
i just want to understand what i feel

arid: 
and i know it wont work
ive got feelings of hurt
only fear my own life
everythings in the dirt
dont wanna start again
my heart ur bargaining 
i know u wasted
wasted all my time

wasted all my time
i only see butterflies
wasted all my time
i only see butterflies

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butterflies + kkels + arid

plugg (sai)

cover of waste by @whereisnomu please go check out the og version its amazing

reprod by me

lyrics:

got me thinking i could fall for u
ur just a devil in a dress
tht i keep talking to
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

now i dont want nobody next to me
u only want me for attention wheres the rest of me
ur feelin better off da ecstasy
nd i can tell that u dnt care its like ur testing me

I’m getting tired of the same shit
i tried it different but its always hard to change it
nd u dont even know my name yet
gimme a chance and ima waste it all

got me thinking i could fall for u
ur just a devil in a dress
tht i keep talking to
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

nd u dont even know my name yet
gimme a chance and ima waste it all
waste it all
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off
got me thinking i could fall for u
ur just a devil in a dress
tht i keep talking to
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

now i dont want nobody next to me
u only want me for attention wheres the rest of me

waste it all
waste it all
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

waste cover

hard to determine who is saying what

produced and mixed by me
mastered by AViT @avit69

Lyrics:

You have all I need
Yet I'd rather you save it for someone else (Don't blame me)
Because you know how it goes when you're with someone else and
You wouldn't tell me why the flowers turn away from us (I'm so ugly)
No friends to tell yet they wouldn't even know anyways
I still wake up in a pile of my blood
I still punch myself till I cannot feel (It's way too fake here)
I wanna go where nobody would ever stay near
Cause I'm dangerous (I'm dangеrous)

Nothing to cover your shoulders (Pleasе save me)
And liquid moving down our spine (I can't take it here)
Love the way you show it and the things I've heard but none of them came from mine (It's too cold here)

Mind on all the things you meant
And not a single heartbeat to beat what's left and
I'll let that someone live my life instead
Hope she doesn't care about finding me dead

Fuck being nice to myself I hate him more than anything and
I really hate looking like you do, I don't think I ever wanna see your bones move
I don't think I'd call me back
I wish I went through with all of those plans
There's just something bout having the chance that feels a lot better than this and that

The vines start to look my way and
They're sharper than they'll say
Still wouldn't tell me why the flowers turn away from us (I'm so ugly)
And I just wanted to run, found out all the fields were covered in blood

It's too late, promises were made
(Mind on all the things you meant
And not a single heartbeat to beat what's left
I'll let that someone live my life instead)

Just don't get close to the night I left

plugg (sai)

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