song 2/4 off heart shaker
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@coldspades
@rewind214
@mental 

(may)
stole my heart and i can’t get it back
knew u were the one 
since i saw u after class 
i js wna go back 
to the day that i met u 
when i look up at the stars 
bby i wish for ur love 
cuz i can never get enough 
ur x & o’s is what i want 
its my heart in ur hands so don’t crush it
ima give u all i have
leave me js with nothing

(rewind)
when i saw u after class
knew u were the one, made my heart beat fast
so i chased ur love
i cant do it right, i cant do enough
still regret the night when i messed it up
so cold like the winter
ik that i miss her
soju in my cup, downing shots just to omit her
from my brain
i might go insane
cause i need ur love

(mental)
baby its for everything ive ever said
i can tell by the way u speak ur malevolent
i need better friends and some medicine
i need something that makes me feel like im dead again
gave u something but maybe not what u need
if its not then ill bleed, just accept that im me but,
i can tell thru every word that u speak u love every time u leave and im falling to pieces again
so tell me what u like me for
and ill tell u what i adore
cuz u just make my mind go sore
and i dont wanna fight no more

spotify

wish for your love +mental & rewind (coldspades)

@visagex
@prodrest

sorry these lyrics are trash nd emo next song will b happy nd cooler lyrics

feeling sad, i get stuck on all my flaws
i dont need a nurse to tell me somethings wrong
like a surgeon got some scars all on my palms
luv my frends cause they distract me from my thoughts
nd i try to change, but its hard
bleeding out inside, my minds scarred
leave me fractured now im in shards
memories just built up on cards

so gone off these meds to take the pain away
cant cope w the damage so i fade away
dont know how i keep on going everyday
want u by my side, i need u to stay
these lies make me hurt
can i learn my worth
nd i hate ur words
its fine, ill live nd learn

learning (egg + rest)

sup ft. mental (mental jdolla nate morgan)

https://soundcloud.com/blxty :3

art by はえもり(https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/5032847)

[blxty]
i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

[sai]
im in luv with u   ah
u get me so high im floating thru the roof
i dont rlly care bout shit except for u ya
u give me those looks i dont know what to do ^_^
to dooo uh

can we talkkkkkkk
i wish our eyes would lockkkk
like girl can we b in love
and she like yes boy omg
uh
70 on dashboard, i cnt stopppp
i jus wanna have the world, i just need ur loveee :3

[blxty]
u dont know how it feels
to lay here all alone
im tired but im up and im up and i just cant fall asleep
when ur with me
i feel incomplete
and nothing can ever tear me apart
the way u be mean
u know that it hurts me 
ya it tears me all aparttt

i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

spotify ^_^

i dont mind 💗 +blxty (sai)

@erdo
@hiseph

lyrics
@darkestnet
holding my breath
uh, hands on my chest
say im the worst
i treated u like the best
let’s just be honest
you messed up 
u cant solve it 
i ain’t been on it
don’t blame me for ur problems

@hiseph
this ain’t what you want
i can’t really talk now 
make this what it’s not
that’s how you get aired out
i got way too much up on my mind 
(this shit ain’t fair now)
doing way too much to realize
(you never cared now)

holding my breath
swear you lost all understanding when i 
said what i said
keep that ruler just to manage when we
do it all again
i can’t understand it when we 
cut ties in the end
swear this shit was all pretend now

@darkestnet
chorus again

breath w/ seph (erdo)

plugg (sai)

lyrics

dnt u ever tell me tht its easy!
u keep wastin all my time whn u keep on stallin -.-
u keep actin like u dnt even knw me ˙◠˙
i thnk its just best 4 us that u just forgt about me (¬_¬)
srry but u left me wit no options 
its best tht u just leav me this a caution !!
now or nvr i guess its perfect timing 
how u could say that its over, were u even tryin? 

step aside
i got 2 sides
2 sides like a gemini  ˙◠˙•ᴗ•
bby tell the truth
dnt u tell no lie ଽ ૮( ⁰▱๋⁰ )ა
i been waitin 4 months wit no reply :(
its not fair 
but i guess i gotta pay the price now
its an eye 4 an eye (－‸ლ)
wht comes around goes around now  
dnt u ever txt me back 
i dnt wanna see u now (¬､¬)
goin thru emotions i cnt hear a sound 
got me screamin from the roof top
got me screamin out loud ヽ(#`Д´)ﾉ

✧༺ c thru ༻∞ (prod.xionn)

#giveitup w/ phreyla & deepinparis (tera, kurse11)

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@rewind214

memories of our love
what we had 
is lost is the past 
i cant go back 
but again and again ur js stuck in my head
cant get rest,, the cycle is set 

its a half finished love story
complete when im with u 
it feels like i just flew 
dreaming all ab u 
x2

would u catch me if i fall im in the worst way
doing 80 down the road js to ur place 
the room is spinning 
feels like im 16

tell me all my mistakes 
know ill fix them all for u 
now its js a memory 
a fantasy
think u cast a spell on me 
live in my dreams 

now it feels like im floating 
hurting yea i hoped that u would notice 
fuck it all js throw me in the deep end 
yea the pit gets deeper yea it deepens

long day's journey into night (rewind)

wait4me ft. kuru (meta)

@cloudbxy1
@spiritblossom

please just tell me girl, is this what u wanted?
cant get u out my head, it just feels like ive been haunted
this isnt good for us, so maybe we should stop it
u went and broke my trust, now we cannot be bonded

u left me alone, how could u do this to me?
ive been so lost, this feeling’s not new to me
if i had one wish u would be all that i need
thinking too much, another night i cant sleep

vision blurry, ive been losing focus
how long do i have to wait for u to notice?
every day feels like it only lasts a moment
it doesnt matter if i try it all feels hopeless

so u dont have to tell me
u make me complete but i know that its not healthy
u dont have to try, cause nobody can help me
everything is suffocating i just wish i could be set free

haunted (cloudbxy & spirit)

i love my baby
texter au volant ☆
sunny7#0552