spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1YTTOURFYdtuKNzHFOiEgF?si=d484906f983d4279

prod @aintitmardee master @chriad

paper’s getting thin, i gotta make it back again
count your blessings, count your sins, i’m doing really bad again
chemical on top my tongue, i’m going to hell and back again
angel numbers in my head, repent to the most high, back again
by myself, by myself, i pour the water on top my head
just know that i’m making amends when my hair is getting drenched
ice cold and i like the way it’s beading down my skin
hypothermia inducing and i’ll do it all again

how hard is it to be a decent person anymore
they made me sick, my eyes are sore
life alert, I’m on the floor
if you were a bird, where would you fly?
baby, i would fly around the world
read the symbol on the bill, you know there’s something more
in between the light, you’ll find it at the corner store
calypso tasting funny, forgot that it was muddy
that’s some funny colored honey, their liver popped inside their tummy

paper’s getting thin, i gotta make it back again
count your blessings, count your sins, i’m doing really bad again
chemical on top my tongue, i’m going to hell and back again
angel numbers in my head, repent to the most high, back again
by myself, by myself, i pour the water on top my head
just know that i’m making amends when my hair is getting drenched
ice cold and i like the way it’s beading down my skin
hypothermia inducing and i’ll do it all again

call me mr arctic man, they way i’m on a glacier
i miss the days when we were laughing watching frasier 
finger tips, they started lacking circulation
if this keeps up, imma need an amputation
cut the treads attached to my back
i’m a real boy, the crickets came with circumstance 
whatever does it take to make my reality enhanced
i got like 20 belts but none could really hold my pants

even if i had the money
count your blessing, count your sins cause you might go back to bad again
fuck the chemicals cause i don’t want to go to hell again
angel numbers in my head, repent to the most high, back again
by myself, by myself, i pour the water on top my head
just know that i’m making amends when my hair is getting drenched
ice cold and i like the way it’s beading down my skin
hypothermia inducing and i’ll do it all again

the water’s cold and i love it
the water’s cold and i love it
the water’s cold and i love it
the water’s cold and i love it

spotify

the water is cold (mardee)

prod.
@shatter3d
@jichuuu

notes:
heavencore7 type beat <3
@shatter3d @jichuuu goat ily
hope u all feel the rage 
grrr rr r 

//

[shiro]
look back, ik that ur toss n turning,
think back, to the times that i need u,
u thought that im coming back 4u,
all i need was this henny and blues,
all this time u were tryna bring me down,
didnt know that ur the cause that things go wrong,
and im falling down, running from u,
 ill get my revenge when i see u,

my heart beats so quickly when i see u around,
when i look at  u, i get butterflys,
and i know that u want me to lose,
and i can see right thru u,
i cant go back, to those times when u were there,
or ill remember all those times that u hurt me bad,
fuck the money i js wanna get my time back,
get u out of my head, i want time to relapse,
all those things that u have done,
why cant we see things eye to eye,

im done running from u,
and i know that u are too,

[hook]

//

moving on『shatter3d/jichu』

Think of you (prod ohmygon)

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

@domerrz
prod @neohnq

instagram.com/0domerz
instagram.com/neohnq
instagram.com/sumtherr

Tell me why im feeling stuck
i close my eyes thinking about you
all the time i try and try
u toss aside and tell me lies
everything don feel the same 
cant take the pain
surrounded by the things i hate
wish i could fade away
waking up late at night
cant move forward no im not alright

(dom)
bring me right back to the start
my heart is made of glass you left it broken into shards
pick the pieces up that I lost
i know ill never be whole again I cant stand it
I try way too hard, I try my best to heal my scars
(for way too long)
and all this time I wonder why I get pushed to the side
please tell me why

tysm for the support yall <3

Alright ft. dom! (neohn)

mastered by me ^_^
we mixed our own vocals hehe
featuring ma friend @yuzue c;
produced by my homie @shatter3d & @1tcyxo
[hook]
she said she wants me gone by tomorrow
so many people left not many left will follow
took too many drugs oh well already swallowed
toxic bitch toxic shit made my heart hollow 
can’t close my eyes without drowning
too many days since i started frowning
when i pass away you'll get what you wanted
every other day my heart starts pounding
[yuzue]
i can finally see it
so don’t u lie to me
and all the problems 
i don’t need 
why don’t u see
from the start 
yeah 
i hate to fall in love
from the start 
yeah 
i hate to love
with you
so let me go 
cause I don’t need u anymore
u broke my heart 
when I’ve had it for so long
[hook]
she said she wants me gone by tomorrow
so many people left not many left will follow
took too many drugs oh well already swallowed
toxic bitch toxic shit made my heart hollow 
can’t close my eyes without drowning
too many days since i started frowning
when i pass away you'll get what you wanted
every other day my heart starts pounding

heart pounding

on spotify >.<

heart pounding + yuzue (shatter3d x tracyxo)

mastered by me :3
we mixed our own vocals
hope yall enjoy this song with my twin @ri4h <3
produced by @kuriyai443
[hook]
you been taking shots at my mental
i thought love was suppose to be gentle
now i just feel stuck in the middle
your words do more then just tickle

i hate to move on
there must be something i must improve on
i always had to check what you approved on
you always at my neck like you're a noose ugh
just please just move on
[ri4h]
i can’t do it no more
what do you want from me?
you’re leaving me sore
i can’t help it
i can’t take it
my heart is breaking
our love is fading away
i got nothing to say
when you run her way
but I need you to stay
but I know things won’t change
unless I find a way
to you to you
oh what do I do?
when I can’t have you?
when I can’t have you?
[hook]
you been taking shots at my mental
i thought love was suppose to be gentle
now i just feel stuck in the middle
your words do more then just tickle

i hate to move on
there must be something i must improve on
i always had to check what you approved on
you always at my neck like you're a noose ugh
just please just move on

stuck in the middle

stuck in the middle + ri4h (kuriyai)

prod @ogbrayam + @ripwarheart + @cld
lyrics:
we got somethin that i feel
i need somethin that you can't give
im tryna keep it real
don't know why i'd be different
for someone that don't care, 
you sure seem to miss me
i know it's not fair
but you're the piece that i'm missing
we got somethin that i feel
i need somethin that you can't give
im tryna keep it real
don't know why i'd be different
for someone that don't care, 
you sure seem to miss me
i know it's not fair
but you're the piece that i'm missing

and i don't wanna fight cause i know that you'll be proving me wrong
sayin that i'm wastin my time whenever i'm makin these songs
wish that you didn't see me for what i am right now
been trapped inside this box, and i've been tryna break out
don't know what you want from me, and don't know how to get it
been feelin way too selfish
cause i'm doin whats best for me, and now i'm feelin helpless
what you tell me makes no sense
it hurts to know you felt this way at all

why it always gotta come down to a fight
why can't you ever let me speak my mind
i hope you know what you say makes me cry
i guess i'll have to move on again

we got somethin that i feel
i need somethin that you can't give
im tryna keep it real
don't know why i'd be different
for someone that don't care, 
you sure seem to miss me
i know it's not fair
but you're the piece that i'm missing
we got somethin that i feel
i need somethin that you can't give
im tryna keep it real
don't know why i'd be different
for someone that don't care, 
you sure seem to miss me
i know it's not fair
but you're the piece that i'm missing

#HoldMyHeart

missing (brayam + warheart + cld)

IM BACK ty to @k4rson, @pw4prez, @skrena

lyrics:
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

@k4rson

(me)
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

heart bleeds +karson (sochi, skrena)

Out on spotify - https://spotify.link/xyjLGOnyHDb
prod by. @prodkirian + @ripwarheart + @alfiesnapped

cause u don't need me like I need u
that was the fake me I'm talking see through
It seems like now everything is so unclear
why can't you just disappear
I don't hate you like u hate me
I'm going crazy none can save me
we havn't been in touch since you disappeared
what is it I'm doing here?

I'm trying I'm trying
my problems are multiplying
deciding deciding 
If I should just stop lying

so don't try to get involved with us to much
just watching the rain fall to not think of us 
I'm trying not to care at all
but I think too much, too much

hook 1x

stop crying stop crying
your problems are subsiding 
now isn't this exciting 
I try to wonder why we kept fighting

so don't try to get involved with us to much
just watching the rain fall to not think of us 
I'm trying not to care at all
but I think too much, too much

just disappear [kirian + ripwarheart + alfiesnapped]

@prod_promise & @grimgardx
.
.
.
.
.
why they act like they dont know us?
wonder why they talking
aint got motion
aint got no buzz
got it now its go us
yeah, i promise that you dont wanna fight
bitch we got more guns
i promise i don't want that hoe
that girl did me so wrong

huh, but i do not think i can go on
i used to smile, but, i aint been happy in so long
kerosene, all up in my nostril for some more fun
if he want smoke hittin both lungs
he say he rich i got more bucks

huh, bitch leave me alone
i know you wanna be there,
but,
girl let me sink on my own
fuck
i guess that i shoulda known
bros got no safety on they blicks
they let em blow
i always hated the cold,
but,
i know you loved it the most

uh, baby i know that i'm cold,
but,
i'm gettin cash on the go
i wanna give it a chance,
shit,
i wanna see where it goes
i'm making money advances
i had to speed up the flow
huh, i walk about with your wage
i spend it when i'm in the store

man i fucking hate this shit
managing my pain
i keep getting wasted
i dont know the date
yeah, i keep getting fucked up
can barely say my name
huh, shit i dont plan on stopping
'til i fuck up my brain

cold (promise + grimgar)

@2uppent
@kess0kuband
disc: rukia
dm insta/disc for business/inquiries

moving on『shatter3d/jichu』

shiro

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