go like jan2k23 by shatter3d

original beat by shatter3d

I hope you never leave me (つ﹏<。)

@shatter3d is insane

anxiety is killin me i cnt wait,,
think ab givin up every single day x_x
getting on my fucking knees and pray
all my problems go away
evry single promise that i made 
down the fucking drain ..
carve out my skin with ur name xx
if he talking shit we goin hit him where it hurt
we gon split his wig then we put him in the dirt
hoping evryday u dnt realize im the worst :o
wonder why im cursed
wonder if ill ever be worth </3
still think ab her
wont ever forgive her...



go away (shatter3d)

ty @shatter3d @jichuuu

ketamine tryna take me awayy
cemetery i still see gray
lay and wait
slit and prayy
listen 2 what i have 2 say
love is jus a waste of time
cant get it back u alrdy wasted mine 
girl jus give it up i alrdy made my mind
i was love drunk till u said im dead by dawn
everything i do..always do it wrong
steady pointing out my flaws
stay in constant suffering
smile when u touch ur so comforting
cut myself spilling blood on my new jeans..







suffer (shatter3d+jichu)

ty if u listen, luv guys.. i'll b gone for a while after this but i'll b back later this year or early next <333 all solo but one w shatter3d

samples used:
2. https://soundcloud.com/owtiss/my-dance
3. second half : https://soundcloud.com/owtiss/raining
4. recover w/ @shatter3d
5. https://soundcloud.com/yards4lezzz/halfway-mine-sace6 and https://soundcloud.com/shikixo/scars
6. https://soundcloud.com/noahmadethiss/putmethroughhell-w-sace6-bixby
7. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqcjBLMaWCg
8. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5anLPw0Efmo

last dance

amor, eu estou chorando, nesses instante 
sangue no chao, voz na mente gritante

eu vou morrer, com voce meu amor
cicatrizes no meu corpo reflete minha dor, por voce

roupa do gir, scene outfit, miguxa toda linda
odeio ser gordo, quero ser skinny bem foda

bebendo coca cola antes de morrer, de overdose
mao cheio de sangue eh por que eu te amo 
minha gloomy bear, me mata agora 
assim te chamo, faca tudo isso, com meu corpo
me machuca me espanca, eu te amo

Overdose De Amor Emo (jichu)

get used to calling what was once your home "a place you know"

dejected

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Decided to upload something a little different, I hope you guys enjoy it.

Lyrics:
'cause I've been breaking my heart
And now I'm back at the start
I don't wanna try again
I don't wanna fall in love
And I've been losing myself to the stress
I cannot progress
And the hole that you left
It just wont mend

Used to depend
On the fake love
And the texts you'd send
I'm still hurting, I've been losing my focus
I feel hopeless
And I've been dying slowly, but you ain't even notice

Think you should quit your hello's
It's a waste of time
You're no longer the apple of my eye
I no longer wait for your replies
I was bound to you, but looking back I was just blind

Thinking 'bout the past, 'cause I'm stuck in it
I got off really bad, never wanted this
You were everything I had, now I got nothing
And I don't wanna try again
I don't want none of this

back at the start (shatter3d + jichu)

first and last w/ @shatter3d
rest solo
love you

let me go @shatter3d

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Since a lot of people liked this style, here's another one ;P

I don't wanna fight you
I don't wanna argue
Baby could we talk please
Can't you see what I see

You're the one I run to
Pity now you're gone too
I can't feel my heartbeat
Now that you're a memory

I have always loved you
I have always wanted you
Could you please just talk to me
You're part of my identity

You're who I belong to
Now my world's without you
You were everything I need
You were the other half of me

You were the other half of me
Baby you made me complete
I can't let you turn into a memory

You were always there for me
How'd I ever let you leave
Baby yeah you've burned into my memory

Baby yeah you've burned into my memory
You're the only thing I see when I fall asleep
You're the only thing I got inside my dreams
And inside my centerpiece
You can do whatever you want to me

I can't focus w/o you
You've made my world split into two
I can't let you leave
Not this easily
Not this easily

memory (shatter3d + jichu)

prod @shatter3d goat <3

all these fucking wishes i was out of luck
and im stuck here nowhere 2 run 
slitting on my wrist till its numb 
carve it into my skin
dont know where its been
girl youve had enough
wish u never said
that u were in love :/
ketamine..its alright
feel it in me
start to close my eyes
blood covered sheets
screaming help me pls 
watch me as i bleed
sorry u had 2 seeee

cuts (shatter3d)

@pastmemory
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