I had a dream about her. She told me that she loved me. Then I woke up and found this song, tysm !

+++making music is much more fun with others:DD
thx sm 2 all my amazing friends who carried these beats:
0:00_--"july" w/ @sourcewho
1:22_--"flora" w/ @lintukoto
2:44_--"shoujo" w/ @rewind214
4:04_--"flutter" w/ @lintukoto

:D

-july clips+++(w/ anka, rewind, pool:)

Lyric / AMV video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=my7tknzZncE

Mix: Me & @1akura
Master/ Prod: @soreu_u

Lyrics

me
I'm digging deeper tryna find out who we really are
enjoy your touch
enjoy your love
yeah that's my favorite part
we living in a story its looking like a fairytale
just rip my heart up out my chest and then tell me its real
what you want 
just tell me what you need
ill be here 
just right up on me knees
please don't cry
I'm begging baby please
please don't cry 
I'm begging baby please

@1akura
tell me what uu need
what u need from me
hope its no fantasy
i wanted to believe
that maybe u and mee
that we were meant to be
i hope were meant to bee

i would tell u 1000 times
ur lovee ur heart on mine
watchin the stars align
hopin that we could shine
brighter than ever
i dont wanna lose uu
light as a feather
ur arms around me ohh

fairytale w/ @1akura

Instrumental by the man, the myth, the legendary topping, 'Mozartrella'
@moz-103259352

[I don’t wanna go to sleep
You’re not by my side
You’re all I see
When I close my eyes]

I died the day that you left me
Closed my eyes, was never resurrected
I honestly thought that this would never even happen
But I thought wrong, I wish we could’ve circumvented

I lied the day that you left me
Said I’m fine, I wasn’t and I can’t be
I honestly hoped that we could’ve reconnected
But that’s in my mind, I do not expect it

I think of it many times
I’ve been losing myself
It’s just a wall that I can’t climb
I’m not doing too well
I lie awake like every night
And I said I’d give ‘em hell
But I’m steady stuck inside

Yeah, I lied
Through my teeth
Yeah, I’m not fine
When I sleep and my eyes close
Again, you stand right there
The same place and the same air
Again, you tell me you don’t care
And all I did was stop and stare

[I just wanna go and scream, but I’m too tongue-tied
Do I love or hate you? I can’t decide
And I’m honestly just coping, I just tell myself these lies
I was hoping we could just coincide]

the day that u left me (moz)

@6vesta
@yashio20k

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

when i try its js not good enough
still havin visions of us
dont know when to try 
or to cry. i know its to much 
to ask for, guess ur bored, guess im outa luck
and everytime i try 

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

(i dont wanna see you go alone)
(i dont want you to hang up the phone)
(you said you want to see you gone)
(please tell me what the problem tell all)

imperfect.*+ ♡ ft. vesta (yashio)

@hartfxlt @reijiro3k

in the side of my head
is the soul from the mess
take the time to rest
and decide

you say i dont know you
but i cant give it up
so ill choose
what you dont want me to
say that "its hard but we'll make it through"

stay, wont you stay
we both know theres no other way
dont change your face
you're the place in my heart that i chase
ill always embrace

self sabotage subconsciously
you're in my thoughts just haunting me
I never thought it run this deep
you're loves not a want, I swear its a need
so if you're listening...
I've grown sore, to your insistency 
of your push aways and distancing !

in the side of my head
is the soul from the mess
take the time to rest
and decide

you say i dont know you
but i cant give it up
so ill choose
what you dont want me to
say that "its hard but we'll make it through"

stay, wont you stay
we both know theres no other way
dont change your face
you're the place in my heart that i chase
ill always embrace

the place in my heart

the place in my heart + hartfxlt (reijiro3k)

super proud of this one + first self prod <3

##straycatsszn

lyrics:

@1drms
and i js fall in reverse i cant change it
yea bitch and u lied to my face and i hate it
bitch u made me cope and i cannot explain it
cant escape this cell that im in yea u blamed me

and u tied me up and i cant go down
i lost my dignity on the ground
and i wont chase u ill lose my crown
yea n i cant change u ill leave this town
and now im layin here on the ground
falling asleep to ur distant sounds
feel like a prick i dont leave my house
baby make me escape this nightmare

@1akura
tell me why it always feels like i could die
and every single night i wonder why i still try
break me out of these chains, i need to change this
i cant explain it, you kno i hate it
i dont wanna hear u
ima leave u in the rear view
fall in reverse i cant change it
you know that ur one of the worst and u fake it

spotify soon yippie

distant sounds +akura (drms)

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Since a lot of people liked this style, here's another one ;P

I don't wanna fight you
I don't wanna argue
Baby could we talk please
Can't you see what I see

You're the one I run to
Pity now you're gone too
I can't feel my heartbeat
Now that you're a memory

I have always loved you
I have always wanted you
Could you please just talk to me
You're part of my identity

You're who I belong to
Now my world's without you
You were everything I need
You were the other half of me

You were the other half of me
Baby you made me complete
I can't let you turn into a memory

You were always there for me
How'd I ever let you leave
Baby yeah you've burned into my memory

Baby yeah you've burned into my memory
You're the only thing I see when I fall asleep
You're the only thing I got inside my dreams
And inside my centerpiece
You can do whatever you want to me

I can't focus w/o you
You've made my world split into two
I can't let you leave
Not this easily
Not this easily

memory (shatter3d + jichu)

Drank

solo
i think this is the prettiest beat ive ever made
hope you like this one!

-

to be someone u arent
is to let go of ur heart
to be alive and breathing is enough
ur tears run down my arms
said we are worlds apart
just close ur eyes and breathe in my arms

i cant feel what you feel
so much that i owe
your words i dont know
im crying, time is slow
when you wanted me most
when i needed you most
you were there, im not
but i could never know
u were hurting, acting strong

and i chose it, yeah i would bruise u and not me
its a two for two, and im sorry as i could be
to be someone u arent at all meant to be

just like the flowers that wither, so closer to fall
the thousands of petals that fell on their own
now the night hours would linger when i feel so small
dust off the covers, it just felt like home

breathe (me)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

Same Time

@pastmemory
dc: 1xene
email: xenedoesstuff@gmail.com

memory (shatter3d + jichu)

xene

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