Watch Another.

Lyrics:

I know you see these scars, girl, I did it all for her (Effystonem reference - https://soundcloud.com/glosuka/effystonem)
I’m looking at the stars as I question my self-worth
Like, am I really worth? Where did I take a turn?
I’m going for the worst; I just wish I could change it all

Cause if I could, I’d break the fall
So if we try, we try, we’ll make it out
I promise you cause all in all, 
I need you to know that you’re enough

Let’s just be honest, look at where we’re at now
Born to be free but forced to be locked down
Wanna make a change but you’re standing in the background
I can see it clear, your depression in a compound

I just wanna try it, try it, try it
You just can’t deny it, ’ny it, ’ny it
I know you won’t like it, like it, like it

Just tell me where you were when I needed you the most :( 

I did like everything I could just to pursue you
I guess it wasn’t enough; I couldn’t do two, ohh
I can’t pull it together like I used to
Maybe it’s a sign that I need you

Break The Fall (overr)

hey i made the beat for once :P

ft. https://soundcloud.com/drewalongtheglare

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

[https://soundcloud.com/ritsuzuki]

im feeling numb tonight
i know it all cause i died too much
i dont wanna live again
its like last night
yeah
stay by my side
we'll be alright yeah

"its not that bad"
its exactly what they told me
im feeling sad
and im missing, i miss the old me
you'll never get me like you always do
im always losing
yeah ill kill myself and then ill kill you too!!

yeah my head is screwed on wrong
i said ill be okay, ill be fine!
its alright,
ill see you in my eyes
dont look at me in the face, when i die
ill cry alot, when the suns in my eyes
"go and make some friends"
its what they say to me
i find it hard to talk
slipping from reality
always seem to fuck it up
i cant change at all
fuck my life i think im giving up!

[https://soundcloud.com/drewalongtheglare]

Said I won't lie, you told me it's all my fault
Why can't you realize I don't wanna get involved
Take a step back, I think that you've had enough
I'll take the pen but I don't think I could write my wrongs

Are you sure you wanna go that way?
Insecure you've always stayed that way
I can't bring myself to take the pain
I was wrong, some things just never change :(

((ritsu chorus loops twice))

giving up +drew (me)

Cause I know your lost...

w/ @less-thaan-3 & @ritsuzuki 
yuru dreams!

Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]
It's bad enough, eventually you'll perish, and it's sad to know
I'm stuck watching you struggle, and it's hard to watch
Yeah, it's unbearable, the things you said to me
Wanna forget it all...

But I find it hard
I missed from the start
And yeah, it's doing me in
I can't even feel my lungs

While you hold your guard
Just give me some time
I'll guide you
'Cause I know ur lost

[@less-thaan-3]
yea its hard 2 watch when your leaving
everything you said was so decieving 
tried so hard not to need me
now my body's hanging from the ceiling

tryna see less
body wants to breathe in
tryna sleep in 
probably wanna forget

ive been sleepless
i dont wanna treat it
id rather stay inside my bed and skip the weekend

[@ritsuzuki]
sorry im a sobber
i want this to be over
no i cannot think alot
tell me what you're on about
why cant i just step down?
jump, and end it all
dont you know you're all that i wanted?
my hearts shattered, its broken
tell me, did i matter at all?

who am i, what am i?
i think that im lost
ill break the mirror i cant look at it right
ITS IN MY HEAD
its always my fault, like its always been

Hard To Watch w/ lessthan3 & ritsu (prod. drew)

when ur looking at the snow, i hope ur thinking of me

ep in 12 days :3


lyrics

@6vesta : tell me why do you lie all the time 
in hopes i burn our letters :/
"why u cry all the time?" 
i wish i  ever met her.. 

cause ur breakin me down
u dont care to see
when ur looking at the snow  
hope ur thinking of me:/

see my body in the forest
doesn't matter not important
waste my time ill sing a chorus
send a text and u ignore it
i cant shake this off
everything u say, really pisses me off
cause u dont feel the same
while im wasting time
ur texting other guys
but u say it everytime

(everytime, everytime, everytime...)

turn to letters ᡣ𐭩.ᐟ.ᐟ w/ entri (rewind)

@6vesta
@yashio20k

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

when i try its js not good enough
still havin visions of us
dont know when to try 
or to cry. i know its to much 
to ask for, guess ur bored, guess im outa luck
and everytime i try 

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

(i dont wanna see you go alone)
(i dont want you to hang up the phone)
(you said you want to see you gone)
(please tell me what the problem tell all)

imperfect.*+ ♡ ft. vesta (yashio)

@hartfxlt @reijiro3k

in the side of my head
is the soul from the mess
take the time to rest
and decide

you say i dont know you
but i cant give it up
so ill choose
what you dont want me to
say that "its hard but we'll make it through"

stay, wont you stay
we both know theres no other way
dont change your face
you're the place in my heart that i chase
ill always embrace

self sabotage subconsciously
you're in my thoughts just haunting me
I never thought it run this deep
you're loves not a want, I swear its a need
so if you're listening...
I've grown sore, to your insistency 
of your push aways and distancing !

in the side of my head
is the soul from the mess
take the time to rest
and decide

you say i dont know you
but i cant give it up
so ill choose
what you dont want me to
say that "its hard but we'll make it through"

stay, wont you stay
we both know theres no other way
dont change your face
you're the place in my heart that i chase
ill always embrace

the place in my heart

the place in my heart + hartfxlt (reijiro3k)

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Since a lot of people liked this style, here's another one ;P

I don't wanna fight you
I don't wanna argue
Baby could we talk please
Can't you see what I see

You're the one I run to
Pity now you're gone too
I can't feel my heartbeat
Now that you're a memory

I have always loved you
I have always wanted you
Could you please just talk to me
You're part of my identity

You're who I belong to
Now my world's without you
You were everything I need
You were the other half of me

You were the other half of me
Baby you made me complete
I can't let you turn into a memory

You were always there for me
How'd I ever let you leave
Baby yeah you've burned into my memory

Baby yeah you've burned into my memory
You're the only thing I see when I fall asleep
You're the only thing I got inside my dreams
And inside my centerpiece
You can do whatever you want to me

I can't focus w/o you
You've made my world split into two
I can't let you leave
Not this easily
Not this easily

memory (shatter3d + jichu)

thx so much for 100 followers! more stuff coming otw:P
beat by @moz-103259352

(baby girl know im sorry
i been chasin bags i been chasin money
tell me how did i mess it up again?
tell me how did i break ur trust again?)

i apologise
i tried a thousand times
i did a thousand things wrong
told a thousand lies
and now my baby is gone
all i do is cry
and now im writing these songs
about you & i

felt like suicide
i made her move aside
and now i cant move on
yeah i know ur right
and i cant go on
yeah im stuck inside
did 2 many wrongs that i couldnt right

she was all that i had
now i cant go back
wish i could take back
all the things that i said
u made me feel things tht i didnt know i could
wish i said the things that i always knew i shld
now im back here again on my own
now im back here again all alone
i dont need noone
ill do it all by myself i dont need noone


on my own (moz)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

@moz-103259352
@yashio20k

I just want to say, if it weren't for moz, I probably wouldn't be releasing any music. Luv u man<3

(Don’t push me away
Could you please listen to the things I have to say?
We stopped seeing eye to eye
I still couldn’t say goodbye
Tell me that I matter, baby, even if you have to lie)

You’ve been stuck inside my brain,
I’m not sure whether that’s alright
You drive me insane,
Guess I’m chasing down the wrong highs
Need you here with me,
I don’t care if this is all a lie
If heaven has a fee,
Then for you I would pay the price

But you wouldn’t do the same,
I know, and that’s fine
Even if you don’t change,
I’ll follow, stay by your side
Just look at me the same,
Could forever stare at your eyes
No matter the pain,
I’ll pretend that it feels right

I could spend forever looking into your eyes,
I could live forever if it is by your side
So don’t push me away
I don’t know if I could handle that 
Please stay
For you I would go to hell and back

I thought we had things figured out
Trusted each other and pushed our doubts
Pushed them to the side,
But seeing eye to eye,
It wasn’t nearly as easy as we had in mind

if u read these lol ur awesome ^_^

don't push me away (moz + yashio)

THE WIZARD OF CRAZ

OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS

THE WIZARD OF CRAZ

@pastmemory
@1straycats
dc: 1xene
email: xenedoesstuff@gmail.com