I spent so long trying to avoid you 
But you keep coming back
I miss the way I heard your voice too
But it seems like an attack
Baby what do you want from me?
I wonder why is the want so strong to me?

Cause it feels like a loss for words, when you pop around 
Cause it feels like I’m onto you, you show up unannounced 
You will never understand
Baby you will never understand

I’m growing tired
I need you so damn bad
I might just fly her
So I can see her pretty hands 
Why won't you leave me alone
I hate the fact you were my home
Why won’t you go away?
Do you want me to stay?
Is it to cause me pain?
I hear you calling my name

Cause it feels like a loss for words, when you pop around 
Cause it feels like I’m onto you, you show up unannounced 
You will never understand
Baby you will never understand
NEVER UNDERSTAND
Cause it feels like a loss for words, when you pop around 
Cause it feels like I’m onto you, you show up unannounced 
You will never understand
Baby you will never understand

Internet Lover (myss)

Darling won't you-
Darling won't you-
Darling won't you-

Could it feel right?
Even if you lied
Could I stay?
So happy to die
If it’s right by your side
I’d take your pain

Pero son los momentos
Yo los miro igual
Nena so los momentos 
Que me dicen que no fuistes igual
Pero son los momentos, me recuerdo, no miro igual
Nena son los momentos
Yo los miro igual

I don’t think I will feel right
Turn your tongue another lie
With the words you are accusing
They are glued into my mind
Will I ever feel alive?
Open mouth, swallowed alive
Overwhelmed by what your saying
Could I get a bit of time?

I hate the way that I see you moving
I don’t want feelings, no way I’m choosing
Don't wanna take in this pain
Don’t you dare take it away
The way that your grooving you think I’m stupid
Say it don’t hurt, but it's too far for shooting
You take a knife to this game
Don’t you dare take it away


Won’t you tell me what you think we’ll be?
Darling won't you stay, stay
Change your mine what does it mean?

Pero son los momentos
Yo los miro igual
Nena so los momentos 
Que me dicen que no fuistes igual
Pero son los momentos, me recuerdo, no miro igual
Nena son los momentos
Yo los miro igual

Darling won’t you stay?
Darling won’t you stay?
Darling won’t you stay?
Darling won’t you stay?

Momentos (rhett effect)

What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
"Nothing I swear" but it's hard to deny it
What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
"Nothing I swear" but it's hard to deny it

Tell it’s okay but nah
Say why I’m afraid but nah
Giving me such an ache I need a Tylenol
Tell me why you're gone for long with no apparent reason
Leave in the dust of fear, I need completion
Need another answer maybe get another vibe?
How about an update? Send me it from time to time
I am growing tired, it affects through the night
But I know I’m guilty of it so I shut my mind

What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
"Nothing I swear" but it's hard to deny it
What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
"Nothing I swear" but it's hard to deny it
What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
Different accounts I was never told of
You said we’d share it since it is all love
So many I saw on every platform

Why give me security when it feels like you're not around
Throwing off my senses, it’s an accident I get it now
Now you got in a circle, round and round
Fearing we will go back, you should really put me down

I need a reason
Is it a virtue?
Maybe revenge
It’s even for the future

What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
"Nothing I swear" but it's hard to deny it
What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
"Nothing I swear" but it's hard to deny it
What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
Different accounts I was never told of
You said we’d share it since it is all love
So many I saw on every platform

Why you so secret?
What are you hiding?
Different accounts I was never told of
You said we’d share it since it is all love
So many I saw on every platform

What Are You Hiding? (Kiss In June)

Did you really approve?
Or was it just to see her happy?
If only I could the answer I wanted badly
I promise I didn’t mean to hurt her this badly
This badly

I’m sorry sir
That I wasn’t strong enough for your daughter 
Through the chances to change, I would fault her
The way I saw your eyes, I knew I’d falter
I knew I'd falter

Did you actually believe in me?
Or was it lie in front of her for keeps?
I wanted to know
Sorry to say
It wasn’t on purpose the way that I hurt her

I mean it, it wasn’t what I had meant to do
These stupid decisions they were brought in a reason or two
With the way I was stalling, no
By the way that I see it, oh
I’m Sorry sir I don’t mean it, oh
The way you drove here to see it, oh

Did you really approve?
Or was it just to see her happy?
If only I could the answer I wanted badly
I promise I didn’t mean to hurt her this badly
This badly

I’m sorry sir
That I wasn’t strong enough for your daughter 
Through the chances to change, I would fault her
The way I saw your eyes, I knew I’d falter
I knew I'd falter

I'm Sorry Mr. Fox (everestdidthis)

I feel her hand I cannot fight it
She helps forget the thoughts I’m hiding 

You know I love it, baby give me more
But to you it means nothing, I’m addicted to the pores
Help forget the emotions, we do it on his floor
I think I need it more
I think I need it more
I think- I think I need it more

She knows I’m addicted to the feeling
Shut my mind it’s easy to conceal it 
Hold my hand and sharing all the feelings
Grabbing on her body, super soft right to the feeling

Do I escape? Do I stay? I love it much
Do what I think? Do I nut it away? I love it much

You know I love it, baby give me more
But to you it means nothing, I’m addicted to the pores
Help forget the emotions, we do it on his floor
I think I need it more
I think I need it more
I think- I think I need it
MORE

Lechery (LMG x SUPERA)

Won’t you stay
Say it’s fine
When I’m by your side
Don’t you say
I’m afraid
I swear I’m not
I’m just lost

Hold my hand
Won’t you stay a while
I need to live it now
I need to live it now
Won't you stay a while
I need your time no
We dont need a break
Right?

Won’t you stay?
Won’t you stay?
Won’t you stay?
Won’t you stay?
Power down, I'm losing myself

Lost my self in you 
(Tore me apart)
Break my head in two
Hard to tell if that’s for you now
Was it really love or true how 
I know you don’t feel love like you tonight 
Do you feel alright 
Hoping you stay with me tonight with me one night

Don’t you say
I’m afraid
I swear I’m not
I’m just lost

Hold my hand
Won’t you stay a while
I need to live it now
I need to live it now
Oh you stay a while
I need your time no
We dont need a break
RIGHT?

Stay ft. Kerwins (Kiss In June)

You'll Hear Her Call At The Worst Times
But Deep Down, You Know You Need It

2023, you spent Christmas with my family. The love I had chased so far was given to me that day, when I saw my family adore the person you were. I still go back to this video, I can hear everyone happy and excited for the little one's present. We were all made aware so we could all happily see her surprise. She loved you, they loved, I loved you. Even though we are no longer together I am glad I could share my family's love with you. I hope the next family loves you the same. The day you left me was the day a part of me died. My family lost someone important, we lost you. Although their way of coping wasn't the best, they still miss you and want the best for you. I want the best for you. I'm not sure if you will ever read this but if you do I hope you found the one. Truly, thank you for teaching me what I desperately needed. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for bringing me back to God. I'm sorry I couldn't bring myself to be the man you wanted me to be. I was tired, stressed, and scared. Maybe one day you can forgive me, for your own sake not mine. Good luck out there my first love. To this day I still love you. God bless.
- Dedamin

Good luck out there, God bless Ace
- Perez Cruz Family

Feels Like Yesterday

I need to calm down
Dreams are invading
Into my heart that’s fading
Again
I need to find a way out
It’s hard to fight it
A toxic mindset
Again

And
Pieces falling, nothings what it seems
It’s feeling off again
Doesn’t add up it’s confusing me
It’s gonna be the end of me

For reasons far beyond me
I’m hating it so strongly
Is it all a game?
She plans to kill me softly
And dead is when she wants me
It is me to blame
For reasons far beyond me
I’m hating it so strongly
Is it all a game?
She plans to kill me softly
And dead is when she wants me
It is me to blame
Woah

Becoming a habit
Our love it turned into madness
I just need to vanish
This shit is cringe
Put it away, burn it up, let it singe
All over again
Again

Think about the reason
My heart
I did it first so it is
Okay
It’s okay

For reasons far beyond me
I’m hating it so strongly
Is it all a game?
She plans to kill me softly
And dead is when she wants me
It is me to blame
For reasons far beyond me
I’m hating it so strongly
Is it all a game?
She plans to kill me softly
And dead is when she wants me
It is me to blame
Woah

Hand To Hand (Kiss In June)

If only I saw you the way you want me to
Maybe that very night I’d rest that night with you
Baby how would I know it woulda been the end?
Slept here alone, can’t forget what you said

If I danced that night, would you still be here when the rain falls silent?
Work it out one time, hear the water sing as we spend the night alone
Would you stay if I danced along the rain, with you?
Would you stay if I danced along the rain, with you?

You know I regret it, with the way I say you go
And I know you meant it, with all the words when you let go
And maybe one day I’ll see that beautiful smile
Forget me one day, for that I’d crawl several miles

If I danced that night, would you still be here when the rain falls silent?
Work it out one time, hear the water sing as we spend the night alone
Would you stay if I danced along the rain, with you?
Would you stay if I danced along the rain, with you?

Would you have stayed?

Dance In The Rain (under the maple tree)

[prod. falci]

+---------------+

[LYRICS]

[INTRO]
(So if I talk to myself, then I have someone to talk to)
(You-you-you)
(I don’t even understand)
(You-you-you)
(KNIGHTINGALE)

[VERSE 1]
I feel like I’m lost (Nothing can help me)
I know (Yeah, too little time)
Yeah, tell me I’m good (Tell me I’m good)
I know I’m not (Yeah, not)
Yeah, feel like I should
My faults (My faults)
But I’m so damn glued (Duh)
To being alone (Alone)

[BRIDGE]
And it’s always the same, my head’s on replay
I’m drowning in my thoughts, and now I can’t get away (Get away)
Words don’t connect, they just fade and decay
I tell you I’m fine, but I’m breaking each day
I don’t know where I’m going, I don’t know where I’m going

[VERSE 2]
Don’t know where I’m going (Don’t know where)
I don’t know what I need (Yeah, what I need)
And every thought that I’m showing , cuts too deep
I don’t know, I tried to explain, but it comes out wrong
I’m tired of feeling like I don’t belong
Yeah, where I don’t belong, yeah, where I don’t belong
Yeah, where I don’t belong

[OUTRO]
(Though I’m pretty boring, so I hate talking to myself)

03 - I'M A MESS ***SORRY FOR THE DELAY EP*** [PROD. FALCI]

all the time, body cut
kiss my wrists tn
our fights, took my wrists and covered bloody, like
now ur gone in the dirt, guess ill restart
body in the sewer, talkin shit, r u done yet?
uh, uh oh, u still want me dont u?
uh oh, cuts are running all without u
uh, uh, uh, now im dead in the bathroom
uh, uh, uh, now ik why i doubt u

bleeding on this track, im so bloody lick it up
eat my broken heart, dnt fkn throw it like its trash
fck me dead
i cant see, cobwebs
im so sick, i cant fkn do this
love when i get bloody
ur my dirty paparazzi
uh, pretty cuts all on me
wnna touch up on my body
say that im so fkn messy, but bby ur the one that begged me
leave her scarred, no stitch
put u on my death list

03 - I'M A MESS SORRY FOR THE DELAY EP [PROD. FALCI]

Sh4yy