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Hyper Chronicles 13

emotion

soundcloud.com/akasukii x soundcloud.com/clay0127 x soundcloud.com/yekomhs
soundcloud.com/heroz2299 x soundcloud.com/rewind214

soundcloud.com/heroz2299 x soundcloud.com/clay0127
soundcloud.com/vileaf

hollow

@akasukii x @glogirls x @remiliaxd x @clay0127
@yuikase

blessing

soundcloud.com/akasukii x soundcloud.com/clay0127
soundcloud.com/xternalz

meant

a mental image
————————————

@yuikase

lyrics:

i know this time
ill think it through
when my head lies
ill think of you
thats what i'll do

sometimes i cant control it
lying down, losing focus
i cant exist without you here

when i lose control
all i do is stay cold
a heart of stone 
attempts to break the mold

im so
alone
in my own
empty throne
so i go
to the only place i know
to my empty throne

blown away what i know
push it all away
bringing this to a close
i dont care what you say
theres no other way to handle this
just leave me alone, dont bother it

cant get my mind off now
spiral until i can figure out how
i could do without 
without this crown

when i lose control
all i do is stay cold
a heart of stone 
attempts to break the mold

im so
alone
in my own
empty throne
so i go
to the only place i know
to my empty throne

empty throne

empty throne (me + asagao)

DANCE MOAR!!!!!!!!!!!
- ily

(https://soundcloud.com/2ruu/fccs)

FCCS#truu24

uh huh  
im gone
i passed out
blacked out

wanna break out, leave me alone
first time
full dose

uh huh
im god
i cant stay long
i forgot

take another, it dont last long
please stop
im lost

uh huh
drippin blood
thats enough
on the run

cut urself
go on walks
gotta help
we can talk

never leave the block
always bad luck
i got bad blood
i cant choose love

i dont love shit
dont wanna be this
i cant focus
opiate fix

im so broken
i cant be fixed
treat me like shit
unsafe what i mix

different color pills
who cares what i feel
i dont wanna live
who cares if im real

chasing prod. jolst & cutspace

arrival
all these pills got me suicidal
i dont want one i want like five tho
she want me, she is not my type tho

smoke different drugs we not like you
keep it peaceful, dont want to fight you
i do what i want, what i like to
i dont want one so imma buy two

i just lay in bed cuz i dont want go
i dont wanna talk to you i dont check my phone
move the bar by myself so its low
i cant write shit if im not alone

i just buy shit i dont even know
i just take this cuz i gotta cope
molly got the wall changing colors on its own
ketamine crystals fuckin up my nose

here we are again
i cant walk again
i cant sleep even
i dont want nofriends
she just gimme head
sin bound im not blessed
i cannot confess
lay my head to rest
its just for the best

dont what to do i feel so awful
i want opiates i want a problem
ruin my life i want to fall in
u cant do shit, you cant stop it

i once had a soul but i lost it
if i dont know you imma block it
never leave my room cuz im boxed in
do drugs all day, break a promise

foilsmoke prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i got eyestrain
smoking propane
fucked up my brain
come to my place

do it my way
dont know what day
i just cant stay

by the way
im not okay
can u go away
wanna go away

wanna throw away
i miss snow days
i miss old days
i dont know my name

gas what i smoke yuh
last place, switch the controller
when im sober dont know her
i know we can make it gon go up

afterparty, i aint gon show up
coming up, molly, im gon throw up
push and pull i cant make my mind up
sit in bed imma waste my time up

i think imma die soon
opiates fuck with  my vitals
stay awake breathe this shit vital
dont know what i need imma spiral

oh my fucking godddd i miss you
always fall im always   injured
oh my fucking godddd im with you
favorite person thats an issue

favorite person til i hate you
hate the person that i made you
hate myself so i keep blades too
hate the room that i feel chained to

stay with me and im gon change you
i cant bare to even face you
it dont matter im gon chase you
this is always what it comes to
instant love but with the fake you

propane prod. jolst & taylor morgan

ur infectious
accela its hangin on my necklace
only thing i know is codependence
ask questions im always gon deflect it
been there before so i respect it
redose i gotta get my next hit
i think bout past n not the present
one of these days im gonna end it

life is so precious  
so i always get fucked up and waste it
all this fuckin shit i gotta live with
only feel okay in new places

on the waitlist
im so faded
everfresh, i jus fuckin laced it
i just lit foil and chased it

i wanna give up
i just wanna fall asleep 
i dont wanna wake up
wanna fuck my life up

i decided
i just my made my mind up
ill buy it
i know i fucked up

accela prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i feel so bad
watch it fly past
wanna go back
i jus wan cash
no chill, im spazzed
i done made racks
always place last
chew, it hit fast

nod im passed out
i dont cash out
i been blacked out
wanna crash out
im jus not allowed
she gon find out
we gon fall out
to high cant count
im gon pass out

ketamine, i cant see
u cant lie on team

u jus fuckin bite the lure
mindlessly, i keep blades on me
she fly to me

i dont care bout you, just text to me
im too high cant read

imma pharmacy
theres no price to me
copiers they all nice to me

want life for free
die with me
no privacy

hiding but
they findin me
no price, delete

talk to me
what do you need
im yours to keep

promise me
watch me bleed
keep god with me

thought i could control myself but i was wrong
thought i could just help myself but i was wrong
all for nothing i want something help me god
right before i die is where i wanna be

biting pills prod. jolst & homesick

realtree - (rip.warheart + eli.yf)

produced by @bothhappyandsad @overoveroverover seoul
vocals & lyrics from @h3artch3rades @carrophobia @sumther

from " art project "
cover by @evjq

your love is my addiction ft. h3artch3rades, carrophobia, sumther

produced by @v2nthan + @vihefoie + @makemeapromise
featuring @so-kuu

lyrics
yea she wanna talk
yea she wanna talk to me
but i don't give no fuck
i don't give no fuck
she can't have my heart
now i'm torn apart (x2)

you don't know nothin about me (x2)
i try to make you happy
i tried to make you happy
fucked up
i know i fucked up
i did it for ur love
keep burning up my lungs

[@v2nthan]
so torn apart
livin a lie
i feel like dying
i'm just so tired
i tried to fight, but i felt so numb
please just tell me that i'm enough

tor-n apart ft. sokuu (me + vihe + surgeon)

featuring. @injurie
produced by @foryourheart // @1akuraa & @yashio20k

@mis4ortune
was it all just a dream?
when you waking up inside my arm in peace
what you mean?
when you said that you just wanna see me bleed.
anh không tin // i can’t believe 
like what you mean?
i won’t make-believe to you for life
all my heart fulfilled with tape to stop me cry
all these pains inside my head tell me to die
i can’t deny
i can’t deny

imma running out this town
running out this town
i don’t need you all around (i don’t need you all around)
inside my head no safe and sounds (inside my head no safe and sounds)
stop in these motions, all around (stop in these motions, all around)

@injurie
im jus scared ull find somebody else
put that chapter back on the shelf
wish i was anybody else
n i dont wanna reach out i dont want no help
better off without u, ur fckin up my health

yea wat am i even trying for?
is it cuz i js cant let go?
tear me down.. pickin up the pieces from the floor
i lost my hope
hoping pressure take the pain away
its getting hard to cope
no u dont need me anymore
my knees r weak fall to the floor

so tell me how does it feel to watch me bleed out?
its getting harder n harder to hide my feelings
u can have ur heart back cuz i dont need it
i just need a reset hah shoutout @1revert

safe and sounds

safe and sounds w/ injurie (akura + yashio)

prod me

目が覚めてくる
日が下がってくる
僕は何度も何度も泣いたけど
夢をすべて壊したけど
だけど明日を見えるために
暗い道に
僕が
光を作る

弾ける
そっと輝く
朝日が昇る
僕はきっと
君と
僕たちの
道を
探す、いつか見つける

広い世界で
また歩いて
昨日に笑って明日に泣いて
日が下がってく
風が吹いてる
空を見ながら
手をつないでる

きっと青い空が見つける
だから僕が
君に
光を作る

*chorus*

hikari

prod me

i told u let it go now
im better like this, better off now
baby can u tell me how ...
how i cant move how i cant go
and i just wanted u to know
i didn't wanna let u go off
まだ忘れないで
その目で見つめないで

また戻るあの思い出
君と浜辺で座って
手をつないで
君と笑って
目をつぶって
君を描いて
わからないyeah
why is it like that
教えて僕には見えないYea
どこにもいない君はまるで透明
消えてもいいけどいまだにlonely

x2

we're better like this
(i wish i could've told u)

better like this #kiraTV

PROD ME & @1LUVPURP brotherz till the end,, @OURLOVESTORY

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/JFDnccojF68

Lyrics :

i would cry for you until there are no tears left
tell me do you hear my voice inside your head
singing melodies knowing that there’s not much time left
sing your last breath
wanna see me drop dead ?

girl i know you wanna feel something 
and when you left you took a part of me
with you
i hate that i even feel this way
feels like I'm sitting in the passenger 
but looking at the rearview

I'm so used to your hand
i feel it holding mine
no it’s not her time
it’s got me out my mind
got my bros by my side @OURLOVESTORY
and we in the spotlight 
i got light in my eyes, can’t believe I'm so blind

dance under the rain do it until the morning 
i got scars all on my body stories that I'm showing 
look back at the past don’t know where I'm going
but I'm going I'm going
this isn’t what i wanted and you know it

SPOTIFY

Last breath (luvpurp & whyhaze)

I found this on my pc and wanted to upload it lol

@ihateukidu & @nejji_02 June 11th 2023

prod.
@reijiroprod
@mis4ortune

notes:
we tried our best w/ @noahsuri
sometimes it doesn't work out
....

//

[suri]
ive tried my best but ive been feeling down 
and i can only think of times when u were still around
my head constantly hurts ima mess i feel bound
when u pushed me away i fell onto the ground
x2

these haunting mistakes
i cant get away
my vision is blurry the sky is gray
just tell me rn what u saw in me
like my hopes that u crushed and enjoyed to see
just thinking one conversation
what could possibly happen
i tried to argue
but u didnt listen
and even knowing how u treat me
i still want u by my side

(i tried to forget u, its hard to breathe when ur around)

[shiro]
yh lately ion wna think bout it
uve been on my mind n i cant forget the times that we had (oh no)
i cant forget the past, yh nowadays i js wna sit down n laugh
but all this traumas comin back to me like a tidal wave
whenever i see a glimpse of u, idk what to say
yh stuck in my brain yh 
force to see the past n the time when i hate to see u bye 
even now i cant say goodbye 
force to lie n u cant decide
whether or not u wna be there by my side yh
yh i tried my best, dont wna be around
n nowadays i cried so much that i cant even count
yh i cant be around u
forced to smile n lie too
am i really living life when my lifes is a lie too
and i noticed
u js expendable n out here tryna mess up my focus

//

tried my best... + suri 『reijiro/mis4ortune』

NEW SONG OUT NOW
@staywithmenow (prod)
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@1aprilshowers #4s