this was from a long time ago i cooked some fye up back then lez go yaya
prod @aerelin
is that so? 

<33 :

u leave me vacant u leave me feelin low
there was this hole in my heart it made me feel cold
i been gone bby n i been feelin low
u were the one for me bby u were my home
u left this hole baby u left this hole in my life
u told me baby u loved me that u were my wife?
now im so hollow bby think i wanna die
put a bullet thru my head think ill end this life

i didnt wanna feel alone 
ur the one leaving msgs on my phone
i been feeling so alone 
ur the one leaving msgs on my phone

i be rollin over i be fallin sad
i spend all the time in my head tryna get u back
but u betrayed me ur laughing with him
ur with a better guy arent u happy babe
i know that u will be fine ya without me
but ill be living in the past cant u help me

tatatatatata 
tatatatatata
ik ur happier with him
but its killing me inside
tatatatatata
ya i jus wanna die again
ya ur arms they were my home
u left my heart feelin betrayed baby....

letmecutoffmylife (aerelin)

nada ft crusafix (rhekdens)

prod me n @o_sh9a

lyrics:
dont wanna talk about it if we're honest
im not over it, lets change the topic
i was on my ass, i had to go, no other options
cant focus on it until i cross it
fucked up one too many times i think i lost it
i cant hear another empty promise
dont know if i can feel im so exhausted
tell me were the good times worth what they costed
ill keep going, i dont got nothing left
im still hoping, one day we can be friends
feels so hopeless, treat me like a human being
do you notice, baby would u keep my secrets?

i dont like to get too revealing
hard to show it, but i still got some feelings
i keep coping, do you care bout my wellbeing?
think im at my lowest, i guess that we're even

and i drink too much, my eyes turn black
and i close my eyes and turn my back
never cared about me, treat me like trash
i cant fucking fix the way i act
did me so bad, but i guess its in the past
life moves too fast, wont apologize and u just laugh
guess we lost track, baby tell me what ur looking at?
i cant fall back, yea im not up for this task

i feel nothing,
i feel in my gut u up to something
we dont got too much more time,
ill keep rushing
i can feel it in my spine,
but im above this

i dont wanna talk if u cant calm down
yea i rlly hate when ur not around
i cant get out my brain that theres someone else
so i feel so stupid when i open my mouth

it gets hard to tell
they throw me on a shelf
guess i wish u well 
if only u knew how i fell
when u can, call me on my cell
yea u put me thru hell
fix my face and watch me swell
my face starts to get pale
x2

if we're honest...

@rhekdens @7akkiro @1crusafix
prod @2rel @rhekdens

rhek, akkiro, crusafix - of course (rel, rhekdens)

p.s im not spanish so excuse me if the lyrics sound dumb 😭

you can fall on me when i stand tall
this summer wasted are you there fall?
its all energy its all mental
you kept me warm my candle

aku tak rasa sangat yea im getting baked
baby its july yea
bila going date
kita berdua sama 
intertwined by fate
yea let me know let me know
if its not too late

you kept me warm through the winter
im thankful for that 
for all the time that you given
so can i see you this summer
please you don't need a reason
we're just two teenage hearts
who gives a fk what they're thinking

por el momento aquí
podemos a querer
eres a mi la cura
te quiero sin porqué
en tus ojos me pierdo
como el sol en el mar
si esto es un sueño
no quiero despertar

i don't think i've ever felt like this before
can you tell me what it is that im feeling now
im a little confused but i don't wanna let go
if this was forever then you can take my soul

if its not too late id like to know
how are you doing
i hope you're fine today
and for the reasons that i'll keep to myself
im wishing you the best and all take care of yourself

stand tall (me)

It's #comeback szn, love all of U <333
Produced by @ddertbag & @makemeapromise
Join the #dynasty discord server: discord.gg/5aXC5gUFrC


Wake up in the morning sippin red not coffee
Got that LV sweater vest on my body yea
And she dont eat sugar but she sweet like toffee
Get that butterfly stomach when she call me
It's all in the past baby tell me what u holdin on for?
Got that juicy bag for u, but i know u want #more
I know we goin fast, but whatchu tryna stop for?
Not gon say too much, im just gon let my heart pour

Pop another pill i gotta make the time pass
Losin focus lookin at ur face yea im sidetracked
Havin #U beside me feel like a lifehack
Said ur missin me I could take a flight back

If u want me to then u know that i could
Text me in the middle of the night said its all good
Thought bout texting back but i dont know if i should.. 
Text me when ur sober ill make u feel understood yea yea
Get down this verse, write this shit just like a book yea yea
Keep to myself, keep my head under the hood yea yea
I get back home make u some food like im a cook yea yea
Glad it's #Me n #U, i dont care how long it took yea yea

Wake up in the morning sippin red not coffee
Got that LV sweater vest on my body yea
And she dont eat sugar but she sweet like toffee
Get that butterfly stomach when she call me
It's all in the past baby tell me what u holdin on for?
Got that juicy bag for u, but i know u want #more
I know we goin fast, but whatchu tryna stop for?
Not gon say too much, im just gon let my heart pour

If u want me to then u know that i could
Text me in the middle of the night said its all good
Thought bout texting back but i dont know if i should.. 
Text me when ur sober ill make u feel understood yea yea

#butterflies

#butterflies ⭒˚‧︵‿⭒ཐིཋྀ ཐིཋྀ⭒‿︵‧˚⭒  @@@Surgeon & ddertbAg

produced with love by me,,
ft @ritsuzuki, @iowgen, @556renzo
hi everbodyy i just want to say thank you so much for listening to my stuff. ive been struggling with so much recently and right now making these silly little songs is really the only thing keeping me together. it honestly just warms my heart to see even just a few people enjoy something that i care about. such a heartthrob, i know. but ily all sm. thank you<3

(@4aia >_<)
i should work on myself n stop hurting myself
but ur inside my headd!!!!!
inside my obsessionn
n ull never hear me.. but ur the reason i wake up
dc if it breaks me
my only fixation

i just need u to need me the same way that i need u
if only i could go back and tell u the things that i meant to
ik i gotta move on,
n try to believe in something new but,
i hate it all..
i hate that its not with u :/

(@556renzo)
i cant do this anymore, girl im on the edge
i cant live without ya bae, i don't understand
cuts up on my body, i really can't forget
really can't forget about uu

ur living in my mind, i want uu
n i cant do sumn bout itt
wish that we had never crossed (ooh)
im better off wandering without u

(@iowgen)
whats the point in it?
running down a losing game
crying all alone inside of our place again
countdown on my life
hoping that ill die in peace
fallen out of touch
with nothing left to save

dont u wonder too?
would the outcome change with us?
cover my wounds inside
hoping u could feel better
whats been done has all been left x3

(@ritsuzuki)
i know its hard to see the tears on my shirt
gotta heal your heart
baby i know that it hurts
and oh,
nihilism, what else is there to gain?
and i cant think a lot i think that im dying again

i tried to end my life
it still feels like im alive
ure living in my head
i cant take this pain anymore
i was there til the end
u were never my friend
staring at numbers, is that all i ever really meant?

(@4aia)
i should work on myself n stop hurting myself
but ur inside my headd!!!!!
inside my obsessionn
n ull never hear me.. but ur the reason i wake up
dc if it breaks me
my only fixation

i just need u to need me the same way that i need u
if only i could go back and tell u the things that i meant to
ik i gotta move on,
n try to believe in something new but,
i hate it all..
i hate that its not with u :/

all these cuts on my body r crying for u
tearing myself to pieces... maybe ull care..
no i dont wanna feel this way</3

been stayin awake every night
i keep on waiting... maybe u might call me.. 
ik im the problem
im sry, 
i cant keep trying :(
ii dont wanna live this way

fixation w/ ritsu, iowgen, renzo

#4s

-- lyrics --

i dont have more for you
i dont have my life thought through
i dont know what to do
and you saw

but you say that its fine
as we're falling back through time
i see your face
you look into mine
i follow its trace

you told me to stay
you told me its fate
i dont know what to think
it keeps making me break
your message remains
i feel lost in your name
every feeling it wanes

oh its never enough, oh woah oh
ive become so numb, i know
i just want the both of us to grow
as we lock our eyes in the nouveau 

this time
ill do all i can do make it right
everything i do is for the sight
of you, i couldnt lose this view
in the sky i
see the stars i
feel the warmth of
it holding me tight
you're the side of myself i
couldnt hide, i couldnt hide

i dont have more for you
i dont have my life thought through
i dont know what to do
and you saw

but you say that its fine
as we're falling back through time
i see your face
you look into mine
i follow its trace

you told me to stay
you told me its fate
i dont know what to think
it keeps making me break
your message remains
i feel lost in your name
every feeling it wanes

oh its never enough, oh woah oh
ive become so numb, i know
i just want the both of us to grow
as we lock our eyes in the nouveau

falling traces

falling traces (xternalz)

@1luvpurp
@ripyuann

(@4aia)
(how could u love someone like me?
how can i love someone like me?
i dont always get what u mean
but the things u say, they stick w me)

can i be honest?
think my healths declining
if im gon be honest
i think im glad im dying

years i been closed off
ik no ones caring
and life feels so hopeless
my world, its been ending

i dont wanna write sad songs anymore
i cant do what i have to
i cant conform

n they tell me that its priceless
but ik ive fucked it up
could u teach me how to love?
swear i dont want to give up

bae i just wish i could be seen
its so bleak, n i cant breathe
the things i need r fantasy
this longing i have inside of me

how could u love someone like me?
how can i love someone like me?
i dont always get what u mean
but the things u say, they stick w me

girl i hope that i dont fuck this up
ive said i hate it but i need ur love
im so lost, n im so blind
hope ull stay n be my guide

how could u love someone like me?
how can i love someone like me?
i dont always get what u mean
but the things u say, they stick w me

(@ripyuann)
(the things u say, they stick w me
my mind is needing clarity
your eyes are shining in the light
your heart is filled with purity 
now give me this security 
i know i need maturity 
im scared of who im soon to be,
i hope you see the good in me)

how can you love someone like me? 
im a fuck up
my pills are running low I need another re up 
i know i need a better life i need a change up 
everytime you tell me you love me i tear up

you know im trying but I feel like im dying tonight 
you are the light up in my life, 
you make my heart feel alright 
can you just stay by my side,
i know im holding on tight 
i put my ego aside, 
i see our love shining bright

im doing better,
we made it through the weather
i love the way you lookin in my fav balenci sweater <3
the way you loving me make me feel like im the one 
i wanna be with you until this fucking life is done

i wanna hold your hand until we're buried underground
i know when im with you my life feels like its heavenbound##
and when i didnt have you my love was lost and now its found 
you made my heart fixed and now i made the turn around

someone like me w/ yuann (luvpurp)

ft. yami :) 

Yami's spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1pyw4OEDMXPj639AoASrfs?si=KvZCnqseQpOeS6WCFelW4Q&nd=1&dlsi=41d934bb48914dcd

Force Of Habit ft. yami. (prod. drew)

All my roads lead to you.mp3

NEW SONG OUT NOW
@staywithmenow (prod)
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@1aprilshowers #4s