prod, mix and master by me
vocals by @redizesux @sxulzel
me n redize did the piano together



you just act like I
don't exist
and the saddest fact
is that your apart of it
and I'm trying
to stop crying
about the shit
you and I went through
don't try to cover up
that he didn't like you too

I act like idgaf
I'm taking these drugs
to hide the pain
but I don't need you
there's nothing left
for me to do

you act like it's
my fault it's funny
stop with the drugs
and the money
at the park I wish we
were walking
(walking with you)


My head keeps spinning around 
I thought that you would be there for me but you weren’t around 
fuck, I’m sorry I let you down 
I know that you wanna ignore me, make me feel like a clown
take a look outside, still snowing 
Like why is my life so boring?
Lie yo me tell me you’d do anything for me
You didn’t even really hear the whole story 
I don’t even know why I got so caught up
Honestly I’ve never ever really been thought of
good girls yeah money can’t buy em
List my wrongs on a paper I right em

I hate feeling this way w redize + sxulz (decago)

Reach out ft. Sasaeng + Gauge (me + Vistaa)

With @akayaiog
Prod. @lewisgoing and @recyclexbin

(xternalz)
everybody's staring now
i cant get away
let me tear it down
let me have my say
i cant deal with this
i cant stay
everyone acts the same
yeah put the blame on me
no matter what i do its shame on me
yeah i cant make it right
yeah its aim on me
gotta run out of sight
nothing's left for me

for me, nothing's left for me
for me, nothing's left for me

(akayai)
everyone puts the blame on me
shes just ashamed of me
niggas just be lame i see
you take this as a game i see
my own gang disclaims me
i'd pull the trigger without ease
you'll remember my name you'll see
next your nose will bleed
i'd make you drown in your blood
i'm with xternalz you don't want none
i think i'ma take some time to myself :(
make sure to close the door behind me <3 

(xternalz)
yeah put the blame on me
no matter what i do its shame on me
yeah i cant make it right
yeah its aim on me
gotta run out of sight
nothing's left for me

everybody's staring now
i cant get away
let me tear it down
let me have my say
i cant deal with this
i cant stay
everyone acts the same
yeah put the blame on me
no matter what i do its shame on me
yeah i cant make it right
yeah its aim on me
gotta run out of sight
nothing's left for me

blame w/ akayai (recyclebin + lewisgoing)

prod.
@0k1ro
@prodjayysoul

notes:
luv u @v4nity
bossed up 
!!!!

//

[shiro]
these people always on my line
waiting for me to step out of line
yeah this path that i take is so dark
hold my hand we can go so far
away from this earth
ur divine aura keeps me warm, js like home
dnt wnt u, to be a burden in my arms
yeah we flying so fast, lets go to cloud 9
maybe we can turn back the time,
when i was lost, n find a way to get out of this darkness

[v4nity]
hope we can find a way out
im in the darkness i cant see a thing at all
but im okay as long as you're with me
without you id be feeling so empty
nothin inside
keep tryin to hide
my hands feelin tied
need you by my side at all times
in love with you im glad you're all mine
hope i can save us from the dark

[hook]

//

celestial + v4nity『jayysoul/k1ro』

thx for listening :D
prod. @shatter3d and @jichuuu 

//

Memories tucked in a locket
I just wish I could stop these
All these false promises
Can you give me a second
I cant deal with this stress and
I just really need a rest man
I’m feeling less
It’s effecting me

Got this pressure in my head
I’m walking around like I’m half dead
I’m leading myself closer to my death
And I’m pleading with myself but I can’t get through my head
It’s no one’s fault but mine
This chill runs down my spine
I’m walking such a fine line
I just want to leave it all behind
Leave it all behind :/

false promises

false promises (shatter3d + jichu)

different than my usual stuff but yeah I had a lot of fun making this :D
@offsen1 @singleway
thx for listening <3
//
you can lie to my face
asking why I need space
don't deny what you state
in your eyes I see hate
cant you see I'm so done
leave me be
want to run
let me speak
just for once
let me go

(I don't care what happens anymore)
I'm so sick
what is all this for
I don't know
but I got to let it go
I cant do this anymore
can you show me
what was the point of it all
I try so hard just to fall
problems stack up to a wall
good times I just cant recall
problems stacking way too tall
slowing down to a crawl
I just want to leave it all

you can lie to my face
asking why I need space
don't deny what you state
in your eyes I see hate
cant you see I'm so done
leave me be
want to run
let me speak
just for once
let me go
x2

don't come running back to me
I'll just cut you off again that's a guarantee
all the time I lost ago was all a fantasy
look my way again and tell me what you see
I think I found myself
I found my health
its the first time I felt since then
yeah and now i can see the end
now my mind can mend

you can lie to my face
asking why I need space
don't deny what you state
in your eyes I see hate
cant you see I'm so done
leave me be
want to run
let me speak
just for once
let me go
x2

lie to my face

lie to my face (offsen1 + singleway!)

cover art by https://www.youtube.com/@Yui20080 (Yuiri) 

@star607

(let's go!) ^-^

do you see the glitter in my eyes? *ੈ✩‧₊˚
passerby in my own mind 🧠
trip to heaven, take a flight 🛫
outta sight, im outta mind (if you know, you know)
yeah, i say this every time
that im not who you describe
with my homies, we the tribe
my eyes are cloudy but not blind 🌧️🌫️

(random humming section)

ive grown as a person i dont hold no fala >v>
i want something wholesome like simba and nala 🦁👑
look in the mirror 🔮
i dont see my limbs

angelus uno oculo 👁️
ego seraphim 🪽꒰ঌ👁໒꒱

(more humming xd)

(lets goooo!)
im about to blast off 🚀
gonna rip my mask off 👻
poisoned off the aerosol 🤮🌫️
head spinning like carousel 🎠
put you on a pedastal 🗻
then you ripped my heart out :/ 𓆩❤︎𓆪
i feel so incredible >.<
when im off the edibles ☘️☘️
i know they're medicinal 💊
i love to abuse them 🤒
when i blast off into space 🛸👽🌌
leave this world without a trace 🌏
maybe you'll forget my face
if you understand
(then you'll let me go)

ive grown as a person i dont hold no fala ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡
i want something wholesome like simba and nala 🦁👑
look in the mirror 🔮
i dont see my limbs

angelus uno oculo 👁️
ego seraphim 🪽꒰ঌ👁໒꒱

(if you know the voice clip, you know ;3)

do you see the glitter in my eyes? *ੈ✩‧₊˚
passerby in my own mind 🧠
trip to heaven, take a flight 🛫
outta sight, im outta mind (if you know, you know)
yeah, i say this every time
that im not who you describe
with my homies, we the tribe 
my eyes are cloudy but not blind 🌧️🌫️

notes: "fala" means resentment, grudge and various variations in irish. just in case anyone is confused. As for the latin? you can figure out yourself ;)

im still the headset god 😏

seraphim ✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧 ʚ ɞ『star607』

mastered by me <3
we mixed our own vocals
featuring my homie @rans0m <3
produced by @shatter3d + @prod_dxvi + @bazington
[hook]
i like being alone because of my social anxiety
all the lyrics in my songs is my personal diary
i think i'm starting to get love sick
you're a wizard not falling for your tricks
you took my heart and crushed it into a ditch
my brains malfunctioning i think you made it glitch
[rans0m]
i don't like your company
we are finished why you keep on dragging it?
took too many pills don't know what is happening
i always do it wrong you're always getting mad at me
wake up i don't wanna go on
they hate us but they're gonna grow on me
i won't take it back now
i won't take it back now
[hook]
i like being alone because of my social anxiety
all the lyrics in my songs is my personal diary
i think i'm starting to get love sick
you're a wizard not falling for your tricks
you took my heart and crushed it into a ditch
my brains malfunctioning i think you made it glitch

lovesick

on spotify >.<

lovesick + rans0m (shatter3d x dxvi x baz)

big cypher with some of my frIends ^_^ (tysm for the support recently)
thank you guys for being apart of this ily <3
@rewind214 @222bino @valberrie @law16lie @29cengi @1kidsora @lifegiverr @lukebike @breakupbreakdown @mis4ortune @sawlvy @ilyexotic @nvrfallen @noahsuri @bloodl3ak @alrunaxo @xternalz @sshiro @user-241106459 @i6neiru @gloomed
mastered by me ofc c;
s/o @gaugemountedthisone for mixing lukes vocals <3
s/o @tzunahmie for helping out aswell <3
s/o @yureiclub + @souls0ciety <3
prod @metisxx + @ton_bo0 <3
timestamps:
0:17 - 0:51 (me)
0:52 - 1:08 (rewind)
1:09 - 1:25 (vin0)
1:26 - 1:43 (valberrie)
1:43 - 2:00 (lawlie)
2:01 - 2:17 (cengi)
2:18 - 2:34 (kid sora)
2:35 - 2:52 (etterna/life)
2:53 - 3:09 (lukebike)
3:10 - 3:26 (breakupbreakdown)
3:26 - 3:43 (mis4ortune)
3:44 - 4:00 (sawlvy)
4:01 - 4:18 (eczotic)
4:19 - 4:35 (nvrfallen)
4:36 - 4:50 (noahsuri)
4:51 - 5:26 (bloodl3ak)
5:26 - 5:43 (alruna)
5:44 - 6:01 (xternalz)
6:01 - 6:18 (shiro)
6:18 - 6:35 (mika)
6:36 - 6:52 (i6neiru)
6:53 - 7:09 (gloomed)
7:10 - 7:44 (me again)
lyrics will be on genius or sum too much text smh

talk about it cypher

talk about it cypher + rewind, vin0, valberrie, lawlie, cengi, kid sora & more (metis x tonari)

w/ @bakasheap  
prod: @prod-rioxion + @bakanozenshee

@anti-light
walking the distance
i just wanna cheer u up
give u a reason to let go of pain
uve had it rough
i hear u screaming for my help
to make it go away
no need to fight it by urself
i know its torture
dont wanna leave u in this place
so full of horrors
no one will be there to erase em
and its awful
i swear im different
hope u give me a chance in love
bring out the sweetness in ur heart
baby im all uurs

@bakasheap
bby im all yours
wanna make it better for u
i see a mirror
dont wanna see u hurt like i do
broken heart fixtures
if u need me im there for u
im always there for u
n i hope tht u give me a chance
yk im not good at this awkward romance
n i try my best to be someone thts worthy
give me ur heart n ill be all yours

@anti-light
walking the distance
i just wanna cheer u up
give u a reason to let go of pain
uve had it rough
i hear u screaming for my help
to make it go away
no need to fight it by urself
i know its torture
dont wanna leave u in this place
so full of horrors
no one will be there to erase em
and its awful
i swear im different
hope u give me a chance in love
bring out the sweetness in ur heart
baby im all uurs

@bakasheap
bby im all yours
wanna make it better for u
i see a mirror
dont wanna see u hurt like i do
broken heart fixtures
if u need me im there for u
im always there for u
bby im all yours
wanna make it better for u
i see a mirror
dont wanna see u hurt like i do
broken heart fixtures
if u need me im there for u
im always there for u

Spotify

All Yours w/ sheap (rioxion x zenshee)

(10/15/2022) i think 
this like my first song i ever made with owtiss and baz its super old lol
love them fr 

(not wish by owtiss ft me thats different obv)

prod me 

@domerrz
@owtiss
@012207

[@domerrz]
look me in my eyes
I cant really stand when you tell lies
I cannot comprehend whats on your mind
Ive been feeling stuck Im in a bind

Ill keep you at a distance, although I miss it
Say that you need me, but I know you miss him
I just had a feeling, I cant escape these feelings
Guess im not appealing 
see right through your act so you can't be too revealing

one wish, yeah i had one wish
make it all go dull, make it all pointless
one wish, yeah I had one wish
make my heart go numb so I cant feel this shit 

ahh, you went too far tryna put me down
If we really had a problem we would work it out 
but its already too late and now we're going south

[@owtiss]
all i think about 
is how i want out
now im sat at the back of the party
now you say i look sad i said hardly
talk her down from the ledge and say sorry
what did i ever do to u
take back everything i said to u
u wrote in sharpie on my favorite shoes
what more can u do for me to never forgive u

[@012207]
Yea it’s going south but I won’t settle
Call me the kid cuz they all know I meddle
Watch ur tone with me I aint that gentle 
Must be out of luck no u nothing special

If u had one wish, bring the world to bliss
But u had ur chance, made it all pointless
What’s the point of this?

@domerrz - wish w/ owtiss + baz

discord: xternalzog
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alt: @staywithmenow <--beats/instrumentals and stuff
@souls0ciety
@seraphimcollective
@kess0kuband

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