2024 shuffle 3

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2024.4 Shuffle

katai - </3 (prod vinso)

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@angelicxmei
@miraie

prod: @h1yori / @y4ndere



[angelicxmei]
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[kairyu]
So tell me, that you won't let go
Cause we're falling in love 'till it's alright
Nothing ever makes sense
You can't face it alone
But I know that it's gonna be alright, but yeah
I can never let you go even if I tried
Tear me into pieces while I watch you fall
And I can’t even escape this feeling
That you really went and lose it all-
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Cause I really can't stop thinking about
How life is when we're not together
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you

[angelicxmei]
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[kairyu]
And I can’t even escape this feeling
That you really went and lose it all

[miraie]
Tell me how much time and chances that I wasted on you
Tell me how you feel when I chose her instead of you
Wish that time could never end, mortal coils unwind
Twilight's hue shined under us, reflect on a wine
Stars collapse, cycles continues under night and days
Dancing under bloodshed, ending feels like School Days
Cold~ nothing stays in place
Return to the silence of oblivion.

[kairyu]
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Cause I really can't stop thinking about
How life is when we're not together
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you

Artwork by fztt (Permission granted @miraie)
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/14751529

Spotify 🎐

last forever feat. angelicxmei & miraie (hiyori & yandere)

back it up w/jaanay (andrey + augury)

@ilyajay

evr since u left, been getting used to it
n they watch my step like im a youtuber
she jus want my seed jus like im utorrent
got all these new cutz
countn up my buks
im fukn shit up
it ain hard 2 see
blunt got my eyes low
who turnd the lites out?
london jeans yuh
chain on me yuh
look at me yuh
gurl watchu see yuh
fine ass jewelry
look at all my features
she kissin on me
she kno she my queen yuh
heres an unfriendly reminder
this choppa got a bite, vampire
ik 1 day they gon find us
ik they cant do it like us

reminder (rexiroh + ajay)

one back 2 u p xashxavier
two mud p rio leyva
three teal p duwopxo
four lirituya p youtube
five what u need p alijah4k
six tina fey p kashik 7k
seven tonya p meta
eight stalin p jaggedcrema

wrong mix 02

Feel like I got poison in my head
I gotta move on
I gotta turn the lights off
I cant feel love anymore
毁掉我的生活(Destroy my life)
快樂給你帶走(you took away our happiness)
逃不到我的心魔(Can't escape my heart)

Hooo~
我擦不到你的笑容(I can't wipe your smile)
Girl I wanna turn back
Lets make it forever last 
Fuck it you got me tear up
You’re not at my side in this last dance
說什麼開花結果?(What do you mean by blossoming?)
Girl you’re playing with my溫柔 （kindness)
情緒將我們拉開 (our emotions drag us apart)
悲傷的我不停的顫抖(I am shivering in my sadness)
Touched your heart it got me bleeding
I cared too much my body’s aching 
Can we reverse yea my heart’s draining 

Girl you thought its a game?
You put my heart in a frame
I feel that
My heart it did turn black 
My heart keeps burning yea Im driving insane 
Still finding my voice back
Maybe we are a mismatch 
我喘一口氣 (I gasped)
旋律已經給你帶走了(you took away my melody)
但是我放不過你 (but I cant let you go)
Cannot stay it so I 後悔 (regret)
Too tired 
For real, I miss her
太累，不想追 (too tired to chase you)
時間就像煙灰 (time is like ashes)
Hooooo~
為什麼你摸不透我的心？(why cant you feel my heart?)
In my heart I got no 秘密 (secret)
Baby I want you smile back
Baby I want you hold my hand 
Baby I want you come back…

lastdance/顫抖(1vansolo)

@jkjmetasco

they wanna see how i’m doing
they wanna watch my movement
i got a lotta influence
stealing my swag like how i do it
few racks yea i just blew it
off of these drugs, euphoria 
i’ll be tv like euphoria
u know i told ya
gimme dat doja
finna shave my head doja
yea they see me blowing up
what’s in my cup, yea i’m pouring up
everything was for ya
doing these drugs, euphoria 
fucking dat bitch, euphoria 
i’ll be on tv like euphoria 
tell me yo secret like victoria
calling my phone i know i messed it up
pulling my dreads out cuz ion got no drugs
im boutta pick up cigs, i think i need dat buzz
nah i’m just playing around, u know i only smoke runts
how do u feel now girl
u gotta step in my world
yea, gloves on they can’t see no prints
yea i’m a zombie, can i get brain
killing myself kurt co, wat
killing myself kurt cobain

off of these drugs, euphoria 
she like wats that u pouring up?
i was 16 ion know wat i was doing yea
everybody laugh at me wtf i’m doing yea
they getting mad it’s cuz i’m doing well
she like u good? ion think i’m doing well
i’ll be on tv like euphoria 
i’m staying up til 4 am
and i hope i don’t bore ya
what do u care u don’t know too much about me anyway
yea my money heavyweight
all these niggas too fake
doing drugs like rick james
and i know they wanna see me ball
everybody wanna watch me
and they know i been down before
getting money, euphoria 
no girl don’t do too much
yea, yea

euphoria (jxyy2k luvpurp / violet)

Hello April! We're still alive!

@remiliaxd
@fabs4k
@prodarisu
@jichuuu

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@remiliaxd :

now i gotta go again
i don't need no problems
save it for the end
and i hope that we can solve 'em

run away again
meet up at the garden where we'll lockdown
it's so quiet, hear my heartbeat, feel my heart pound

okay baby take my hand, don't let it go
you're the only one i trust, when i'm walking through the snow
oh, let it go, i promise i'll let you know
let you in on my reality where we can take it slow

oh oh oh
love you for who you are
slowly dancing under stars
i feel so safe now that i know that's who you are
baby take me in your arms
baby never let us part, oh

it's for you, it's for you, it's for you
yeah all you, all you, all you
show my love and prove it's true
baby show me something new
i would give my all for you
it's for you, it's for you


@fabs4k :

yea i wake up feelin lovely
yea i'm with the bros we sit down, we feelin comfy (@1aprilshowers)
it's our happy day, yea i'm posted with my buddies
she callin me a klutz, i jus end up feelin clumsy, yea yea

gonna strike a pose like we're gonna take a flick, yea
capturin the moment yea it only takes a click, yea
she said that she love me, now my heart be racing quick, yea
she said she been hinting, now it hit me like a brick, yea

i don't wanna hurt u
ur so sweet like honey, i cannot desert u
yea u know i can't desert u
desert u, yea yea yea

the garden +remilia, fabs (arisu x jichu)

i said ill run that bag
im focused up on my stacks
no i cannot feel my face
but im still gon run it back
know it, know it, know im poppin xans in the club
that lil bitch a dub
yea, geekin on the run
shawty say she wanna dance
then just take me and we'll go
know that i be too fucked up
i be dodgin all your love
you aint seen me at my worst
take all my pain away
i just put it in this verse

bitch im countin stacks
yuh, and i got my rings but i aint talkin applejacks
bitch im draxx
and i told that shawty leave me lone cuz im focused on my stacks
and i cant wait no longer gotta go up bitch im on that track
no i cant wait no longer bitch im on my way to be a star
you know im in a rush, im whippin on that foreign car
mama said ill make it said im on my way im goin far
i did it all on my own
i gotta sell on my phone
i gotta sell on my phone

i said ill run that bag
im focused up on my stacks
no i cannot feel my face
but im still gon run it back
know it, know it, know im poppin xans in the club
that lil bitch a dub
yea, geekin on the run
shawty say she wanna dance
then just take me and we'll go
know that i be too fucked up
i be dodgin all your love
you aint seen me at my worst
take all my pain away
i just put it in this verse

Spotify

star (jayysoul eto)

ft. @luvtwic3 ⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄
mix & cover - @sh1nyx
cover - + @shineghoulie
𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀
𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀
𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀

[deejayNeo♪] ⋄ luvtwic3 - 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 。• ˚ ⌤

@mxsui

I've been lost and found
lost and down 
tossing around
can't clear my head out 
you fine you stand out 
don't look for handouts 
just glad I can now 
just glad it's all over 
still I'm not sober 
I can't get over 
that you with him 
why with him 
guess I'm not him
why you did it 
If I say I'll be wrong 
I can say I'm alone
I can say if it weren't cip what would I be doing 
fuck it where would I be going 
don't know how I'm still going 
when true colors showing 
you weren't here for me
got my head steady rolling 
playing games and I ain't knowing 
how I ain't know 
hurting my soul 
taking a toll 
swear I don't mean it 
girl you the reason 
if one thing i know 
you had left me feigning
you had left me dreaming
all the shit we done had 
was it for no reason
wasn't for the keeping 
left me in the deep end
you ain't have no reason
cuts on me I'm bleeding
I've been sorrier 
I'm so sorrier 
I done cried for worse 
you done left me hurt
no no don't go 
I don't wanna be alone
but at times I get distant 
don't want attention 
no one I'm missing 
soul just ascending
tell you don't get it 
tell you don't hear me
but I speak clearly
why do they fear me 
why am I teary 
why do they go go go.......

why you with him (mxsui)

w/ @rit_hk prod @benjithemachine @m2monroe

mix+master @m2monroe <3

i cant go on

i cant go on w/ rit (monroe + benjithemachine)

hate to see u cry p. nami & xos

bring it up p. epv & nami & xos

prod @neohnq

@arid
@k4rson

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3U578ZQWzil2mILcukUzdk?si=CEGVFxrZQ26lEgCseoBbgQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4hmcQnGQdtz23kZjqnIXUG
beat breakdown - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FCuyKoA_IQ
amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQjGdy0LEFs

arid -
yea i dont wanna stay when ur always awake
yea i knew back then u would throw me away
right back to where we started
only hold me close ur the one i wanted
put my head on ur shoulder
can u tell me its over
tell me right now before my feelings get colder
push it aside
theres no where to hide
dont feel safe yea im not alright

karson -
change on me
i know everybody is gonna change on me
these drugs they gon help to take the pain from me
im searching aimlessly
dont put the blame on me
we're not the same 
you see i'm doing better
move on i thought i'd never
drink til my fucking head hurts
these pills gon hit my stomach 
i dont care whatever
thats it im fucking done bitch
don't hit my phone not ever
you made my mental plummet
go back no i could never

arid + karson - it's over (neohn)

@zyy-19235267

prod @irisvi1

lyrics:

me:

she looks at meee
with the stare in her eyes
got me sidelined, bitch
i don't want to apologize
every imperfection is a little detail
girl you got me starstruck 
i will keep you safe here

hold onto my hand
and lets just got far
keep my heart close
no, don't break it apart
yeah ur the one for me
i don't wanna lose you
feeling all emotions
i just want to be with youu

@zyy-19235267:

now what we had was for nothing
thought we had something
I know your somewhere tonight say ur bluffing
i looked at the moon in the sky and its hurting tonight

u talking that shit on me
tell me what its gon be
im in the brand new whip
i keep them sticks and blicks on me
im in that shit im whippin that bitch you know its SRT
its like u just say ur inlove but u stay on the run
and u fell out of love
melodies keep on cryin
see ur tears they keep fallin
u wont listen to me
girl im down on one knee
and im drowin beneath
can u come rescue me?

when you say ur hurtin know ill run back
i promise i can make it work we're soul tied
just watch her fall out seein how i ballout
i check my phone now, but u aint call me now 😦
why u aint call me now?
so sick of fakelove with u
im done with u, knowin again
i watched you do it again, like we was way more then friends
i might pullup in a benz if u gon call me ur twin!

her eyes w/ zyylus (prod. irisv)

prod @y4ndere

lyrics:

me:

𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥, 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥
𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥
𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳
𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳

it's so cold no, i don't wanna go
you don't want me anymore
i don't wanna be alone
my hearts frozen
i don't wanna be here anymore
i've been stuck inside my head
i don't wanna let you go

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better
i thought that it would get better

𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘻𝘦𝘯
𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯
𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦
𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸
𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘪 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦, 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳

i don't understand, it was my heart that you shattered
yeah, you broke me down, you know i was severed
remember all the times that we would laugh together
i really thought that we would be forever

wasted tears on the floor
i don't want to cryyy
said you want to leave
miss the older times

𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘪𝘪𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘦

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

sweater (prod. yandere)

@staywithmenow (prod)
@xternalz2 (archive/throwaways)
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@kess0kuband