switched up w/dooozii (jonny)

@0arid
@mental
@1akura
@1kidsora
@yashio20k
@Angelino1k

Credits ^^^

Adrenaline - Arid + Mental + Akura + Kid sora (lino & Yashio)

w/ @v4nity

@anti-light
all i ever wanted was to feel your light shine
all i ever wanted was to see you in a smile
lonely as i live, i see freedom in your heart
i know it’s all your lies, your heart is cold as ice
there’s never guilt in your tears, nah nah
almost seem too broken to even cry
now i’ve seen your deceiver-eyes (the worst kind)
why can’t i see you when you’re still right here by my side?

@v4nity
ah, i just wanted you to be alright
but i know that there’s just nothin i can do
i look at you and girl you’re lookin so divine
but i been running outta time
so i need your help
i don’t want you to go
and i just want you know
that i’ve been lookin for you
and i keep searching for you
i just want you to know
that you’ve got something special
but i’ve been lookin for you 
i’ve been searching for you
girl you know that i’ve been on my own too long
and i’ve been lookin for someone like you
and i know you hear me calling
screaming how i want you
i don’t know what i’m supposed to do
but i hope that you miss me still
and i hate that you feel like that
i don’t know if you can tell
how i been doin
and i hope that you want me still
and i hope that you need me still
because i’ve been on my own for too long

@anti-light
all i ever wanted was to feel your light shine
all i ever wanted was to see you in a smile
lonely as i live i see freedom in your heart
i know it’s all your lies your heart is cold as ice
there’s never guilt in your tears nah nah
almost seem too broken to even cry
now i’ve seen your deceiver-eyes (the worst kind)
why can’t i see you when you’re still right here by my side?

Spotify

Divine w/ v4nity (prod. me)

w/ @angelsflight + @heyvilse
prod: @prodjayysoul + @fum1ko

@anti-light
wasting all my time in my racing mind, lonely
always smoke until i cry and stay awake all night, scrolling
at the moment i feel better when i’m letting life flow
‘cause if i try and break the cycle it gets stronger ninefold
i’ve been on my knees so many times, still a believer
i’ve been on my knees too many times, still a believer
head stuck in my feelings all the time, i’m the biggest griever
lately i’ve felt closer to my maker, i know i’m ready to meet her

@angelsflight
you don’t know what you wanna say
i can’t find the word if i tried
lately sky been looking real gray
i can’t see through all of those lies
yeah you fucked up, want a doctor
in the first place, it’s the worst way
when i found it, i was drowning
i don’t mind ‘cause i’m better without it

@anti-light
lose myself, can’t find back to hell
this path’s getting rough
watch my health getting worse
still working, can’t get enough

wasting all my time in my racing mind, lonely
always smoke until i cry and stay awake all night, scrolling
at the moment i feel better when i’m letting life flow
‘cause if i try and break the cycle it gets stronger ninefold
i’ve been on my knees so many times, still a believer
i’ve been on my knees too many times, still a believer
head stuck in my feelings all the time, i’m the biggest griever
lately i’ve felt closer to my maker, i know i’m ready to meet her

@heyvilse
yeah i got my own problems, i don't wanna talk
need to find a way out fast, i’m too sick of all these thoughts
yeah, losing my head and i want it to stop
i’m so sick of how i feel and i swear i’ve had enough
i don't have time for what i want
and you told another lie just so i could feel wrong
and i did another line so i could feel like i belong
need to cope with how i feel so i put it in a song
find it way too hard to deal with my emotions
lately i’ve been feeling like i’m drowning in the ocean
i know that it's bad but i feel better when i’m smoking
i can't talk to you 'bout how i feel cause i’ll be choking
are you stupid?
i don't like a single thing that you did
if i had a choice you'd be the last one that i’m choosing
you got in the way and put a stop to my improvement

Ninefold w/ angelsflight + vilse (jayysoul x fumiko)

jons - retrophobia 🌨️ (shishy)

With @akayaiog
Prod. @lewisgoing and @recyclexbin

(xternalz)
everybody's staring now
i cant get away
let me tear it down
let me have my say
i cant deal with this
i cant stay
everyone acts the same
yeah put the blame on me
no matter what i do its shame on me
yeah i cant make it right
yeah its aim on me
gotta run out of sight
nothing's left for me

for me, nothing's left for me
for me, nothing's left for me

(akayai)
everyone puts the blame on me
shes just ashamed of me
niggas just be lame i see
you take this as a game i see
my own gang disclaims me
i'd pull the trigger without ease
you'll remember my name you'll see
next your nose will bleed
i'd make you drown in your blood
i'm with xternalz you don't want none
i think i'ma take some time to myself :(
make sure to close the door behind me <3 

(xternalz)
yeah put the blame on me
no matter what i do its shame on me
yeah i cant make it right
yeah its aim on me
gotta run out of sight
nothing's left for me

everybody's staring now
i cant get away
let me tear it down
let me have my say
i cant deal with this
i cant stay
everyone acts the same
yeah put the blame on me
no matter what i do its shame on me
yeah i cant make it right
yeah its aim on me
gotta run out of sight
nothing's left for me

blame w/ akayai (recyclebin + lewisgoing)

mastered by me ^_^
we mixed our own vocals hehe
featuring ma friend @yuzue c;
produced by my homie @shatter3d & @1tcyxo
[hook]
she said she wants me gone by tomorrow
so many people left not many left will follow
took too many drugs oh well already swallowed
toxic bitch toxic shit made my heart hollow 
can’t close my eyes without drowning
too many days since i started frowning
when i pass away you'll get what you wanted
every other day my heart starts pounding
[yuzue]
i can finally see it
so don’t u lie to me
and all the problems 
i don’t need 
why don’t u see
from the start 
yeah 
i hate to fall in love
from the start 
yeah 
i hate to love
with you
so let me go 
cause I don’t need u anymore
u broke my heart 
when I’ve had it for so long
[hook]
she said she wants me gone by tomorrow
so many people left not many left will follow
took too many drugs oh well already swallowed
toxic bitch toxic shit made my heart hollow 
can’t close my eyes without drowning
too many days since i started frowning
when i pass away you'll get what you wanted
every other day my heart starts pounding

heart pounding

on spotify >.<

heart pounding + yuzue (shatter3d x tracyxo)

mastered + mixed by me
produced by @kuriyai443
[hook]
yeah i want you but i can not have you
it hurts me you believe that i would stab you in the back
theres another world with a future we could of had
theres blood on my carpet my skin has been slashed

i apologize that i got you in this mess
its ok girl everyone is full of regrets
theres a lot i wish that i could confess
but i can't which is why there is so much stress
[verse]
i don't think you understand it (oh)
i gave you my advice and you wouldn't take it (oh)
i been up all night you gave me some real damage (no)
this is a hard fight but i think you needa manage (oh)
to let go
you're one of the few i let my feelings show
i can't function from head to toe
you ignored someone that went down that road
but if u want u can go

but thats if u wanna yeah
not solving your problems ye x2

its like everytime atashi wa konnichiwa ^_^
like why the fuck you watashi o nikumu?
yeah i lost some feelings
but i'ma regain them
just stay around
so i don't refrain em
[hook]
yeah i want you but i can not have you
it hurts me you believe that i would stab you in the back
theres another world with a future we could of had
theres blood on my carpet my skin has been slashed

i apologize that i got you in this mess
its ok girl everyone is full of regrets
theres a lot i wish that i could confess
but i can't which is why there is so much stress

you went the other way

you went the other way (kuriyai)

drowning w/ veezuh [baz + neohn]

wow a hartfxlt drop that isnt plugg
enjoy <3 :)
prod @prod_dxvi

I can't hold on any longer...
thought u loved me never been so wrong
ever since then, been hurt for so long :/
thats why when I see u my heart stopss </3
lost in a loop I cant get out of
shattered glass on the ground when I walk around
said u stay by my side when its going down
acting like some1 else ur a stranger noww :(

love so sweet but now tastes sour
needed u in my darkest hour
hold u close ur my antidote 
ur away I feel far from home...
shattered glass reflects a past that 
I cant relive, its over
risk it all to have ur back 
as worse as it gets, its colder

(shattered glass reflects a past that 
I cant relive, its over
risk it all to have ur back 
as worse as it gets, its colder)

I can't hold on any longer...
thought u loved me never been so wrong
ever since then, been hurt for so long :/
thats why when I see u my heart stopss </3
lost in a loop I cant get out of
shattered glass on the ground when I walk around
said u stay by my side when its going down
acting like some1 else ur a stranger noww :(

stranger (dxvi)

party time (mastered)

discord: xternalzog
19
alt: @staywithmenow <--beats/instrumentals and stuff
@souls0ciety
@seraphimcollective
@kess0kuband

blame w/ akayai (recyclebin + lewisgoing)

xternalz

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