flowers all on my grave, i tried my best to arrange them 4 u

https://open.spotify.com/album/1jZxsbd4TiCn6KCC9NaXWY?si=Nz0fACM2QwyJa2h0Tqt9tg&utm_source=copy-link

beat made live at: https://www.twitch.tv/zstycrush lol

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it was never as easy as you said it was
now our hearts feel so vacant
everything is the same and everything's so wrong
i don't think i can take it
everyday is so hard and i don't think i can make it
tried my hardest to love, but i don't think i can fake it
flowers all on my grave
i tried my best to arrange it
i know that you were trying to make me smile

and i know that you were there
i know, i was watching you
tried my hardest just to reach you
i am never okay living here w/o u
but there's nothing left for me to do
and i know that it was wrong
why did it take me this long
i should have answered the phone
and now you leave me alone
and when i think it's okay
i remember what u said
and i cannot get you out of my head

</3

i can never find the right words
it's everyday i feel the pain but i'm still trying
and i'd be lying if i said i wasn't crying
i thought i knew you but i guess that i was lying
and in the silence
as sparkles close my eyelids 
i trick myself to thinking i can really find it
but i can't find it, the wall's frozen in silence
but i think i'm doing better now that i am shining**

it was never as easy as you said it was
now our hearts feel so vacant
everything is the same and everything's so wrong
i don't think i can take it
everyday is so hard and i don't think i can make it
tried my hardest to love, but i don't think i can fake it
flowers all on my grave
i tried my best to arrange it
i know that you were trying to make me smile

and i know that you were there
i know, i was watching you
tried my hardest just to reach you
i am never okay living here w/o u
but there's nothing left for me to do
is there nothing new, left for me to do?
living without you
there is nothing new
left for me to do

smile

@owtiss
prod @icetrouble

like u
i dont wanna be like u
and i hate everything u do
all my calls u always refuse
like you
now i dont talk to anyone
fuck love i dont want anyone
fuck love i dont want you no more
lucks up but i never won

now i feel like im dead
like a zombie on the floor
lay all day in my bed
i dont wanna get up 
the story never ends
imma be alone again
i dont wanna give up
its not over yet
you wanna break up
i just want this to mend
i wanna make love
not a one night stand
n i fend off
all the bad omens

like u (icetrouble)

thank yall for 100, as a gift, I will be giving you a single for my ep that I am working on :D
have a wonderful day <3


And I'm runnin out of time now
k-keep it all insidee
can't show how I feel
see u burnin in the distance I can't hold still
I can't let em win
but I know it's overkill
n the way u look at each other terrifies me </3
but I cant say a thing without you just despising me
I kno u kno how I feel 
it won't change a damn thing 
n now the stars r aligned
for u to be without me :(

(chorus!!)
look at the sky n I wonder why
after all dis time ur just plaguing my mind
n I can't seem to get it off my chest
I tried my best 
but it's still not good enough 
look at the sky n I wonder why
after all dis time ur just plaguing my mind
n I can't seem to get it off my chest
I tried my best 
but it's still not good enough

your eyes glisten with hatee
I cant stand my fucking self so you're looking away
it's my bad
n every waking moment of day
my <33 breaks down
pls tell me it'll last
til I met u baby I was hangin by a thread
then u came into my life when I had no one left
no that I can't find no1 else as good as you
I need you to stay I need you to stayy (kid laroi reference lmao)

(chorus again lolol)

the way you look at him terrifies me (lino x diligence)

tysm for listening :D
@makemeapromise @pw4prez

\\ lyrics //
I just woke up I don’t want to do this not again
I think I’ll choke up don’t know when this will end
Just leave me alone
Cause I know how this ends
I just want to go
I know that you’re not my friend

I don’t like it when you’re near me
You were never kind
This is all getting clear to me
Every time I’m near you make me weary
Yeah you never treated me sincerely

I don’t want to lose myself
My mind is numb and I can’t feel a thing
Don’t ask me to come
You know I’m not dumb
I won’t succumb
I won’t let you see me

I just want to throw it all away
Throw it all away
I won’t fall today
When you look my way
When you look my way

You never look at me kindly
I don’t want to see you beside me
And if you see me don’t mind me
I know that you never really liked me

pls don't come near me

pls don't come near me (surgeon + sochi)

@angelicxmei 
@glitter_throat

prod me and @1-shrine

original: https://open.spotify.com/track/7oUyxTtze6pRJBaM5jwf8J?si=193eef9449df42a3

trust w/ angelicxmei & glitterthroat (prod. me + shrine)

2024-5-27
"I'll keep on pushing forward until I find the answer."

https://open.spotify.com/album/2yd9CL8xj25CCtJRkClo8j?si=ihZaJ2KFRamUles_ZFilZw

tysm to @loveismisery for the crazy beat!

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losing my patience
take a step back, heart racing
hold me in your arms, i can't face it
oh oh
running out of time, i can make it
pushing it aside, then we'll take it back

how'd i get this far out of track
hold me close, don't hold me back
and i don't really like that
but i can't change my heart again

i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

(i do it all again)
(turn our hearts to make amends)
(i'm so scared to let this end)
(so i'll do it all again)

so i'll do it all again
(so i do it all again)
i don't wanna fall again
(hold me in your arms, please don't let me go)

hold me down, it's swarming in my head
argue all you want, curse the words i never said, "i love you"
hold on to the tears i couldn't shed
tell them that i'm fine, but it's all up in my head

(lost touch, turned my heart into stone)
(hold me close, don't let me go)
(lately i've felt so alone)
(watching time fly, eyes closed, i've been on my own)

but i can't change my heart again
i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

curse the words i never said
paint a picture on my head
still, i don't want to fight back
oh, so we'll do it all again

again, again, again, again

patience (kyoa)

@prodkirian @kyoakyo ^_^
amv! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSfzd9EE4ng&pp=ygUGYml0ZWtp

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

(i miss u more than youll ever know but this loves a tragedy)
(js know ill be here when ur feeling down even though its not meant 2 be)
(oooh ohhhh ohhhh x2)

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

tragedy (kirian, kyoa)

soundcloud.com/remiliaxd x soundcloud.com/clay0127 x soundcloud.com/xternalz
soundcloud.com/wintress13

soul

swing onnat block when i get dat mag
g 5 give dat boy lead 
3 or 5 get dat boy dead
sippin on fat like @dave-blunts
still been sippin on meds
i put dat tab on my tongue
i done been sippin on reds

im boutta walk in wit number (n)ine jeans
bad lil bit keep on makin a scene
i feel fine when i pop dat bean
ride wit dat fob dont keep no key
put all ur problems on me
im tryn see smth
not even gon stop on me, ik
u been da 1 for da street
makin a sacrifice
im not ur white knight
i said i dont wanna fight tn
i cuda died tn
i think i dont wanna try tn
perky n adderoll
bro boutta skip onnat tylenol
im tryna fight a withdrawal

u cudnt make dat better
walk in dat spot i got blood on my sweater
love wit dat bread im in love wit dat batter
glock switch wit da splatter
pop him in da alley way
blow in her nose, yay
i put dat dick in her throat, slaughter
these bitties covered in soap

i needa get her off
im feelin better off
better off da drugs
im so high up on dem pills
also, perc up in dat seal
im still tryna get kills bitch
im tryna see if u real bitch
im tryna see if u-

-run up my swag, smokin on runtz
run up my bag now idgaf
shakin her ass in my face, gimme butt
turn dat bit round, boutta hit from da front
im fallin outta, wtv this love
were fallin outta, wtv, thts tough
were fallin outta wtv tf u call it
im j in love wit my blunts

im boutta walk in wit number (n)ine jeans
bad lil bit keep on makin a scene
i feel fine when i pop dat bean
ride wit dat fob dont keep no key
put all ur problems on me
im tryn see smth
not even gon stop on me, ik
u been da 1 for da streets
makin a sacrifice
im not ur white knight
i said i dont wanna fight tn
i cuda died tn
i think i dont wanna try tn
perky n adderoll
bro boutta skip onnat tylenol
im tryna fight a withdrawal

white knight (xtasane)

PRAY FOR SPEAKERZ

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@staywithmenow prod
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@1aprilshowers #4s
@kess0kuband

pls don't come near me (surgeon + sochi)

xternalz

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