nal Competent in being watchful >>> insclife

i showed this to my miner friends and they said this is "lit" as a torch!!!!!

https://open.spotify.com/album/1HJHg5YjlKnZkOhbKFbTWW?si=yG11cIqVTUi2IbrUaKP4YQ
If You Think This Song Is About You, It Probably Is
@ripwarheart @aidennxo @ogpichu

lyrics;
cut me open
yu say tht im holdin
u say that im holding onn too tight
you say-
girl u got me tossing and turning
u say im nt worth it >_<
u js wanna hurt me
im js tryn be perfecct noww :(
u think im a reject
u think that im leaving
private lobby, priv terminal (shoutout mark)
im leavingg
cut me open
u say tha t im holdin
u sya that im holding on too tight
do uremember the moment?
ur eyes were so golden :*)
couldnt say how i feel
so i decided 2hideee
decided to disappearr
ilook inside the mirror
i look inside myslf
know its been this way 4 years :-/
u make my hrt stop
u mak my body roll
u say im the bad guy
Well baby i already Knooow

u say that im wrong
never said i was right
(right rightt...)
i dont wanna fight :(
holdiong u tight
baby i need u by my sideee

cut me open
u say tha t im holdin
u sya that im holding on too tight
do uremember the moment?
ur eyes were so golden :*)
couldnt say how i feel
so i decided 2hideee
x2

moment (warheart & aidenn.xo & pichu) *check description*

https://soundcloud.com/erdo
https://soundcloud.com/terastic

no matter what i do there's someone better than me
wither me down to my bones you can throw me to sea
she just lives up in my dreams i wish you'd talk 2 me
i just dropped a couple meds inside a boba tea

we intertwined so briefly 
now im on my own wishing that you kept me
i hate myself there's no one to accept me 
seeing you with other people hate how it effects me

i shouldn't care i wish i didn't
wanna keep my head low wanna keep myself hidden
and all of these thoughts they feel like a prison 
i only get them out over these rhythms

move a box like a piston
do this for myself don't care if they listen
its been awhile hate the distance
got some downers in my system

got what i wished for no one wants 2 talk 2 me
coping with materialism go on shopping sprees
hate what going thru and how my lifes been going
i've been rlly going thru it hope that its not showing

no matter what i do there's someone better than me
wither me down to my bones you can throw me to sea
she just lives up in my dreams i wish you'd talk 2 me
i just dropped a couple meds inside a boba tea

we intertwined so briefly 
now im on my own wishing that you kept me
i hate myself there's no one to accept me 
seeing you with other people hate how it effects me

better than me (erdo + tera) *djswagnasty33*

sacred heart

changed (han2k15)

first song i hope you like it <3
@k4rson
@akayaiog
@luvpika

lyrics:
karson

tell me thst u love me to my face thats a lie
i dont wanna do this for somebody that wont try
i said this last time, but its the last time say goodbye
living fast life, i dont have time for ur lies
i been livin fast 
take drugs til i crash 
she dont want me she jus want me for my bag
she dont want me she jus want all that i have 
she bad but imma leave her sad

akayai

i got a headache i don't know if i can take it
the time i spent with you just has been wasted
as we get older we wonder if we'll make it out
trying to escape this maze but i can't see my where abouts
as the rising stars shine
i wanna make her mine
make it worth my time
will you be my ride or die
wipe your tears when you cry
open your wings make you fly
i'll keep you in my arms baby you won't die

bridge (pika)
i dont wanna call back i dont really know
i dont wanna stay back i dont gotta show
if i got no options think i'd let you know
i dont wanna stay home never going back

pika

i guess im dead inside my head dont fucking work
and when i talk bout killing people boy ill get you murked
this shit is not a game and if i move my visions blurred
i come fast like emergency but i wont be the first
yea im making fun of myself
cuz im coming back and i dont give a fuck
you thought i was done but i dont ever stop
akayai bitch i dont care what he drop
jk bitch i dont wanna be dumb
how im going up and i dont understand
im talking my shit and i always get banned
i dont wanna talk about what you ment
i dont care bout all the shit that you said

last time - karson, akayai, pika (melik, tores, decago)

@terastic
@hiseph
@loveismisery

@terastic
bitch im wit my #bros
we in that tahoe
yo bitch is mid asf she cant compare to ma hoe
u talkin down on us get smoked just like a marlboro
bitch im with seph poppin tags at the mall bro
i dont talk bout shit that i dont know
i been know she a fan yea she wan take a #photo
me n my bros we goin up yea u kno we on go mode
bitch we posted up at saks takin flicks like a go pro
i walk outside i got bose on my headphones
bitch im posted up in paris gotta whole lotta french hoes
bitch im sippin dirty sprite i mix that shit wit the mentos
yo bitch said she wanna fuck, i ask her where yo man tho?

@hiseph
yo bitch wanna be friends
found my soundcloud and she fanned out
can't be making amends
you want problems?
you get ran down
import on my jeans 
im wearing shit from different lands now
say you love that bitch 
she suck my dick on onlyfans now
she tryna get ran up
i think that she ran down 
saw her on your banner
how she in my bed now?
chrome all on my body
make these bitches stop and stare now
i can't love no hoe
i swear this shit just isn't fair now

tera, seph - #photo (kyoa)

with my friend @akasukii and prod my bro @struck0 
thanks for listening :)
//
lyrics:

(me)
im losing my mind
(and i cant make it back)
cause you left me behind
(i just cant catch up now)
now everything is going wrong
(and i cant fix it)
and i cant live like this for long
(yeah i just cant now)

tell me whats the point all this time its been wasted
its been wasted and i cant face it
sorry to disappoint didnt want to be hated
but i still was, yeah i still was

make me wake up
i must be dreaming
this doesnt make sense
cant find the meaning
you broke my defense
theres no redeeming
all these regrets
all these feelings

(aly)
all these feelings
i dont get it 
tired of dealing 
i'm done with it

i am tired of sleeping at night 
insomniac fighting alive
scared of the dark 
its tearing me apart 
i cant deal with it 
eyes heavy 
i'm tired
of dealing
can't sleep 
i'm going crazy
all these feelings
i dont get it 
i'm tired of dealing

(me)
im losing my mind
(and i cant make it back)
cause you left me behind
(i just cant catch up now)
now everything is going wrong
(and i cant fix it)
and i cant live like this for long
(yeah i just cant now)

tell me whats the point all this time its been wasted
its been wasted and i cant face it
sorry to disappoint didnt want to be hated
but i still was, yeah i still was

make me wake up
i must be dreaming
this doesnt make sense
cant find the meaning
you broke my defense
theres no redeeming
all these regrets
all these feelings

wasted

wasted + akasuki (struck)

@kurse11
@breakupbreakdown

Lyrics : 
money down
its gon get up 
but do we do it better?
red dot look like henna
bullets gon take that boys head off- o- uhh

i knew it but i aint say shit 
if the plug a doc, im the patient 
since i took my words n i ate them
like i knew it but i aint say shit
ha
i dunno y ur hating 
is it too hard 2 move on when u couldnt find a replacement 

im a downer
i ikeep it pinned on my browser
stand on my money i tower 
still nothing for an hour
imma downer
n theres hella things i cant tell u
if i say it out loud then it sound worse 
but everything u said i doubted 
i dont trust u
they said she gon play u
n u take that shit 4 granted 
everything i never gave u 

n i still love the old u
but i cant love u now
n u can take the air from me, its ok ill drown
u been telling lies on me
whats that all abt?
keep on saying its my best interest 
thats sum shit i down

and u like 2 run ur mouth
well i can run it 2 
kiss n telling shit abt me 
but we dont talk bout u
i was tripping over hoes
i almost said that i do
i hope ill find someone better, thats anyone but u 



forget about it
ik that ur scared about it
no reason 2 be afraid
i try but i cant refrain
try to fix 2
cuz imy
wats the issue
n i wish that
was the last time
that i kissed u
bag that
give a fuck about
wats the price tag
my way
know i love it when u do it like that
i fell in love w tha fraud
i jus bin stackin my dough to the wall 
i start the car but i stall
everytime i come around her im a downer

Downer w/kurse11  (Breakupbreakdown)

20/12/23
song with my twinnie @remiliaxd
shoutout @resolve1k tha goat fr 
hope yall enjoy imma try grind songs dis year :D

lyrics: 

@fabs4k
like i dont know what to say
all these lil thoughts yea they rack up in my brain
wanna break away but im stuck up to the chain
havin deja vu yea, im goin insane

tell myself i dont but i need u
think you'll be around but i dont ever see u
reach out for the ladder which will help me climb
i dont feel good but i gotta pass the time

like i feel i can resolve it
crumbling down, i feel like im dissolving
in my head space, i feel like im floating
waiting on ur return, im still hoping

like i feel i can resolve it
crumbling down, i feel like im dissolving
in my head space, i feel like im floating
waiting on ur return, im still hoping

@remiliaxd
i'm still hoping
waiting on your return
sitting here, arms wide open
ohohohoh
i don't wanna notice
notice you're gone
now my heart feels so frozen
ohohohoh

it's fine now, all flames will die out
i'm sorry for all that i said
but can you hear me cry out?
screamed so loud, but you're not here now
here your voice all in my head
wanna cry now

but i feel i can resolve it
crumbling down i feel like im dissolving
in my head space i feel like i'm floating
waiting on your return, i'm still hoping

like i feel i can resolve it
crumbling, now my feelings are dissolving
yeah it hurt, cause my feelings, they were all in
catch myself, gotta stop myself from falling down

@fabs4k
like i feel i can resolve it
crumbling down, i feel like im dissolving
in my head space, i feel like im floating
waiting on ur return, im still hoping

like i feel i can resolve it
crumbling down, i feel like im dissolving
in my head space, i feel like im floating
waiting on ur return, im still hoping

resolve +remilia (inno)

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals
featuring da bro @terastic <3
produced by @y4ndere + @h1yori
[chorus]
as the leaves fall i look into your eyes
when you cry i die from the inside
you lie just to make me feel like i matter
when you break my heart it will shatter
its like i'm in a fantasy dream
i question if she really wants me
love pumping in my bloodstream
my heart beats too out loud it screams
[verse]
i wish i could go back home
sitting here in the dark alone
i wish our stars would align
but something doesn't seem right
you and i
i and you
can't be mixed
just like blue
it can't work
cause our love isn't true
[tera]
tears falling again n again
is it even worth it?
know ur not stayin till it ends
keep on hittin my phone i dont wna make amends
i cant focus on u cz im gettin to this bread
jus hit the bank ima cash out
im poppin way too many pills i might js blackout
i keep on tryna make it work im not gon back down
i try my best bby i try not to act out
i cant let u in my heart
i cant give u my trust
dont wanna talk to u cuz u doin too much
it was all pretend it was nvr true love
gave u everything i had i regret it so much
[chorus]
as the leaves fall i look into your eyes
when you cry i die from the inside
you lie just to make me feel like i matter
when you break my heart it will shatter
its like i'm in a fantasy dream
i question if she really wants me
love pumping in my bloodstream
my heart beats too out loud it screams

tears fall

on spotify >.<

tears fall + tera (yandere x hiyori)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6dT0a5McywD5bNFpJDaS0I?si=8ed7201a58324df5

@h3artch3rades prod me

lyrics:

[victxrw]

oh my god how have we got here?
i cnt sleep sound, when ur not near
so hold me tight like how u hold her
or every night feels a little colder...

cuz u can be my remedy with everything u say
nd maybe u can make me feel tht everythings okay
i did everything i could 2 make everything stay in place
then i think abt ur face nd then my stomach starts to ache
yea my stomach starts to turn and flip
yea my life is like a sinking ship
we align just like a full ecplise
nd ur words break my bones just like with stones and sticks

[h3artch3rades]

that's the perfect exit
trying not to exist
you still feel my presence
feel it with no pretense
you still want my essence
love for you is different
your love's not equivalent
so we should keep our distance

i cant stand the dissonance
inner thoughts keep listening
you're far away from innocent
that's not a good precedent
so i can feel it pressing in
cuff my hands and take me in
feel it like my loose lips
the same ones that can sink ships

[victxrw]

oh my god how have we got here?
i cnt sleep sound, when ur not near
so hold me tight like how u hold her
or every night feels a little colder...

cuz u can be my remedy with everything u say
nd maybe u can make me feel tht everythings okay
i did everything i could 2 make everything stay in place
then i think abt ur face nd then my stomach starts to ache
yea my stomach starts to turn and flip
yea my life is like a sinking ship
we align just like a full ecplise
nd ur words break my bones just like with stones and sticks

Stomach Ache ft h3artch3rades

discord: xternalzog
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alt: @staywithmenow <--beats/instrumentals and stuff
@souls0ciety
@seraphimcollective
@kess0kuband

wasted + akasuki (struck)

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