Hey XXXXX, listen
last night, i needed you most
called me, family- then
told me i’m desperate again

i know i got no friends
i got no friend
i think it’s so dumb that i think of you first
when you got your own friends
that you’d rather see but i’m dyin out here
so look over here

I STARE AT THE SUN
HALF OF MY DAY
I LOVE HOW IT FEELS LIKE A TIME-OUT
AT NIGHT I ALWAYS RUN
HELP ME SLOW DOWN
SO I DON’T NEED TO TAKE THE CHEAP WAY OUT

hated, but i know i'm loved
so full of people but i feel so alone

i’m not here trying to beg for your pity
but if im gon be honest that's how it started
i've come to a point i can't back what i wanted
so if i mess up promise you won't be blaming

I STARE AT THE SUN
HALF OF MY DAY
I LOVE HOW IT FEELS LIKE A TIME-OUT
AT NIGHT I ALWAYS RUN
HELP ME SLOW DOWN
SO I DON’T NEED TO TAKE THE CHEAP WAY OUT

i’m over crying
i’m over running
for love i wanted
for love i wanted

i stare at the sun
half of my day
i love how it feels like a time-out
at night i always run
help me slow down
so i don’t need to take the cheap way out

CHEAP WAY OUT

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My life is a mess and so am I. I can't help it if I cry, it just flows out. Do you think I want to cry? No, I never want to cry. But when you come around, I know that everything will be fine because you are you and you are great. Don't let anyone make you forget it. 😭
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Nobody knows my best friend, because she's anonymous. But just know, I have a huge crush on her, and she's my friend till the end, even though we're all virtual, I know she's just the PERFECT one for me. Sunny days, rainy days, sad days, happy days. No matter the day, you'll always love me for me and understand the soft, but poking pain I have to go through just to live a 12 hour day. But, that's okay, because you're here, and I understand, too.
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I love you, Alisha! You may only like me as a friend because I'm a year younger than you, but y'know...❤‍🩹
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Groups I Stan: 

Ultimate: NCT and ENHYPEN.
Regular (pun not intended): CIX, Got7, Seventeen, TXT, etc.
Never (there's no particular reason I don't listen to them much, it's just, I never think about it): BTS, Blackpink, Aespa, Twice, etc...?
--I PERSONALLY ONLY LISTEN TO BOY GROUPS, SO I CAN'T THINK OF TOO MANY GIRL GROUPS I ULT OTHER THAN PURPLE KISS, BUT I CAN'T EVEN NAME THEM, SO SORRY!!--

I am a composer based in Dresden, Germany.
I will deliver to you healing melodies inspired by the magnificent nature. Thank you for listening.

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CHEAP WAY OUT

suggi