Went for a music making thing, never worked out, worked all the time, single father, many helped, never understood why I was such a spastic till recently and I do not agree with it, such is life. Boohoo. Poor human little Lee-Rayne, anyone got a small violin? 

Born in SA to endure so many beatings etc, yuck stuff, beautiful country, got yanked out by my mother -bless her soul, and I love you- ended up in New Zealand “1999”. Very beautiful place, did not have PR and could not work there till at age 22 did under the table work, got hit for that. This was my first hospitality job and loved so many things. Got hit for that too. Again small violin.

Married 2 wonderful woman that had to put up with a child, met another one that just is the strongest woman alive but can not make it out, I tried my hardest, I do cry about this so what, it hurts to not be with one you love. Big violin if possible…

Agony is evolutions way of saying told you so.

Had my beautiful daughter from the second marriage, she  is my world.

Ended up hitting the shores of this lovely country Australia and yeah, this is the place to be, sadly it may not end up my place and well I hope to be accepted. Got canceled before I got anywhere by many intrusive underground teens woot! Again microscopic violin.

Made music and wanted to all my life, wrote many lyrics and then went into a music hibernation thing that left me feeling 10 years behind, realised my lyrics and tracks were way too opinionated, gave up, and well life did a number on me like so many. Furk how about a quantum violin? Infinitesimal even.

Again. 

Too many getting it perfect out there anyways :)

John or Lee or whatever you want to call me is a good additive.

For the human me, here is your little spiel.

People forget I worked all my life in hospitality, and many times worked a few jobs at the same time, the office ate me up and spat me out, my fault, I did do my best, wanted to study physics and follow in the foot steps of my grandfather, whom was my mother’s only supporter, but above this all, I just wanted to help people but could not as I did not help myself first but you know or you don’t, one day I just did it - went to help - as kids were not safe. 

Not gay, nothing against sexual preference, um and Trump is the dick head of all dick heads.

God/Gods bless all. Let people believe, and family first, be kind to one another and I don’t know whom all this is for but, that’s it.

Love for eternity even if you have to, want to, or have no choice but to leave. When death is the only way out it seems, I would rather live to the natural sounds of nature, love the beach. Loosing my daughter. My fault, Sara gets everything. She put up with a Durp, dink, self righteous turd that spat me me me till said Durp dink catastrophic sorry excuse for a deep thinking shite for brains found it better to just release the shite and fuck off…

I will always sacrifice myself no matter anyone’s perception, for the only one that believed in this git. 

No pity, no forgiveness, no respect for this dick for brains please. Lee-Rayne, go jump. You furked up, and finally,

Tremmeilia you are my one and only, I love you my angel.

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