All My Thoughts feat. Valious

Producers: Valious, Sneezii & Tommy J

Lyrics

Hook (Valious)
I don't wanna be the bad guy
Only cuz I like to keep my head high
Really think l'm playing you on purpose 
Well that is not the case
Gotta put emotions on stand by 
But everything about to change yeah 
Do you really think I can explain that?
I know that it will
I cannot listen to the past
You got no skills
So i will leave you in the trash

Verse (Xavier Cartier)
Promise I ain’t heartless I jus move smarter
How a Cold world turn a lover to a martyr
Heart was on my sleeve till the world got darker 
Now i roam the city late night like peter parker 
Used to give love, now I give distance
I don’t chase love, now i resist it
Drugs won't ever judge on my bad decisions  
World was my oyster, now it be my prison 
Star chaser, heartbreaker, I’m a demon slayer
Stargazer, Darth Vader, I’m a hell-raiser

Hook (Valious)
I don't wanna be the bad guy
Only cuz I like to keep my head high
Really think l'm playing you on purpose well that is not the case
Gotta put emotions on stand by But everything about to change yeah Do you really think I can explain that?
I know that it will
I cannot listen to the past
You got no skills
So i will leave you in the trash

Verse (Xavier Cartier)
Told myself, I’d never go back
Back to the old me, but you don’t know me 
But pain hit deep, had to switch like Kobe
Sorry chloe, it been snowing
I was loyal to a demon, now I watch closely 
The Devil on my shoulder, I got pressure on me 
These voices in my head, yeah, they echo slowly
Sayin’ “trust no nobody” typa shit you don't see 
don't see...
typa shit you don't see...
lonely...
mm yeaaaa

Hook (Valious)
I don't wanna be the bad guy
Only cuz I like to keep my head high
Really think l'm playing you on purpose well that is not the case
Gotta put emotions on stand by But everything about to change yeah Do you really think I can explain that?
I know that it will
I cannot listen to the past
You got no skills
So i will leave you in the trash

Bad Guy feat. Valious

Caught between memories and numbness

Vibe: Sad / Dreamy / Melodic
Producers: Valious & Daks9k

Lyrics 

Intro 
Put me inna trance, again 
Cause I don't wanna feel nothin 
I don't feel nothin, again 
so put me in a trance again

Hook
Put me inna trance, again 
Cause I don't wanna feel nothin 
I don't feel nothin, again 
x2

Verse 1
I’ve been off the edge, starin’ at the void
Tryna find peace in things I should avoid
Angel on my left, devil in the Benz
Told me take the pill, feel it in my chest
Love don’t last
I barely care, I’m runnin’ fast
That’s a fact
How many times you think I crashed?
Too many times to count, I went and picked up an ounce
And blew smoke rings ’til I seen your face in the cloud
I’m ‘boutta be OTG, ‘cause I’m ‘boutta be outta town
Tired of feelin’ empty, I don’t even want the crown
Lately I’ve been lowkey, lost inside the sound
Every voice around me, echo when I’m not around

Hook
Put me inna trance, again 
Cause I don't wanna feel nothin 
I don't feel nothin, again 
x2

Outro
Put me inna trance, again 
Cause I don't wanna feel nothin 
I don't feel nothin, again 
x2

Trance

Bad Guy feat. Valious [slowed]

when one’s grief gets mistaken for trauma
when one is always taken for granted
when one is misunderstood, judged, and rejected,
is it better for one to stay quiet and suffer in silence?
is it better to say nothing, so the confusion does not increase?
they say it is better to speak up
i say to hell with that. people will always be people.
but silence, it will never judge
it will never bend, break, or fold.
it is always present.
so befriend it.
for if you survive it…
you will have a friend for life.

—
✍🏾 Written by: Xavier Cartier 
🎙️ Performed by: Xavier Cartier
🎛️ Produced by: J Toni

Lyrics 

Intro
Find me, Xavier….


Hook
I jus, needa, roll
I jus, needa, go
Lately, you been on my mind
Lately, and it’s starting to show 


Verse 
woke up
I can feel the pain, oh my heart heavy again 
I can’t tell nobody, cause they wont let me vent
I scroll past the pain, in my head I am a mess, 
So I double-tap these trends
I type out these paragraphs, but I never hit send 
I try playin’ it cool, but i’m bad at pretend
You still on my mind, every, now and then
Imma tryna stay strong, but, imma bend

Truth is, i just need a real friend
We talkin’ in code, like we both be CIA
But lately when you call, I been letting it ring 
Been talkin’ to the bartender while he pourin’ me drinks

All this pain been too real
So f*ck how you feel
I ain’t answerin’ your calls
So you dunno the deal
I been off balance like I popped two pills

Told my reflection “don’t trust no face”
Masked up pain, got no safe space
I been crashin’ out, bad habits on replay
Tryna keep cool, but i burn like D-Wade
Yeah
I been numb from the pain
All my demons chase me
Mind racin fast, I can't let it break me
Ion trust nobody, keep my gun off safety


Hook
I jus, needa, roll
I jus, needa, go
Lately, you been on my mind
Lately, and it’s starting to show 


verse 2 
Please tell me nothin, I been through enough
The way you talk be smooth, but the vibe feelin rough
Hate that fake love feel real when we touch
But the silence hurt more than a, thousand cuts
uh...
i get nervous 
Love callin my name
All these memories hit, an I feel some type of way 
I think that it's a game 
These girls all be the same, they be playin wit my brain 

Yeah 
I got rounds 
An I smoke pounds 
An I do wheelie's 
I kickback wit my dogs so I can erase all these feelings 
I know that good i probably should be healin 
But I jus popped a perk, so I don't even need to feel shit 

Daily
I get maybe’s
Lost in the smoke, who can save me
Drove through hell just to be alone
An left my heart on the road

Lately

✍🏾 Written by: Xavier Cartier 
🎙️ Performed by: Xavier Cartier
🎛️ Produced by: IM FURIOUS x Timpani Beatz


Lyrics 

[Intro]

Find me, Xavier

I jus need your love when the world gets ugly
…..mmmmmmm….
I jus need your love when the world gets ugly


[Verse 1]

high stakes
i got a gift, but it goin’ to waste
tryna provide, while i dodge jakes
bro got locked when he caught a case (“free him”)

I been movin’ different now, no breaks
pain in my eyes, but it ain’t no flake
if i fall off tell me would you wait? (“would you wait?”)
Tell me would you wait 

days turn cold, nights feel long 
been in the trap tryna right my wrongs
ran outta luck, had to write these songs
tryna find peace when the light feels gone (light feels gone)

…mmm… 
…yeah…
You the only one who kept me goin
Without you then i’d be lost (“fr”)

[Pre Hook]

Lookin for you baby
Cry for me baby
Ride for me baby
Don’t lie to me baby


[Hook]

Love me
Don’t judge me
Hug me
Don’t run from me 
Trust me 
Don’t hush me
I jus need your love when the world gets ugly

I jus need your love when the world gets ugly
…..mmmmmmm….
I jus need your love when the world gets ugly


[Verse 2]

you the only one who twist it right
i know i’m gucci when you kiss this pipe (mwah…)
S.T.G, I be rockin’ wit you, you be rockin’ wit me
keep our business tight
you ain’t on the net tellin’ our business like

lil slick talk, lil side eye, you a lil petty
sleep in my shirt, tell me when you ready
you be lookin’ sexy (yeah)

you know the vibe when i be tappin your leg
ain’t no word, jus be grabbin the bag
hit the I-5, sped off inna jag
if you up the pole, you gon empty the mag? (whatcha think?)

Dyin today?
Let me know, bae, we can slide today
I’m wide awake
Jus say the word babe, we can fly today
We ride wit faith


[Pre Hook]

Lookin for you baby
Cry for me baby
Ride for me baby
Don’t lie to me baby


[Hook]

Love me
Don’t judge me
Hug me
Don’t run from me 
Trust me 
Don’t hush me
I jus need your love when the world gets ugly

I jus need your love when the world gets ugly
…..mmmmmmm….
I jus need your love when the world gets ugly

Ride Wit Faith

2025 (Help Me Remix)

Xavier Cartier - Top Dollar

—
✍🏾 Written by: Xavier Cartier
🎙️ Performed by: Xavier Cartier
🎛️ Produced by: Waytoolost

Lyrics 

Intro
Find me, Xavier...
It looks like you lost another one...
 
Hook
pain is a currency  
i keep spending loosely  
she been on my brain only reason that i lose sleep  
pain is a currency  
i keep spending loosely  
how could i know that she never would choose me  
i'm always myself i can never be afraid  
my diamonds still shine though my heart is in a grave  
smile on my face only thing about me fake  
cause money can’t cover the scars that stay  

Verse 1
livin in the grey  
my memory on replay  
been runnin in circles  
can’t get outta my brain  
smoke in my lungs  
i light up just to stay sane  
my 30 off safety  
boutta shoot it wit no aim  
married to abella  
i done fell in love wit danger  
i can’t trust a soul  
all my friends turned to strangers  
frostbite on my wrists  
both my hands been holdin glaciers  
niggas try to clown me  
but i'm still their bitches favourite  

Pre Hook
overplayed  
i overstayed  
love was never cheap  
guess i overpaid  
now i’m stuck wishin  
that i could get what i be givin  

Hook
pain is a currency  
i keep spending loosely  
she been on my brain only reason that i lose sleep  
pain is a currency  
i keep spending loosely  
how could i know that she never would choose me  
i'm always myself i can never be afraid  
my diamonds still shine though my heart is in a grave  
smile on my face only thing about me fake  
cause money can’t cover the scars that stay  

Verse 2
countin up the pain  
every scar another payment  
voices in my head  
they soundin like a playlist  
love turned fake  
i can’t tell who really made it  
life feels staged  
i been stuck inside the matrix  
pop another smoke  
let it fade with the stress  
ice all on my neck  
but it’s cold in my chest  
she say i’m the one  
but she just like the rest  
put my heart on the line  
then it turned into a mess  

Pre Hook
overplayed  
i overstayed  
love was never cheap  
guess i overpaid  
now i’m stuck wishin  
that i could get what i be givin

Top Dollar

“I create then disappear. I lost everything, but I’m still here.”

I’m not here to make waves, I’m just trying to keep the light on.

This music is for the ones drifting… the ones caught between the shore and the storm.
I know how wild these waters get, sharks circling, tides pulling, strange creatures below.

I built this lighthouse not to be seen by everyone, but to be found by those still swimming.

Welcome back to Earth. You’re not alone.

——

Genre: Smogwave
Post-apocalyptic soul.
Built from grief, survival, and spiritual fire.
This is what the end sounds like when you’re still here.

Top Dollar

Xavier Cartier

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