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DIE IN A SURGE!

DIE IN A SURGE! prod.$URGE

lyrics //

didnt bother writing
i swore its all behind me
i saw it all play out
i saw the silver lining

guess we both figured out 
the reason weve been hiding
sick of all the run around
im sick of how you want him

you can try, break it off 
turn around take the fall
it was just the two of us
left the town where we grew up

holding onto grudges
im holding on nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into ur blood

(pump me right into your blood
im my mamas only son 
im my mamas only son)


i can be the one you want
i cant heal a broken heart
found me in a local bar’s street
find it funny when they run
find a feeling in a cup
fighting ppl that i love

my fist been clinched, i dnd my phone
miss the kid i was but now hes grown
if you’re the queen
then id be at ur throne
a peasant in the midst of common folk

you can try, break it off
turn around take a fall
it was just the two of us, 
left the town where we grew up
holding on to grudges, i’m holding on to nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into your blood

substance [neverforever]

room23
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a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


hatemylife

lyrics:

Spend another late late night in the back of the ride
Imma take my time on you
Tell you that I hate my life but it's no surprise
If you lived like this you would too
I guess it's no use, I'm just too obtuse
I'm just too caught up in the moment, feelings flowing
Lay me down so soft and slowly
Oh

It's real late night real talk where you goin where you been at?
Said I couldn't spare the energy to tell you where I been at
She a devil when she hit that grin
I'm an angel in disguise, you are not my twin
I don't got like no enemies, Thorfinn
So I don't know why you did what you did
Think that you know what you do to me
I see the premeditation lead to erasure
Of all that was you and me
Now we've grown so abrasive cannot be bothered
To mend those wounds, maybe ease that pain
Make it all alright, make it all okay
I just missed my bus, you just caught your train back home
Imma kick it right here on my own

Spend another late late night in the back of the ride
Imma take my time on you
Tell you that I hate my life but it's no surprise
If you lived like this you would too
I guess it's no use, I'm just too obtuse
I'm just too caught up in the moment, feelings flowing
Lay me down so soft and slowly
Oh

hatemylife

lyrics:

Baby im tryna love with no heart
This is how the worst of times start
Tears cutting smoke in the car
The tension inside the air is pulled apart

Tracked the mud inside on this evening
cotorize my heart to stop bleeding
The kindness shown both ways is uneven
The words dont match the way that u mean them
My plasma burns this stake with my demons
Felled by the flame that they deem within reason
Im Tossed away seaside im still breathing
Taught to mute my mind and keep sleeping
Ya if I roll this blunt I bet it dont even get me high
Welcome to monarch park the spot were memories go to die
Way I had hurt myself I doubt you could ever make me cry
Please dont fall a victim to it
Im just passing by
Still I roll the next one cause without it id lose my mind
Shit I never thought of coming to me I was blind
If I pop this next one I might really die tonight
I just look at my texts once and im putting it back fried

Somewhere inside the snow
I am held up inside
Baby im tryna work it out
Baby im tryna bind
Imma throw out my pride
I dont want no more fights
Fuck it I know u right
Fuck it I know u right

I had got back my head
Screwing it back on tight
Back inside of my skin
Warming up to the light
Imma switch up my time yea
Im gonna change my life

I just took the handmedowns
And turned them into silk
Half the paths im taking 
Have the chance at getting me killed
Substance in my veins and in my blunt
Create my shell
If im playing it wrong
Bitch im going to hell

witch (jabarionthebeat x prodcrater x gabelucas)

lyrics:

There’s a fountain in the court beside the mulberry and wheat
Underneath its water rusts a hole fit for a key
Cinderella dressings on the victorian sheets
Wrapped inside the bedding is a metallic-esque gleam

I sit woken shaking from an alchemical dream
Nature overtook us once it could melt thru the greed
Revolution powered by water drank by the seed
Roots that fast devour the cowardice out the fiend

Now its every night im thinking im overdoing the weed
Everything around me changes from fore I was asleep
Waking up outside on top the lawn killing the green
Picking fleshy things out the separations of teeth
Teach to the symbiotic method
I need help from underneath the ground to read the message
Wrap me in the furs of fauna felled to give me leverage
Cinderbrew is kicking out the cup I poured my beverage

Ever since u left me here and drilled in me disparage
I took up my arms and fought the land to build this carriage
Chopping at the trees around my camp to feed construction
I leave on the morrow east to share with u destruction

I come out the forest taken with me parents, peers and cousins
Then I show u how i break their bodies into nothing
I gift u a jar of blood and one I stuffed the dust in
Looks like after ridicule ive found im good at something

There’s a fountain in the court beside the mulberry and wheat
Underneath its water rusts a hole fit for a key
Cinderella dressings on the victorian sheets
Wrapped inside the bedding is a metallic-esque gleam

the cindermen (sorrowbringer)

lyrics:

Fuck em I dont need them to love me
She would do it still if i came with no money
2 ounce perfect any more its too muddy
She my Snow White how she lining up gummy’s
Ya its all night up until it gets sunny
Ill be alright with this potion in my tummy
This is my shit u cannot take it from me
I get toxic when it come to how Im loving

U know Loves a mosh pit and I think im seeing red
Ill be honest I cant get u out my head
I know U know that feeling
U know that feeling
Know u love that feeling
U know that feeling yea

Baby I could break u in good
I say dont u try it but u know I wish u would
I could show u things u never heard of fore I told u
I could give u more than just the dream that I had sold u 
Now its back at my place with a 5 on the clock
Take u to the 6ix side get u unlocked
Girl if u on my side ill show u the bright side
Miami at high tide we had just docked
I cant wait to fuck ya
I cant wait to crush ya
Let me roll this blunt up
Then we go dog
Take me as I am cause I cant be no one else
Where was everybody when needed me some help
Fuck em I dont need I can do this shit myself
I got plenty drugs that I could finish by myself
And thats the way it go
But u just might 
Be the one I lean on
Come thru tonight
And Be the one im sweet on
I would’ve waited forever for u
Id do whatever u wanted me to

U know Loves a mosh pit and I think im seeing red
Ill be honest I cant get u out my head
I know U know that feeling
U know that feeling
Know u love that feeling
U know that feeling yea
U know Loves a mosh pit and I think im seeing red
Ill be honest I cant get u out my head
I know U know that feeling

luvsick (yunny goldz)

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lyrics:

follow me out of my mind
if something so simple as passage of time
could rescind the blunders i've made in denial
i'd wait here forever to make things alright
i'm sure that you've noticed erosion in me to my core
how the hell am i sposed to be happy ignored?
guess i'm hoping that most weeks i'll end up at yours
poke my head in the door some more

because it's you that i bleed for
i like to think it means more
i never like to keep score
so tell me if you need more

because it's you that i scream for
it's you i feel diseased for
it's you i threw the key towards
got just what i wanted
yeah i got just what i wanted but
it's you that i scream for

hollowing inside and out
i guess nothing good is meant to stick around
i read what you said now i'm down
can't tell if i'm dead or my head's in the ground
knowing you can see me now is all that really keeps me honest
i've been retreating from the me i think you always wanted
i've been defeated and i think i need a recourse
i could be your resource

because it's you that i bleed for
i like to think it means more
i never like to keep score
so tell me if you need more

because it's you that i scream for
it's you i feel diseased for
it's you i threw the key towards
got just what i wanted
yeah i got just what i wanted but
it's you that i scream for

scream

"one day we gon be okay baby just stay"
i can hear just how you told me like its yesterday
ill be sure to send my love from the cosmos
i guess lately its just been harder hitting high notes
i guess lately its just been easier to let my mind go
i guess lately im feeling bad bout dragging you along

cuz i dont want to see you at the bottom
and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

but i cant make you smile
havent seen those pearly whites girl whats got you down
we can live another life if we leave this town
one day i can make it right one day youll be proud
in the passenger seat found my reason in the stars
i got holes in my jeans you got anger in your heart
its not as easy as it seems so i try to play my part
control alt then you deleted me im back here at the start
i got bad lungs one more cigarette
another sad song posted on the internet
i guess its not fun tell myself im not upset
when the days done find a place to lay my head
from the day we met swore to be my best
we both know the fire started when you call my friends
now im only feeling sorry for the shit i said
one day imma be a star im just not shining yet

and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

denim w/ halfhearted (p. under the maple tree)


If I die tomorrow im scorching the earth
I need some oujia boards up in that hearse
Cause im coming back and im hurting u first

I wear these lenses that cover my bloodshot eyes
I wrap this blunt and I pull in to park at the venue and im already fried
Its me and my mind like
I feel the temperature rising in here
I feel myself getting higher in here
Im way too geared to be catching a vibe in here  
Lately its no where to hide in here lets go
I could’ve been like 
I couldve been like 6’10
With the way that im squeezing inside of this Benz
Its only two seats I dont got any friends
I pull the brake and I whip the corner
Feel the rubber let go on the brick and mortar
 im doing alright for a pot smoker
This wood in my hand need a fire poker
I roll this paper up under the Kush inside it making my body numb lets go 
Im tryna fuck u I promise I aint leaving until that whole body hum
That table got resin clumps
I rip the bong and I need me some oxygen
Like pronto Im flying im dodging the pot holes
This pill in me making my eyes close
My phone just adjusted the time zone
Im in a 747 thats over the ocean
Im going over the bro code
And I come to find that u filled up with dirty emotions 
I couldnt worry about who had got me I knew u forever but what is it worth
If u do me dirty they doing me worse
I need his blood to be soaking his shirt
Every time its always something ruining my night lets go
Ping my phone so much its now like a nightlight lets go
What’s it worth me smoking if I dont get high no more
I think u purposely trying fuck my life up for sure
Every time I reach out I just get my arm smacked lets go
25 shows im leaving the tarmac lets go
I rock this shit and I dont need no guitar strap lets go
And I miss home so much but this just life on the road
Really my baby im losing my grip I took too many pills now im gonna be sick
I see a camera im breaking the lens no flash photos I shouldn’t here
How much I take of this shit in a year
Cant be too much cause im standing right here
I just dont think of my habits enough
Im already dead so what’s one more cup
Maybe u got in my head if it wasn’t for u than I would’ve been dead
I got this back and forth here in this lead
Im turning the carpet and drapery red
And really if nobody got me I got me but I would prefer if u stayed on my side
I got some problems thats trouble to hide
And u like the only person I confide in
Cause when it all falls down ill be somewhere in the dust
Baby lay that hand down cause I see right thru the bluff
They saying its no escape now cause I checked
Its locked down and were next 
So speak ur mind with ur chest
There’s no point saving ur breath
Firing mortars u gotta choose if u fight or just hide in the back of the corner
Planning my torture I see a car out my house and I know its an enemy soldier
Baby im losing my shit I could see in my future im deep in a ditch
Ok hold up now I gotta piss
I pour again but I darken the mix I darken the mix
Every time its always something ruining my night lets go
Ping my phone so much its now like a nightlight lets go
What’s it worth me smoking if I dont get high no more
I think u purposely trying fuck my life up for sure

LEAK6 (jabarionthebeat x theevoni x skipa)

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

Soon as I finish work ill be there 10 ill make it happen
I cant help but stay up thru this night im off a gram of magic
Every time we fight I gotta tell myself u never mean it
I cant help but sleep as soon I mix my cup and see it bleeding
I cant help but sleep as soon as I do my cup and see it bleed
Its too hot in here im tryna recoup but I count breath
I fucked up the dose and now the drugs alone controlling me
I need u to lift me up and try to put back the soul in me
I got 20 bucks in the pocket of my diesel jeans
Im just tryna do whatever I could to be wanted
I could buy a deeg and relax while u holding me
Never in my life did I think id be a zombie
Marks on my hands I think doomsday upon me
Burns on my back scratch marks on my face
I got bruises on my waist but im still so cocky
Could u Help me with my heart cause I cant tell the bad apart from the good
Anymore
And even if I could would I wanna know which one I am

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

Its racks on my head she wrapped round my head oh no
U got me in a headlock baby
If u couldnt wait how the fuck I stand a chance on my own
Its hard when half the people here hate me
Its good having shoulders around u until its elbows
U tryna take it left I know u tryna take it where I dont wanna go
U keep tryna take it personal and that game plan is starting get old
Im in the basement and im starting grow mold
I been here forever what’s a couple nights more
Ill keep waiting here and until im part of this floor
She reach over to feed and I just watch the blood pour

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

luvbitez (jabarionthebeat x prodcrater x vogomusic)

Ignorance And Irrelevance

only

"you don't know my name but you take up my mind"
happy valentines day i guess
________________________
(LYRICS)
i do the same shit everyday
someone please kill me, please take me away
sit in my room all day and decay
wishing that this could all go away

theres only one thing that ties me down
that gives me a smile in this world of frowns

you don't know who you are, and that is the problem
making me sink down straight to the bottom
all day and all night, your still on my mind
you don't know my name but you take up my mind

i do the same shit everyday
someone please kill me, please take me away
sit in my room all day and decay
wishing that this could all go away
x2

plunder my heart (Prod. F U S I O N)

"i don't even have words to describe, the feeling that i get when i look into your eyes."

___________________________________________________________________
[hook]
all alone again
rolling the blunt, its half past ten
sitting alone
drown in my sorrow
i just hope that I wont wake tommorow
x2

[verse 1]
im just hoping that i wont wake tommorrow
said i loved ya cause you shine bright like apollo
honestly your the only thing i like
cause this motherfucking world makes me grip my fucking knife.

all alone in this world just watch me bleed
shawty said she love me, whats it mean to me?
whats it mean to you?
cause you dont fucking love me like you used to do
and honestly that shit fucking hurts
got me losing it got me rolling round in dirt
30 puffs just to take away the hurt
i just said i love you, man shit just hurts
this shit just hurts yuh

[verse 2]
all alone in my room
no one hits up my line
someone please kill me im wasting my time
crying all day, sleeping all night
im so useless, i cant fucking fight
the feelings that i get when i look at your face
your so divine make me melt in my place
i dont even have words to describe, the feeling that i get when i look into your eyes
but now im

[hook]
all alone again
rolling the blunt, its half past ten
sitting alone
drown in my sorrow
i just hope that I wont wake tomorrow

all alone again. (Prod. TREETIME)

"i'm so desolated from all that's around me"
______________________________________________________
[verse 1]
they always see me walking alone but don't join me
there's nobody hitting up my phone, just ignore me
sorry that i wasted your time, y'all deplore me
i'm so fucking broken inside, don't restore me
i'm so desolated from all that's around me
all my concentration goes into being happy
i'm so fucking done with this world just end me
laying so contently in the grave i envy

[chorus]
honestly, i'm addicted to the pain
i see no other way
lost inside my ways
roll another joint 
take another hit
its temporary fix
until the pain fucking inflicts

[verse 2]
i'm just so tired of sleeping all day, crying all night I do this every day
got the weed sparkin, throat dry like my phone, fucked up my life now i am all alone
talking bout loneliness? I got the belt
fix up my brain and then send me to hell
i think my sanity might just dispel
i think my anger just makes me rebel
~
wonder why i'm so weak
look into your eyes and i'm feeling so empty
you said that you like me why the fuck you gotta tempt me
i'll do this alone who the fuck said you could help me

[chorus]
honestly, i'm addicted to the pain
i see no other way
lost inside my ways
roll another joint 
take another hit
its temporary fix
until the pain fucking inflicts

[verse 2]
 (Slowed)
i'm just so tired of sleeping all day, crying all night I do this every day
got the weed sparkin, throat dry like my phone, fucked up my life now i am all alone
talking bout loneliness? I got the belt
fix up my brain and then send me to hell
i think my sanity might just dispel
i think my anger just makes me rebel

addicted to the pain (Prod. Yusei)

[verse 1]
i dont think you get it
life changing so fast, u wit it?
stuck it the past now forget it
take one more step and your dead its
unfortunate how the storys fold out
heroines use heroin to fade out
bury themselves with the dough
so scared of letting it go
let it all go
just fade away
let the light take you to the better days
days come and go and you still there sit all alone
get the fuck off your phone, open your eyes
travel the globe, consume something that isn't chemical

[Bridge]
take a step back, is it all ethical?
fucked up my life and i have to let go

[Chorus]
I right or am I wrong to say
every single person will just run away
watch the people that wallow in their shit
not one of them will stand up and submit

anesthetized [prod. misery]

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