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Daily Drops #3

lyrics
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fuck my life
fuck my health
you don't care so i'll go fuck myself
fuck this job
fuck this car
every song that i write just coexists with a scar
and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say
cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day
maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside
maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye
and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright
cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind

i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine
my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive
but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five
and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side
is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide
cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try
i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride
my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide

if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online
i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life
i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue
i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew
it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth
-ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew
in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few
as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through 

cause i'm a fucking wreck
oh what the heck
why do i even try
i lie in the grass
high off my ass
& watch the clouds just pass on by
if life has a purpose
i am nervous
to unravel what is mine
i'll trip & i'll travel
down the rabbit hole
& ditch my bags inside

ditch

I work myself, EXAUSTED
not knowing what the cost is
I smoke until I'm breathless
I'm young, stupid and reckless
~
Growing pains!
I got growing pains
but these drugs up in my veins
make them fade away
so I roll another spliff to take the pain away
feeling tight in my chest
Still I fight never rest til i'm gone
~
I'm fiending to get in the spotlight
But I'm not ready; keep my aim steady
These people they giving me frostbite
I cope all alone under starlight
~
I've been trying to be
to be free
I've been trying to be
to be me
~
But I want so much more
Sad that can't be the case
All these memories I hold
mold my empty face
Who I am
Maybe god had left me out the plans
Who am I besides thoughts and actions in a dance
~
So much beauty intertwined
good and evil in my mind
Nothing but a ball of pure potential I must find
gotta walk beyond the pines
Carve a path to my design
Every action taken is a step in a direction
Hope I make the right choices but you never can tell
waking up in hell kicking screaming oh well
I've been taking these desisions
hoping one day I'll be grinning
I just wanna live a life that matches with what I invision
oh lord knows that I've been sinning
I've been blurring out my vision
burning all the weed I have to make me feel alright
All these songs I'm singing help me sleep right thru the night
I can't live without them, they have been my guiding light
Thru the darkness
Thru the harvest
we are stardust
we are comets

Growing Pains [prod. neverforever]

patient death

identity theft

this one is very close to my soul.
Visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJYHyM0g600

Alone

no one ever taught me how...

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Lyrics:
wake me up when it’s over
i can’t seem to find a way out
wake me up when it’s over
no one ever taught me how

no one ever taught me how to love
no one ever taught me how to think right
i been fighting but i’ve had enough
moving on till i see a blue sky

all night filling up a glass
pouring out, temporary high
feeling lower than i ever have
i can’t take another sleepless night

no i can’t
see a light
life is pulling me under
i’d rather lay here
under the covers
take one step
and i’m back 16
i don’t wanna be me
i don’t wanna be me
(anymore)

wake me up when it’s over
(when it’s over, it’s over)
i can’t seem to find a way out
(when it’s over, it’s gone)
wake me up when it’s over
(when it’s over, it’s over)
no one ever taught me how

no one ever taught me how to fight
i’m taking shots like a punching bag
doubled over in a parking lot
never thought it would get this bad

no ones ever loved me like you do
i’m pretty sure that includes me
i can’t run, i can’t even move
i’m so sorry i’m so disappointing

but i can’t
see a light
life is pulling me under
i’d rather lay here
under the covers
take one step
and i’m back 16
i don’t wanna be me
i don’t wanna be me
(anymore)

wake me up when it’s over
i can’t seem to find a way out
wake me up when it’s over
no one ever taught me how

wake me up when it's over

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lyrics:
yeah, you cut your hair
and i picked up the smokes again
i think we both know how this whole thing ends
i'm still holding on to someone i don't need
if out of sight means out of mind, i'm tearing at the seams, to say the least

my mama's scared 'cause i've run low on dopamine
i'm barely coping

i need a pick-me-up
to save myself from all the hell that you caused
i'll cry for help, but, i ain't getting no response
i'm all alone inside this ghost town that you're haunting
your voice is in the walls, i miss the silence
i need a pick-me-up, i'm dying

in a constant state of disarray
a manic episode inside my head, i can't escape
is it all you could've wanted?
you took every part of me
i'm on the verge of breaking down and falling to my knees

my mama's scared 'cause i've run low on dopamine
i'm barely coping

i need a pick-me-up
to save myself from all the hell that you caused
i'll cry for help, but, i ain't getting no response
i'm all alone inside this ghost town that you're haunting
your voice is in the walls, i miss the silence
i need a pick-me-up, i'm dying

pick me up

fill my head up with all ur lies

See yo address
Feel my hands sweat
See his car outside
Can’t look past it

Do you feel bad yet
Did u forget about me
Wanna watch u cry
I wanna watch him bleed

Verse 1
Think he tough guy huh
He aint gon give you shit
Know you still think of us
Scroll through images

I promised to keep u safe
U said I dont understand
Tell me what I need to change
U slammed the door and broke my hand

dont let me go

Verse 2
Flicking up dirt when im speeding
Nobody saw me leaving
Better hope that dont get even
Hard holding back knowing you were mine

I miss your stare
blonde in your hair
i need to change for the better

Verse 3 (cava)
I wanna see him go down in the dirt
he with you now but i was with you first
never did tell you that this wouldnt hurt
you were the best now i wish you the worst
yuh wish you the worst
you dont deserve any better than that
you wouldnt care if i died in a crash
losing my mind leave that in the past

Bleed 家  w/ cavasoul (lucidbeatz)

Getting off with your right hand
As for me, I'm fucking bitches on the nightstand
All my friends snort white sand
As for me, I'm going off on this mic stand
Got to pick your battles in this life. alright?
Either way we die
Wouldn't you rather live it right
Get high all time; cheat code? not quite
Hedonism fill your whole soul with spite

I can't even live these words
That I'm just now preaching
Habits kick them to the curb
But I'm always seeking
Lately life's been a blur
Bleached memories
Hide the ones that hurt
High under sheets
Heart So Cold  *Burr
Stone cold sober
Real life's so boring
Waking up in the morning
It's the same shit day after day
Used to think that church was stupid
Now I know why they pray
I was bout 12 years old when this life went grey
Now I put all of my vices and addictions on display
Only chasing what entices me
I ain't half the man I'd like to be

And I'm sure you can see it
One day depressed and the next I'm conceited
But I won't die defeated
I'll try my best until I am deleted

Getting off with your right hand
As for me, I'm fucking bitches on the nightstand
All my friends snort white sand
As for me, I'm going off on this mic stand
Got to pick your battles in this life. alright?
Either way we die
Wouldn't you rather live it right
Get high all time; cheat code? not quite
Hedonism fill your whole soul with spite

And we all bleed red
Had to get it through my head
There's a cause and effect
From the words that you said
When you lie there dead
What's your list of regrets
When you're filled with dread
Remember life is a gift
But your only human
There's no solution for that
Coping with my Neumann
And the sound of the hats
If you live in pure enjoyment
Something's bound to go bad
If you're tryna stay buoyant
It's a balancing act

Bleached Memories [1080 Pale]

Money Longer (Mer$y Remix)

Broski

Broski feat. Lil zMac

one of my favorite songs i've ever made. big shouts out to the homie guardin for getting on this with me!! check him out here:

soundcloud.com/guardinmusic

sample credits: https://soundcloud.com/yungcold

sad chill - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWgkYnqG4u4
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pfn_ugMCzmQ
静的 static - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1V_UlSTkw1k

california dreaming (feat. guardin)

producer. @lightbodyent
guitar written by @Tylerburkhart
https://soundcloud.com/tylerburkhart/i-want-to-drown-in-snow

i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
inside
i don’t want to live
but ill stay alive
i don’t want to leave
so ill make time
you don’t tell the truth
so you make lies
i cried
i cried again
last night flowers in my bed
last night i lost my best friend 
last nights flowers torn to shreds
last night our love wound up dead
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
inside
our love subsides i don’t feel right
pin me down you eat my insides
like a spider pull me in
kiss my neck make my blood thin
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
your pain inside

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Last Nights Flowers - (prod. lightbody)

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

prod @oceanonthebeat

let me paint a picture there's this girl that broke my heart
i barely even know her now she's just another scar
she likes the way i kiss but i guess its pretty par
cause she's sleepin' w my friend i caught her wrapped up in his arms

i'm a mess
i'm a man
plus i'm hurting
little ghost in the wall you don't deserve me

i'm a mess inside a man i'm not a soldier
cause every time i close my eyes i wanna hold her

loose lips sink ships that's a problem
i, won't last next autumn
i'm, so sorry for the karma
pretty little ghost babe i didn't mean to harm ya

little ghost girl, i won't forget you
i swear those eyes are like a portal i could step through
little ghost girl, i'm glad i met you
i swear your smiles so contagious i might catch you

i'm dyin to hold her like every night now
just cryin my eyes out
i been alone in my room with the lights down
like i need you right now

little ghost girl, i wish you'd haunt me
you could trick me make me think you really want me

loose lips sink ships that's a problem
i, won't last next autumn
i'm, so sorry for the karma
pretty little ghost babe i didn't mean to harm ya

lil ghost (prod. ocean)

Lyrics:

Bridge

I've been goin hard on these tracks
Can you see me now?
Blow smoke in my face 
Cuz I never really liked this town
I aint never been the type
That will stop
You can't hold me down
New friends New life
But it never really changed my frown.

Verse

Ya
I never said that it was easy
Ignore the fights always glued to the tv
Only outlet I had was a fantasy
Splitting up it's the weight of the world on me.
Memories I always hate to see
Old friends old faces got me shivering
No more that's the old me
Ya, no way you'll ignore me now

Chorus

No way they'll ignore me no
(No way they'll ignore me no)
There's no way you can hold me down
(There's no way you can hold me down)

Verse 2

I was just a kid
Didn't even know the roof was caving in
Breaking up all the fights it aint easy
Kinda thought i was always the reason
Wait...
I've been going through the ruts everyday
It's a pain
It's always the same it's the way we were raised
Put my thoughts on a page
With the hopes that I'll get there someday.

Memories.

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