weepings

red cups (idealism)

DYSPHORIC - KREMAČNÍ PECE

Ignorance And Irrelevance

only

"you don't know my name but you take up my mind"
happy valentines day i guess
________________________
(LYRICS)
i do the same shit everyday
someone please kill me, please take me away
sit in my room all day and decay
wishing that this could all go away

theres only one thing that ties me down
that gives me a smile in this world of frowns

you don't know who you are, and that is the problem
making me sink down straight to the bottom
all day and all night, your still on my mind
you don't know my name but you take up my mind

i do the same shit everyday
someone please kill me, please take me away
sit in my room all day and decay
wishing that this could all go away
x2

plunder my heart (Prod. F U S I O N)

"i don't even have words to describe, the feeling that i get when i look into your eyes."

___________________________________________________________________
[hook]
all alone again
rolling the blunt, its half past ten
sitting alone
drown in my sorrow
i just hope that I wont wake tommorow
x2

[verse 1]
im just hoping that i wont wake tommorrow
said i loved ya cause you shine bright like apollo
honestly your the only thing i like
cause this motherfucking world makes me grip my fucking knife.

all alone in this world just watch me bleed
shawty said she love me, whats it mean to me?
whats it mean to you?
cause you dont fucking love me like you used to do
and honestly that shit fucking hurts
got me losing it got me rolling round in dirt
30 puffs just to take away the hurt
i just said i love you, man shit just hurts
this shit just hurts yuh

[verse 2]
all alone in my room
no one hits up my line
someone please kill me im wasting my time
crying all day, sleeping all night
im so useless, i cant fucking fight
the feelings that i get when i look at your face
your so divine make me melt in my place
i dont even have words to describe, the feeling that i get when i look into your eyes
but now im

[hook]
all alone again
rolling the blunt, its half past ten
sitting alone
drown in my sorrow
i just hope that I wont wake tomorrow

all alone again. (Prod. TREETIME)

"i'm so desolated from all that's around me"
______________________________________________________
[verse 1]
they always see me walking alone but don't join me
there's nobody hitting up my phone, just ignore me
sorry that i wasted your time, y'all deplore me
i'm so fucking broken inside, don't restore me
i'm so desolated from all that's around me
all my concentration goes into being happy
i'm so fucking done with this world just end me
laying so contently in the grave i envy

[chorus]
honestly, i'm addicted to the pain
i see no other way
lost inside my ways
roll another joint 
take another hit
its temporary fix
until the pain fucking inflicts

[verse 2]
i'm just so tired of sleeping all day, crying all night I do this every day
got the weed sparkin, throat dry like my phone, fucked up my life now i am all alone
talking bout loneliness? I got the belt
fix up my brain and then send me to hell
i think my sanity might just dispel
i think my anger just makes me rebel
~
wonder why i'm so weak
look into your eyes and i'm feeling so empty
you said that you like me why the fuck you gotta tempt me
i'll do this alone who the fuck said you could help me

[chorus]
honestly, i'm addicted to the pain
i see no other way
lost inside my ways
roll another joint 
take another hit
its temporary fix
until the pain fucking inflicts

[verse 2]
 (Slowed)
i'm just so tired of sleeping all day, crying all night I do this every day
got the weed sparkin, throat dry like my phone, fucked up my life now i am all alone
talking bout loneliness? I got the belt
fix up my brain and then send me to hell
i think my sanity might just dispel
i think my anger just makes me rebel

addicted to the pain (Prod. Yusei)

"but now that i have the taste of love in my mouth
i won't ever give up on you"

why wont you love me? (prod. TreeTime)
________________________________________
lyrics:

[hook 1]
always thinking bout you when i'm all alone
vision getting blurry just like the unknown
i cant fucking think when im all alone
i cant fucking think when im all alone

[verse 1]
when im with you, you make me all happy, make me all happy
but now that im alone i feel so fucking crappy, feel so fucking crappy
~
but now that i have the taste of love in my mouth
i won't ever give up on you, till i'm dead from self
harm that i might inflict on myself if you leave me
i can't fight these feelings no more, please answer me

[bridge]
please answer me, please pick up your phone, please answer me, please dont leave me alone
x2

[hook 2]
always thinking bout you when i'm all alone
vision getting blurry just like the unknown
i cant fucking think when im all alone
i cant fucking think when im all alone

[verse 2]
i just want to die, say this everynight
trapped inside my mind, feelings might ignite
fear from deep inside
trapped inside my room, i swear its my tomb
tulip flowers bloom, all my love for you
causes fucking gloom, this might be my doom
fucked up in the head, i'd rather be dead
needle in the thread, come pull me instead
so I stay undead, end feelings I dread
i cant take no more, its harder than before
blood all on the floor, but they ignore

[hook 3]

always thinking bout you when i'm all alone
vision getting blurry just like the unknown
i cant fucking think when im all alone
i cant fucking think when im all alone

why wont you love me? [prod. TREETIME]

should have posted this when i was happy :( too late.

[verse 1]
never say that i fear for my death
but honestly the fear of the unknown gets me so stressed
finally in a place in life,
where i can step out of my house and sense no strife
I am alone but not getting stoned, i've lost so much weight now im feeling like stone
bad to the bone but soft on the inside like cherry dipped cone

[hook]
finally i can say im happy
dress clean but my hair so nappy
finally i can say im happy
no longer do i feel so sappy
x2

[verse 2]
story's not done pursue my dreams, my journey's just begun
hoping that you will tune in till its done
rise up so fast like a bullet from gun
i do not care, if you think i wont make it beware
weepings rise up from the bottom like stairs 
and i will not give up till im make my way there
im self aware, im not the best but theres time you can spare
my last girl said that I really dont care cause i've been making music stead of them repairs
and you'll find that i find no time to make those prayers

[hook]
finally i can say im happy
dress clean but my hair so nappy
finally i can say im happy
no longer do i feel so sappy
x1

happy [prod. brayden potts]

[chorus]
call you up on the house phone
ask how you've been, you ignore and your gone 
wanted to leave one more message, sorry for all the things i have done wrong
stop acting so serious, left for one week now i'm delirious
things have gone in the path of life, left me for him it renewed our strife

[bridge]
why'd i expect you to wait so long
express my anger all in this song
fucked it all up i knew im wrong
sorry for all that i have done

[verse 1]
breathing in chemical smoke, she called my phone I wont answer it, nope
seems now the tables have turned, now you are chasing me, relationship is adjourned.
sorry for things in the past I 
see through your plastic now as i remissness back
flash to the times where we'd meet in pitch black, kiss at the park and then make our way back.
wish i saw the fucking knife in my back
wish I saw through your psych-otic act
how the fuck could i have ever loved that

[chorus]
call you up on the house phone
ask how you've been, you ignore and your gone 
wanted to leave one more message, sorry for all the things i have done wrong
stop acting so serious, left for one week now i'm delirious
things have gone in the path of life, left me for him it renewed our strife

deprived [prod. drippy]

mixed by @yungaxstn
prod  https://soundcloud.com/prodlazyboi

Lyrics: 
ive been wasting all my life just chasing after you 

it took awhile but i think ive finally found you 

i didnt mean to be the knife in your back no

i said im sorry can we go back and lay down 

you really got me thinking that im just a fuck up

i know im stupid but i didnt mean to mess up 

baby got me thinking that im just a fuck up 

i wanna hug you but you pushed me away fuck

everything going on 

got me falling apart

i just really need your love or we can just restart 

baby i just need your love baby please find my heart

or just walk a new path and leave me in the dark 



ive been wasting all my life just chasing after you 

it took awhile but i think ive finally found you 

i didnt mean to be the knife in your back no

i said im sorry can we go back and lay down 

you really got me thinking that im just a fuck up

i know im stupid but i didnt mean to mess up 

baby got me thinking that im just a fuck up 

i know im stupid but i didnt mean to mess up

Fuck up (prod. lazy)

sorry (prod. lazy boi)

@sssleye
yung axstn:
just open your eyes
cause babe ive already tried
it's been like a thousand times
still i can't say goodbye
sleye:
its always still so hard to say goodbye when i leave your side
its another way you want the taste of my lips on your mind
and if you let go of what held us back this long would it work out fine
or is it all a wish i messed up all will i still get two more tries
now you wasted your time that you got someone rather go its alright
and now the long light all night and lay in bed don't fall asleep till sunrise
just tell me your mine i wanna hear you say she lit all the lies
and now you open your eyes see you saw another dream you wanna stay inside
yung axstn:
just open your eyes
cause babe ive already tried
it's been like a thousand times
still i can't say goodbye

eyes

eyes (feat. Sleye) [Prod. nevrfal]

everybody staring enter paranoia
I ain't talking to ya bitch I just ignore ya
I am strapped up to the bed the walls are all white
I just enter the nightmares when I close my eyes
Like why'd I do this shit got me insane
slowly losing my own grasp on the whole thing
demons wearing all the masks feed me morphine
Bitch my light is fading out don't ignore me

lost in my head I might just drown
paramedics hear them smashing the door down 
blacked out on the side of the porch bow
might torch all that I have of course how
wow
am I still living?  I am just killing all cells of my being
living my life until I hit the ceiling i'm tryna escape my own life for a reason

they strapping me down I cannot go where the want me too
I'm leaving this realm I do not know what the fuck to do
I'm taking a pill time is just froze i dont like it blue
u feeling the clowns tearing it down latching onto u

paranoia [prod. yapuzi]

featuring: @gothurted
produced by: @remghost & @deadspyro

counterfeit w/ gothurted

its weird how i just don't feel anything anymore

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Key B Major
Bpm 110

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