Weepings

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
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@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

prod by https://soundcloud.com/discent2
shattered & scum:
push away like you always do
always someone else never see me through
and i guess it's just like that
i don't even wanna fight back

shattered:
tell me if you love me
tell me if we're something
cuz i don't wanna waste my time anymore
you got me falling so fast
right
to your front door
i swear you're calling me back
like
you want some more
why'd you say all the things if you don't really mean it
i was all alone and you were messing with my feelings
i thought i was the one to make you understand 
that love is just a game
and we got bad hands  
 
scum:
tell me if you're lying
know that you see me crying
all the wasted time (all the wasted time)
why'd you say all the things if you don't really mean it
baby girl i loved you, i was really catching feelings
push away like you always do
always someone else never see me through
and i guess it's just like that
i don't even wanna fight back

waste my time w/ scum (prod. discent)

Track 1

[chorus]
does she like me, or am I stuck in my head
misinterpreting all of the things you've said
like what do i do, if i was wrong
I know I like you, please don't play along

[verse 1]
leave me on read when we texting, are you tired of me or are you resting
I am projecting my self consciousness on her not replying fast enough
you are so perfect I gotta cuff, but I often times feel like I am not enough
blessed by you're beauty the grace of your face and your waist puts my head out of place, we embrace
retrace my steps, find what made you entranced when we danced
this my last chance to fucking romance

[bridge]
like maybe, she'll save me
end all the pain and the suffering faced
can I erase
your face from my memories, wont leave a trace
if you don't want me than i need my space

[chorus]
does she like me, or am I stuck in my head
misinterpreting all of the things you've said
like what do i do, if i was wrong
I know I like you, please don't play along

does she like me [prod. amirzun]

hey, i hope y'all dig this track. times have been pretty hard. As you all know, I lost my dad a few months ago. a couple weeks ago, i lost one of my best friends to a lifelong battle with depression. if my music has ever connected with you, please take a moment to go and check out @deco-slush music. If it weren't for him, I never would have released any music, wouldn't have had a friend willing to sit for hours while i struggled with software or trying to get an idea out of my head and into reality, truly one of the lightest and most creative spirits i've ever had the blessing of knowing.

I love you so much Shawn, and I always will.

up on all stores v soon

THE COLOR THEORY

old trauma, new problems

"𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕕 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕤 𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕦𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕕𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕚𝕥 𝕤𝕠𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕣"
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lyrics:

[chorus]
It takes time to recognize why everything is wrong
why lie? protect your own eyes or simply play along

[verse 1]
why hide from the truth
you know what to do
I know you fucking care
I fear what is new
so I try not pursue
I sit in my despair
~
I find comfort in your arms yeah I miss you
I'm so happy feeling sappy need a tissue
everything inside my life will come together
I can't seem to get upset about dumb shit such as the weather

[bridge]
I'm just taking my time
I'm enjoying the climb
when I come down I know that you will be all mine
but my head is a mess, know ill work through it fine

[chorus]
It takes time to recognize why everything is wrong
why lie? protect your own eyes or simply play along

[bridge]
I've had worries bout the future like will decide it sooner
or will I just wander aimlessly 
I could chase being producer or just work up on computers
uncommitted so tenaciously

[hook]
like I know somehow i'll find what I want
I just wake up start up my heart
I don't know if i will live one more day
so live life like death is today
x2

it takes time [prod. idly blare]

"𝕀'𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕒𝕝𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕀 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕪𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗 𝕒𝕤 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕜 𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕖"

I hope you all have an amazing week! <3
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lyrics:
what do you do when disaster strikes, do you take it by the hand?
what do you do when you've lost your strive, do you dare to start again?
and I'm up all night; thoughts bleed i write
Do i know who the fuck I am?
I look to the light, the answer's in sight
but i turn my head pretend

I'll be alright I say to myself as I walk alone
no trust in others yes i'm sick of hearing dial tones
why do I try?
I'll be alright
I lied

alright. [prod rizzy]

[verse 1]
you could see it in my face when I come down
I'm like please girl give me space but still come around
I can't fucking take it I am so pathetic
constant need for reassurance that what we have is magnetic
like what did I do
or is it my mind that plays tricks on me to
like baby please tell me that you miss me too
I feel you don't care but aware that you do

[chorus]
I've fallen again
I'm in need of a friend
but everyone's fake
I try to sleep but I lie there awake
Girl please look me in my eyes and just tell me everything's gonna be fine
but it's not.

[verse 2]
summer is ending the leaves are all falling and I know you'll be here beside me
I have my doubts but I hope this works out for us baby just know that i'm sorry
If you stick along for long
baby I won't be gone
I'll get my shit back together
I'll be beside you no matter the weather

[bridge]
I can't seem to focus
the world fake a lotus
flower blossoms
love bottoms 
waiting for us to notice
don't take action i'm
i'm lackin' the drive to get the bonus
feelings vanish I panic i'm gone like hocus pocus

[chorus]
I've fallen again
I'm in need of a friend
but everyone's fake
I try to sleep but I lie there awake
Girl please look into my eyes and just tell me everything's gonna be fine
but it's not.

falling [prod. ryini]

prod. taurs
Linger is now out on all streaming platforms!
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/linger-single/1481789312
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/408OCr8qp9iGZ0SI1dhimE?si=4HBgqJ-PQzKMvJTrFJWEbw
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Lyrics:
stumble out of bed at five like
yeah sure i'm fine oh never mind sike
I can see your actions are in vain
The more I linger pointing fingers is much easier a game
got me nauseous thinking thoughts bout back before I knew insane
I can't help it feeling helpless it's like I don't know her name
on a whim the trust within slowly melted and became
toxic thoughts and memories I hide away out of my shame

look I'm sorry our canoe couldn't stay afloat upon the seas because of you
this was a sad excuse for a relationship got me feeling mentally abused
yeah i'm sorry you can't take that
I just hope I can escape that
No I really cant mistake that
Am I insane to wanna stay with you i'm attached

Latching onto who I thought you were
afraid it got me catching feelings for you don't embrace it
she's a psycho she is type manipulative 
but i still wonder If she was the one I hated
guess i'll never find out
I just smoke away the pain won't face it unless its packed loud
I can't take this I am struggling to stay on top
how can my life just change so quick one day onto the next wow

Linger

"𝕀𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕒 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥𝕤 𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕚'𝕞 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘"

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lyrics:
why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsaken d
lie awake and toke inside my basement

this was all fuel for the fire
you are a liar
I can't believe what you said
flashback, memories of us making out in your bed
I try to believe that she's alright in the head
honestly I cannot get over her
Its the idea that hurts cause i'm hating the real thing
constantly thinking bout her
yeah my visions a blur I've been drinking a lot
getting so high of the pot
will I come down again? hopefully not
maybe Ill try again
I think to myself I know that
I can do what I wanna do
my mind,  yeah I control that

why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsakened
lie awake and toke inside my basement
x2

don't even bother bitch don't hit my line
I won't reply
when we were still dating you texted so dry after that night
and you had the nerve to ask me for help bitch that's fucking absurd
bitchin bout problems that you left uncured I've had enough of it kicked to the curb won't let you return
get the fuck out my life
gotta move forward forget all the strife
now I've opened my eyes
fuck all the others; stick to my own strive

Liar [prod. ryini]

Featuring Belak https://biglink.to/belak_us
Art by instagram.com/dono.3

Lyrics:
(King Theta)
I'm hacking a lung out
You think I'm a fool
For putting the guns down
My spirit is shut down
A chemical bruise
Relieved that I'm strung out
We shoulda done this
We shoulda done this sooner
I'm not gonna play like I'm not afraid
Want a piece of mind

Let's see what kinda change occurs
From skipping the doctor
I think I got a temperature
I'm killing the toxins

I just spit my brain out
So I'm all good
I'm all good
I won't think about the past now!
I was feelin weighed down
But I'm all good
I'm all good
Watch my skeleton move fast now!

(Belak)
I don't like the doctor
He keeps prescribing me
Drugs that I dont need
Xanax, Oxycontin, Duragesic
I'm feeling seasick queasy
Frontal lobotomy
I got these demons inside of me
I keep my enemies close
Stopped overthinking shit
Boy im just getting a bag
I gotta get it and go
Oh, guess im back on my shit
I told yall sit tight
My mind flooded with goals
and I cant tell
My ups from my downs
Doesnt matter which
Direction i go
It's a mistake
Back and forth
With the voices
In my head
But they dont get a say
Imma dictate

(King Theta)
Let's see what kinda change occurs
From skipping the doctor
I think I got a temperature
I'm killing the toxins

I just spit my brain out
So I'm all good
I'm all good
I won't think about the past now!
I was feelin weighed down
But I'm all good
I'm all good
Watch my skeleton move fast now!

I found the problem I'm cleansing it out

I just spit my brain out
So I'm all good
I'm all good
I won't think about the past now!
I was feelin weighed down
But I'm all good
I'm all good
Watch my skeleton move fast now!


Produced and mixed by King Theta
Mastered by IOF
https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Lose Mind (ft. Belak)

Lyrics:
heard you around, i wont call back
im my own self, not your fall back
i been living fine but yourself i know you got some problems all that

better tell me now what you wanna do
ima listen now then ill run it through
let it all come out while im in the booth
choking it all down what i mean to you

hitting my line like i been lost
where you been living with the cost
staying up late when panic calls
heard you been fine man not at all

now you know me with the fame, and the name, in the place, where im hiding an ace, cuz your fate, is the same, when im dead in the grave, youre displaced, a discrace, while im lost in the haze

marceline whyd you have to go and get me all fucked up
know youre seeing what im posting im just tryna push my luck
got me drowning in gin got a bottle drink it up
cuz you sick in the brain watch me dying from your lust
Marceline, you vampire queen
Drink my blood take my red sheen
Watch it drip from your sharp teeth
Take my life have all of me

you said toughen up why dont you be a man
got bruised on my body so i took a stand
been fighting these demons before it began
it piled up so high i could see all the lands

you know me im not one who lives up in their body
im always floating round i loiter in the lobby
of all the thoughts i run from cuz im getting sloppy
my mind is out of order and im really sorry

marceline pt 2

Sorry friend
Sorry lover
I'll smother my nerves
Cause you got nothin to do with it
Try to laugh
I try to listen
I don't like to talk
But glad I got you to do it with
You show me joy
You owe me nothin
I wanna love but never
Seem to go through with it
Second floor
A messy carpet
Perpetual buzz
But you got me to go through it with

Can you teach me
Can you teach me
How to love again
I just wanna
Give it all back
Give it all back to you now

Show and tell
Leave an impression
I'll pressure my sleeve
My hearts jumpin for cover now
Show me hell
I'll give you heaven
I got what I need to stop
Sleepin the color out
I'll act out bein grateful
As a practice, not a symptom
Of a chemical balence
You showed me that a callous
Doesn't mean nothin can feel right

Can you teach me
Can you teach me
How to love again
I just wanna
Give it all back
Give it all back to you now

Take all of me
Take all of me
Until there's nothing
For me to hurt
Take all of me
Cause I'm only worth what I give away

Can you teach me
Can you teach me
How to love again
Cause I just wanna
Give it right back
Give it back to you baby

(Woah)
(I wanna give it right back to you)


Mixed and produced by King Theta
Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Give Back

yeenreally (HKFiftyOne Remix)

i really loved her

Since U Left

[+] vampire baby, won't be bleedin 4 long
* featuring @emofruits * produced by @roxiums *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: @seejayxo]
If you don't know by now, then I don't think you ever will
I been on my own for some time
But you know the deal...

[chorus: @seejayxo]
I been stacking chips
I been gettin to my cake
I don't give a fuck what she say
I just gotta know if we okay
I just hope you know I could die today

If I really love you, I'ma tell you what I'm thinking
I was busy trappin-- I ain't think that you was schemin
Now I know your plan I think we even
I just gotta tell you that I love you now I'm bleedin'

Bleedin

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bleedin (feat. ☋ EMO FRUITS ☋)

* Your mentality is your reality *
https://weepings.biglink.to/socials

Contact: weepingsmgmt@gmail.com

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does she like me [prod. amirzun]

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