i’m spinning spinning so fast baby break my heart 
why don’t u meet me by the bathroom 
u can kill me when u want 
i just rly wanna know 
i just wanna rlly know 
if you’ll fuck me up if i give u all my love 
break my bones put me into tiny pieces 
slit my throat and make me quiet 
ask me if i’m fine baby i’m just crying 
i don’t feel good yeah i wanna throw up 

i like self destruction and self harm 
it’s the way i fucking cope 
so i gotta cheat the rope 
she slit her cute throat 
i just wanna know 
if u rly loved me 
then why’d you have to go 
omg it stopped being fun 
whyd you stare at me
i guess u should’ve run 
times out 
baby don’t u pout 
ur so pretty when ur dead 
i’ll lay ur corpse in my bed 

jesus fucking christ i have so much hate in my heart 
wish it would go away 
i didn’t want it from the start
i cant sleep 
i wish u were here 
it’s my fault 
that i fucked up 
i lost something that meant so much 
do u know what it’s like to live so numb 
wishing 4 death that shits so dumb 
i’d rather slit my wrists then fucking move on 


i didn’t learn my lesson 
everyday i wanna give up 
i hate looking at my phone 
i wanna hurt my self and upload that 
livestream my suicide bitch it’s cute 
i get closer and closer and nobody knows 
feeling like a psycho the way that it goes 
i’ll be gone soon i hope u know

livestream

livestream (kaneda7)

♡ @hoshiestar ♡ @roninkys ♡ @pixelhood ♡

[hoshie star]
yah i luv drugs but they dont luv me
when im off drugs i dont feel nothing
i need drugs just to feel something
when im off drugs i dont feel nothing

baby ur my drug cant you see ur my prescription
do u everyday its turning into an addiction
got played like a game you lied to me just like its fiction
i cant take the pain but the drugs will get to fixing

ah ah ah ah ahhh
i thibk im abt to throw up
ah ah ah ah ahhh
i think im in luv with these drugs

yah i luv drugs but they dont luv me
when im off drugs i dont feel nothing
i need drugs just to feel something
when im off drugs i dont feel nothing

[ronin] 
i dont feel nothing
i wna feel something
i scream ur name every night
won't rest until we're touching
head up in my pillow and ill cry till im nothing
and my head is to the trigger and ill push it if im lucky
carving up my arm just like a pumpkin
blood is on the floor baby this is not wat love is
blood is on the floor blood is on the floor
blood is on the floor baby this is not wat love is
slit my wrist a little more tell me that u love
im burning to my core no1 knows that i feel nothing
im burning to my core no1 knows that i feel nothing
woah, woah, woah, wo-ah-ah-ah

[hoshie star]
baby ur my drug cant you see ur my prescription
do u everyday its turning into an addiction
got played like a game you lied to me just like its fiction
i cant take the pain but the drugs will get to fixing

ah ah ah ah ahhh
i thibk im abt to throw up
ah ah ah ah ahhh
i think im in luv with these drugs

yah i luv drugs but they dont luv me
when im off drugs i dont feel nothing
i need drugs just to feel something
when im off drugs i dont feel nothing

hoshie star + ronin - ur my drug i luv u (prod. Pixel Hood)

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@43u

I Can Be Your Creepy Boy <3 (w/ 2040x2040)

Da da da da da
And you feel just like an obstacle
Ba da da da da
You make me feel like a struggle
Pour another bottle
Pour another bottle
Pour another bottle
Ba da da da da da da da da

When we're talkin'
A conversation feels impossible
And when you text me
I'll say that you're another obstacle
You got me stressin'
Makin' me feel like a struggle
So I'll just cheer up
And pour myself another bottle
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
Conversation feels impossible
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
You're another obstacle
You got me stressin'
Got me stressin'
Feel like a struggle
So I'll just cheer up
And pour myself another bottle

Da da da da da
I got sigils at the party
Da da da da da
I got you leaking like a zombie
Feel like Nevada how I got my cutters on me
Da da da da
Shooting me like your paparazzi
Got my bodies in trunks
I'm on the FBI watch list
I got blood on my jeans
When I'm shopping at HotTopic
Got a blade in my hand
Cause there's monsters in the closet
Got a bullet belt on
And I got knives all in my pocket

Beheading you on LiveLeak
I got belts on my black jeans
I'm dumping you in gasoline
Like Ghostface imma make you scream
Beheading you on LiveLeak
I got belts on my black jeans
I'm dumping you in gasoline
Like Ghostface Imma make you scream

When we're talkin'
A conversation feels impossible
And when you text me
I'll say that you're another obstacle
You got me stressin'
Makin' me feel like a struggle
So I'll just cheer up
And pour myself another bottle
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
Conversation feels impossible
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
You're another obstacle
You got me stressin'
Got me stressin'
Feel like a struggle
So I'll just cheer up
And pour myself another bottle

When we're talkin'
A conversation feels impossible
And when you text me
I'll say that you're another obstacle
You got me stressin'
Makin' me feel like a struggle
So I'll just cheer up
And pour myself another bottle
Da da da da da
And you feel just like an obstacle
Ba da da da da
You make me feel like a struggle
Pour another bottle
Pour another bottle
Da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da

obstacle +snor (prod. xofilo)

superstars +snor

open.spotify.com/artist/1dK4UZ6zuHSPzkWpCCQEIL
www.instagram.com/kidsnrlax
prod. me

lyrics:
we dont talk anymoar
imma fck her up like a whore
wash my fucn bluudd off the floor
got my bowie knife in her corpse

baby u look gorejus when i got u breaking down
im so fucn suicidal i will empty all these rounds
imma fucn bleeed n throw up while im screaming on the ground
im ur fav angel baby u will neva break our vows
got ur lipstick on my shirt cus ur the fucking worst
walking with an AUG inside my arms ill make u hurt
i put bruises in her knees and got that bitch covered in dirt
everytime i fucking post i make yo bitch tempted to flirt

imma mfing stalker, ur a stranger
make her wanna die ion blame her
imma fucn die when i break her
need a fucn doctor, give me prayers.

ur fav angel✞✞ (prod. macabre)

PROD BRITNEY SPEARS LOL
SHOUTOUT GUTZXX

im fuckin set i got the gun inside my bag
i got the sights i got attatchments i got hella fuckin mags
if ur a homie then i'll message u do not show up to class
im pullin up for my revenge on all these mf fagss

i got the hello kitty camo on  my ar do not test me
like this is what gon happen when yall faggots all reject me
all these bitches fucking hurt me now i like it when they wreck me
like can u make me wanna kms i find it fucking sexy

i fuckin love u but u prolly think im crazy
i only feel the way i do cause they all fucking hate me
im so fucking angry and im drinking on the daily
dk what drugs im taking and im acting fucking shady

i got a gun intrusive thoughts up in my head
and everybody's staring at me theres a tightness in my chest
and i cant do this every day i always see my fucking ex
ur always spreading fucking lies but i got proof deleted texts

im offa molly when i walk in
look whos talking
hello kitty camo and my sights are fucking locked in
offa molly when i walk in
look whos talking
hello kitty camo with the flashbang in my pocket

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

HELLO KITTY CAMO (@shredmyself insta)

this came out on spotify like a year ago nd i never uploaded it on soundcloud so here u go mwah

i hate u but i luv u

bl00d b4th (prod. 1hydr4)

bankROLL p.kanade

prod. @nneio

in the club i fuck it up ugh i’m such a slut 
carve ur name in my body i am such a stupid fuck 
hrt in my veins come on baby let’s get naughty 
tiny pants to hide my cuts tripping off the fkn molly 
not in my right headspace i’m steady off a xan 
i see you in the hallways let me ask you to the school dance 
go home go to my room and cut myself to feel something 
hide it with my bracelets and hope my scars don’t sting 
idk what’s wrong with wanting to b a scene queen 
call me yandere cus i only want u to be mine 
want u to be all mine that is all i want 
coughing blood in the sink now i’m feeling nonchalant

i hate u but i luv u

syris