prod - @prodbyaustyn 
Tryna find my time, just once again.
I’ve been kinda lost inside my head.
Life is kinda fucked. So I just fled.
Leave me alone I just wanna be dead.

I spend all this time, in misery.
Building it deep inside of me.
Lost in a world where I can’t see,
Wishing I just had clarity.

I don’t know why,
You really just be wasting my time.
Turn your life, into my own crime.
My secret thoughts inside my own mind.

It’s funny how I really think it to existence.
It’s like I conjure everything inside my soul.
I’ve been really kinda stuck up on persistence.
Everyday I make a way on to my goals.

Everybody wait for a second , wait for a second.
Show me how you go with baby, go with it baby.
Ive Been on a roll , lil baby. Roll lil baby.
Show me how you roll with it baby, roll with it baaaaaaabie.

In this life, yes we all just perceive.
Different sides of life in our reality.
Stuck up with the cost and mans duality.
 I’ve just been living way too long.

clarity (prod. austyn with a y)

Be Right +WOCK Thia

brakence  cucumber (ai)

[Production, Instrumentation, Mix & Master by myth valley aka Maxine Faith Noelle] @mythvalley
[Written + Vocals by myth valley, ghostsocial & tepz] @ghostsocial @t3pz

(@mythvalley)
you tell me to realign myself to memories
a vision's past, not mine
you're calling out for help like woe is me
right hook to my face
now I'm falling back
step close, face your fate
no more turning back
and now your crawling back to me
feed 'em lies so endless-

every word to you feels like a pushback
and it hurts the truth is I cant get back
and you been waiting for a sign here's your autograph
and when you find me all alone, I won't cross your path

(@ghostsocial)
killer lips and killer side eye
maybe I just haven’t found the right guy
screw loose, I been tryna get my head right
pony tail, you can tell me if the head’s right
call and tell me that it’s okay
I’ll be waiting for you in your driveway
dolled up, such a small town cliché
Hometown, but you use me as a halfway

(@mythvalley) (x2)
so over, i'm tired
so over, i'm falling back to shit

(@t3pz)
never once did I ever feel little
but god damn, have I ever wanted to break some shit
dead eyes said I gotta let go
tongue tied know you really wanna savor this
you're so dead to me
push back once more till you feel me bleed
just last longer like a symphony
but its all broke off
full of infamy

(@mythvalley)
every word to you feels like a pushback
and it hurts the truth is I cant get back
and you been waiting for a sign here's your autograph
and when you find me all alone, I won't cross your path

so over, i'm tired
so over, i'm falling back to shit (x4)

push back! [with ghostsocial & Tepz]

Produced by @maeliveson
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

And if I’m being honest I don’t need you fucking anyway
Say you’re terrified, but yet you’re too scared just to run away
It’s so much on the line, said it’s fiction, it’s a lie
Yet there’s so much truth inside of it, I can’t fucking decide
Said you needed me, but I don’t need you fucking anyway
Say you’re terrified, but yet you’re too scared just to run away
It’s so much on the line, said it’s fiction, it’s a lie
Yet there’s so much truth inside of it, I can’t fucking decide

It's too much of the everything babe 
And you’re love, swear it’s driving me insane 
It’s been forever, I don’t wanna feel vague 
(No, no, no, no)
I don’t really wanna die tonight 
But if I gotta, I’mma do it just to save your life
'Cause you mean everything to me, don’t wanna say a lie
But if I gotta, I’mma say it, you were never mine

And if I’m being honest I don’t need you fucking anyway
Say you’re terrified, but yet you’re too scared just to run away
It’s so much on the line, said it’s fiction, it’s a lie
Yet there’s so much truth inside of it, I can’t fucking decide
Said you needed me, but I don’t need you fucking anyway
Say you’re terrified, but yet you’re too scared just to run away
It’s so much on the line, said it’s fiction, it’s a lie
Yet there’s so much truth inside of it, I can’t fucking decide

fiction [p. maeri]

lyrics :

follow the path
to the gates of heaven
when you know that i'm gone to see the after life
when she tells me where to see the lights
and we'll know

she told me she travels from the sun
to save me all from the guns
pointing my face we should run to be safe than sorry
cuz i'm an only son don't wanna pass away early for my family
gone to rest for ever

it's alright it's alright 
i'm happy with what i have
cuz tonight i will find a peace of mind to help
it's enough it's enough
for me to stay in here for longer
but at last i chose to go

at last i chose to go
i choose to grow old
started walking the journey in the light
you can see it in my eyes that i need to get me life
deceased but i recite everything i did tonight
legacy forget it right
barely need it for a fight
but i leave for peace of mind
i just need to take my time
when i flee i'll be alright
when the sun is shining bright
when the sea is right beside me
i keep her in my heart
she will lead me out so far
when i bleed she heals my scars
when she tears it all apart
angel wings behind the stars
true love i need the most for my heart

for my heart
it's not enough for the source
i cut it out with a sword
it's like eternal reward for me to speak to the lord
i don't let it eat out my core then falling in greed to want more
i have what i need to live for this life
she tells me don't go
don't go back or you'll become your old self
she tells me if you wanna change you have to decide
or if you wanna rot in hell with people watching you die
and people watching you cry

it's alright it's alright 
i'm happy with what i have
cuz tonight i will find a peace of mind to help
it's enough it's enough
for me to stay in here for longer
but at last i chose to go

egress

prod drmabeats

i don't think i'm the problem anymore
but every time that it rains it pours

do you think of him when you think of me
except with my face glued onto his body
i don't resent you it's insecurity
why do i feel disgust wish i could just be
psychoanalysis
wish you didn't do it
wish i didn't feel like this
wish we were both just kids
psychoanalysis
psychoanalysis
psychoanalysis
psychoanalysis

you bring out things in me
opinions i didn't know i had
all for us to disagree
on things we didn't do or did
wish it wasn't this way
wish we were one and the same
wish i could appreciate
who i'm with in the here and now

you're my illness and you're my medicine
you're in my thoughts up until i lose my head
i only feel safe when i express it
but i'm just so afraid i'll hurt our relationship
psychoanalysis
psychoanalysis
psychoanalysis
psychoanalysis
do you think of him when you think of me
except with my face glued onto his body

psychoanalysis (drma)

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

back like i never left x

__

set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

-

produced by neverforever

tears

Grime Instrumental Taken from the September Beat Pack Big Ups 



Fly Away (Grime Instrumental)

- Effies Again -
A moody four track EP made over winter. 
Art done my Seb Carter x

SNAX - Was It You

obsessed w u (cursemxrk)

art by hehermes on ig
all art on the covers you see are most likely made by hehermes on ig

brakence cucumber (ai)

osnoracer