The Upload

prod. @irby <3

spotify pre-save ! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/demotivated
lyrics: 

im feeling...
so demotivated...
and i hate it...
i hate it...
i...hate it...

tell me how im supposed to live like this
i try to exhale this pain from my lips
and im getting kinda tired
of questioning my...existence...
yeah its just one big mess
nothing fills this absence in my chest...

maybe i could end this all?
cuz lately that is all i want...
i swear to god there not much more to this
i know that it is kinda morbid but...
i dont rlly wanna stick around to watch it all play out

tell me how im supposed to live like this
i try to exhale this pain from my lips
and im getting kinda tired
of questioning my...existence...
yeah its just one big mess
nothing fills this absence in my chest...

i dont wanna keep on like this now...
i dont want to
would you rlly blame me if i tossed it all away? 
i dont want to...

i dont want to x6

demotivated  [+irby]

<3 
lyrics vvv
[empty]
i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
took ten steps back 
just to realize i was gone baby
every single night that i been writing
i been zoned baby
every single time that ive been dead
you were right besides me inside my head
think a little, think a little
i know that shit hurts
but you gotta be aware
if i really want everything,
ill prove it.
yeah ill prove it..

[casperrr]
i know you are loyal i know you're by my side
but my head keeps on telling lies
i'll keep my thoughts out of ur sight
i'm just trying to do what i think is right 
sorry didn't mean to cry 
dunno if this is love dunno if there's a why
hurting and bleeding baby u're like blade
if i hold you tighter i'll feel more pain
blood keeps on leaking from my veins 
blood on my shirt it's full of stains
i can't fucking think i'm killing what's left of my brain 
don't want all of my efforts to be in vain

[empty]
i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..

formula. w/ casperrr (splashgvng)

love u @jolst for mastering<3

u use 2 come round 
round my mums house 
u use 2 get along fine 
u use 2 be benign 
but now ur far out
way 2 far out 
i cant save u right now 
u did it 2 urself 

oh well oh well 
u did it 2 urself 
if u drown now 
its cause u didnt set sail 
its weird because 
u never use be like that 
u think to much 
thats why you've fallen back 

u must admit 
u kinda fuckn changed a bit 
lost ur all friends 
all ur friends say ur crazy 
i wont forget 
u use to fkn main me 
now im a fkn joke 
ur the one whos crazy

cherryrizla

u used to be benign
but now ur volatile
i couldnt see the signs
thought it would take a while
thought it would be alright
when it was on the ground
thought it would all be fine
when it was falling down

u used to come round
waiting on my driveway
and spend the whole weekend
from the friday
now ur far out
read our dms for like four hours
all the light overshadowed by a dark cloud

Spotify Link <3

u think too much w/ cherryrizla [frevel/methboiswag/roxa]

tell me more (fuckingsean + remghost)

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even lie 
everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

walk straight 
be okay 
can't breathe
beat my cheast like an ape 
nobody cares about love nowadays
nobody wants to stay home feel safe
i've been locked in my room for days
can't leave cuz im sick n thats ok
but no1 called me to check on my pain
nobody called me to check on my brain 

breakdown, breakdown, breakdown again
i'm fucked up fucked up fucked up in the head 
i live like every1 else is dead 
i'm done, so done, fucking done with this mess

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

so as long as im breathing
ill keep on walkin this path
with the souls who deceived me 
but gave me feet to feel the grass
always alone but still with company
spread only love but fight angrily
knowing who watches over me 
i'll always be safe, surely

evrybody's saying dumb shit (hero&emptychest)

Lyrics:
ion wanna listen
ion wanna listen
girl turn that shit off while we chillin
la la la, u cant make me listen

hyperpop jus remind me of her
so i jus never listen, guess thats what i deserve
man id rather get poisoned and kicked to the curb
till my teeth falling out guess i just never learn

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

flashbacks on your bedroom floor
was like a second home, i dont come thru anymore
i guess thats just how life goes, im running low for sure
i should really just stop bitching yeah but life is such a chore

all i really do is bitch and moan and then i cry
then gotta keep pretend that im tough when im outside
cause you cant be let em know when they see pain up in your eyes
cause then you weak and you a target and you wont put up a fight

like, "fuck it all, he dont care about his life
so, take it all" i wont argue with a knife
and, then i fall, and they leave me out of spite
now im picking up the pieces of my already broken life

and i think you know its something i cannot keep shoving down
living with a mask it got me lookin like a fucking clown
ima just be honest, aint have much but i got nothing now
gripping on this bottle just to keep myself from shutting down

hyperpop jus remind me of her
so i jus never listen, guess thats what i deserve
man id rather get poisoned and kicked to the curb
till my teeth falling out guess i just never learn

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

ion wanna listen
ion wanna listen
girl turn that shit off while we chillin
la la la, u cant make me listen

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

Hyperpop Jus Remind Me Of Her

Hyperpop Jus Remind Me Of Her (prod MNDLS1600 & Bended)

where did you go
cus you’ve been runnin 
you’ve been runnin from me 
and you’ve been runnin 
you’ve been running from me 

i’m from the city of the foxes
i been tryna set trends 
but i won’t ever sell a soul 
not mine or any of my friends 
n i been stickin to the pavement 
don’t forget what you said
“everybody has their price” 
but mine just never made sense 

but now i’m finally paid
so i guess i’ll make do
with all the finer things 
but my hands are too cold
n i cant feel a thing, nah 
i didn’t hear a thing  
when the fire came but
we all got our payment 

so i guess i’m cooked 
n i’ve been down for too long
finally gettin up 
startin to feel like player 1
i grab my gun and look 
upon this battlefield i lost 
so baby wish me luck
my baby wish me

when this war is finally done 
yea ill come make u blush and baby wtf 
i’ve never been good with words
is gratitude enough? 
is gratitude enough?
but it never is 

so i’ll just sit here on my own and pour this medicine
i drop blue pills in sugar free i’m smokin kerosene 
i should’ve never been so dumb to fuckin let you in
sorry for my temperament 

i’m from the city of the foxes
i been tryna set trends 
but i won’t ever sell a soul 
not mine or any of my friends 
n i been stickin to the pavement 
don’t forget what you said
“everybody has their price” 
but mine just never made sense 

but now i’m finally paid
so i guess i’ll make do
with all the finer things 
but my hands are too cold
n i cant feel a thing, nah 
i didn’t hear a thing  
when the fire came but
we all got our payment

kerosene (sustain)

produced by lowtyde

huge shoutout to my brothers @guardinmusic and @swainesworld for providing some amazing verses

coverart by the lovely rose: https://twitter.com/rosebudpainting

mastered by @killzoltar

lyrics soon…

thanks for listening <3

barcade blues (feat guardin and swaine) [prod lowtyde]

By Your Side.

@lilskeleskrrt
@elsssd
Lyrics
yung axstn
chorus: how long has it been since the last time i talked to you
i remember then its the last time i thought of you
razors turn to ash since its been like the same thing over and over
ill never forget all the things that you put me through

lil skele
Verse:Razors to ashes fucked up like an addict
im sorry cant stand it cant take all the damage
youre heartless i know that i just thought you would fix that
it's over now we're through
this is the last time i i talk to you

Razors Turn To Ash

Razors Turn To Ash (feat. skele) [Prod.ELSD]

i watch my life as its falling apart
but i feel fine as i lie in the dark
this life’s a game and i’m playing my part
soon i’ll burn out like a dying star

without the drugs i’d never make it
the only way i’m getting by is staying faded
yeah
but half these plugs be selling fake shit
it got me feeling kinda off, they prolly laced it
whoa
i’m fucking wasted
i feel like gucci, take a shot right to the face bitch
you never wanted me so that’s the way i face it
i shouldn’t even give a fuck, ‘cause girl you’re basic

i’m over that chick
and i’m so far gone
i might crash my whip
just for the hell of it
‘cause i don’t give a shit
i’m fucking done with this
i’m screaming fuck you bitch

big bands in my pocket
yeah
wallet chains wit no wallet
yeah
i got plans to be up next
yeah
i won’t stop till it happens
yeah

i smoked an 8th and now i’m cruising
all i really want in life is to make music
but everybody fucking hates me
my dad despises what i’m doin, says i’m lazy
well, you can hate me from afar but i’ll keep moving
‘cause i got big ass fucking goals while y’all ain’t do shit
you waste your youth going to college like you’re s’posed to
i spend it doing what i want while making big moves

oh my god i think i miss you
i don’t wanna but i think i do
i just wish i didn’t miss you
i don’t wanna but i think it’s true

end of the world and i feel fine [prod. sketchmyname]

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LYRICS

we were wasted
stayin’ up all night long
in the basement 
singin’ your favorite song
you were naked
thinkin’ that we belong
didn’t make it
funny how we were wrong

you can lose your attitude
lil mama feelin’ rude
calm down witcho’ headass
we didn’t last 5 minutes

why you bein’ so damn mean?
throw a tantrum cause a scene
all my, all my broken promises
girl, i swear i never lied to you
just changed my mind, cause that’s what we do

indecisive, you don’t mean a thing to me
tell yo girlfriends i’m just tryna play some games
girl, i swear i never lied to you
just changed my mind, cause that’s what we do

we were wasted
stayin’ up all night long
in the basement 
singin’ your favorite song
you were naked
thinkin’ that we belong
didn’t make it
funny how we were wrong

we were wasted
stayin’ up all night long
in the basement
singin’ your favorite song
you were naked
thinkin’ that we belong
didn’t make it, we didn’t make it

ooo, girl you know what to do 
you know i need it, i need it, i need it
i need you

as indecisive as they come
but i made up my, made up my mind
i don’t wanna run

Spotify

make it

shoutout brutall for the artwork!!

prod. beatgoon:

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ig: www.instagram.com/swainesworld/

twitter: twitter.com/swainesworldd

discord: discord.gg/pZwkQNj

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enjoy! no lyrics for this one as it was done off the top of my head :)

DEEPER! (prod. beatgoon)

i'm not ready to go
it's not healthy, i know
maybe i can find a way to make it so that i won't
there's no reason to stay
but i can't walk away
maybe i'm addicted to the way you say
you've got my attention
you're all i want in one
you're all i want to gain
you cause me so much pain

let go
that's all they say
let go
i can't do that, that's insane

when the moment's right i'll make my way
until then i hope and pray
well, maybe there's no rush
and i don't mind it much
i'll use it as my crutch

let go
that's all they say
let go
i can't do that, that's insane

Sleeps X - let go

𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘮𝘦

lyrics:
I know I seem different, sit down u should listen 
I know I feel so distant, im not me I kno u wont miss this

i'm sorry, the chemicals are breakin me down slowly
I cant control me x2

I don't even know who I am
i'm aching 
its suffocating 

smoke some shit, hope i feel it
my chest to weak for these feelings
I start breathing heavier 
, i'm insecure, my life's a blur

fuck I wanna feel u on my lips, yea
I know hasn't been long but I still miss yuh 
u callin my phone u cant leave alone
I rlly like that, I cant lie 
yea I rlly cant fight that 

confused ab my life and where i'm goin now
I hope I make but sometimes I think don't kno how

“ look at the brightside” fuck that 
u don't even know me 
sayin shit like u rlly think we homies

i'm sorry, the chemicals are breakin me down slowly
I cant control me x3

Sleeps X - let go

xy softshade

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