Hood Tali - Mr.Switchy (Prod.Y2KRAZY)

I dont even exist is all im saying… it’s not the same that mom was a murderer and molester that dad had no care in the world and was a rapist you need to get a grip I love myself too but I do not exist . I’m dissociating bc they stopped me the other night and asked to talk they thought I was illegal I was able to get away but u don’t understand at all what you’ve done to us I was able to call other police to confront yall and my mother for my birth certificate and she was around the corner but they weren’t friendly the one was but yk what that means just by a tiny grand of sand was he nice still stopped me and didn’t give a reason I’m going to have a fucking heart attack I have a passport and birth certificate and I’d and allat leave me alone I’m disassociating no listen she has real dissociation I’m typing to save my life listen to me I can’t see anything I’m disassociating I can’t see anything I can’t move I can’t see anything I can’t move I can’t see anything I can’t move I can’t see anything I can’t move I can’t see anything I can’t move I can’t see anything I can’t move I can’t see anything do not let go I repeat I’m disassociating do not let go I’m disassociating do not let go I repeat I’m disassociating do not let go I repeat I’m disassociating do not let go I repeat I’m disassociating for protection do not let go I can’t see anything I can’t move I can’t see anything I can’t move stay with me I can’t see anything I can’t move I can’t hear right either say it I repeat do not let go I would say ur name but I can’t Layla do not let go Layla do not let go Layla do not let go I repeat do not let go Layla do not let go Layla I repeat do not let go Layla I repeat I’m disassociating do not let go she is very strong I repeat I cannot see anything I cannot move I repeat I can’t see anything I can’t move Layla Layla Layla I repeat do not let go Layla do not let go Layla do not let go Layla do not let go Layla you have to stay with me do not let go Layla do not let go Layla do not let go Layla you have to stay with me do. Not . Let go. I cannot see anything I’m disassociating I cannot see anything I’m disassociating I cannot move I’m disassociating Try to be patient and understanding in daily life
Layla are you okay there u are hello Layla you can come back Layla it’s okay they are just goosebumps Layla that’s good! It’s okay just come back it’s okay Layla it’s okay in and out Layla in and out ready in and out it’s okay I’m right here Layla are you okay do you see me yet? Layla it is okay you can come back I will not hurt you at all okay it’s okay I can’t hurt you it’s okay Layla there’s nothing there but me I’m right here it’s okay come back come back Layla it is okay I’m right here shhhhh you hear that ? Feel it goosebumps see they’re goosebumps Layla they feel good! In and out Layla I’m right here . There you go that’s better it’s something now look look you see anything yet? Layla it’s okay you can come back look it’s pretty words Its me it’s okay! Its okay Layla see I’m right here shhh are you okay are you okay you’re the only thing in this world to me it is going to be okay I’m right here don’t leave just stay right here okay do not let go just stay right here move and feel and see again THERE U GO SOOO MUCH BETTER GOOD JOB SEE NOW UR SMILING SEE UR OKAY! What’s that? Little tears? That’s okay feel them 
But be aware that they may not always know or be able to tell you. If they want to tell you about their experience, try to listen with acceptance. Touching and intimacy can be difficult for some people. It might help to ask them what's OK and talk about this togethe

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Hood Tali - Mr.Switchy (Prod.Y2KRAZY)

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