lifelover & tbd samples
@8clockwork

i cant have u so i'll b u
ill do all the same things
that u used 2 do to me
n all of those little thing
u dont know how much they meant 2 me
i said i love you
u said astrid i love u 2
n when i see the snow i think abt u too
i rmbr when u'd go outside n write a's in the snow
i know u dont mean it but it kinda felt like u fucking meant it

sometimes when i sleep i still think abt us
she teaches me how to
how to use needles
n shes so much cooler than me
she makes dsbm n she takes xanax 2 sleep
n it fucks w me all the time how i got blood on my hands
n u forgot all about it
ur so beautiful, im in stockholm 4 the summer
n when were together u can teach me abt the things u learnt in berlin

cuz u'll tell me everything
n the next day u'll treat it like its nothing at all



slakthus /needles(astrid)

song from a demo i never finished
logo and artwork by me

amputated and burned

notaperson ft xxffcyuvcui [tekken rom4n]

final home prod hadif10k

grotesque painted display of my love prod massi tekken

pan out prod dollface massi

trainwreck prod cavitnak + larua

prod @xanganistan @mimicsgate

why the fuck does my beat say that shit ahhhh
i was in the 
i was stranded i was ahhh
i was in the 
i was stranded i was ahhh
yaaaaa
baby she let me
baby she let me
baby she let me
baby she let me
baby she let
baby she let me
she wont let u
she my puppy 
she ur pitbull
does she like me for me or she wants my pills
its whatever u can have me and my prescriptions
they call me a mumbler but theres lyrics in description
why u tryna starve urself baby bae u need nutrition
baby i want u ????
sorry when im distant that mean im on a mission
i always knew cause of my intuition
she want me to beat her up but i wont raise a finger
she thought i would leave
baby im gonna linger
damn this shit so mid i know im better than this
i know im better than him
u could do better than me
give a fuck i want it like this
i won u like this
when i overslept u almost made a diss
i cant lie that shit was funny i woke up and we were laughing
im an addict like im scratching
use my body no utensils
real tat with ur name fuck a pencil
im tryna grow old with u like we getting a pension
i want ur affection
baby i gotta dodge my own reflection
u make me feel like perfection
like im cell bro
fuck ur cell bro
this shit dont feel real like a program
u could make do whatever like a programmer
i didnt even wanna rap i wanted to be a pro gamer but i was stuck on league of legends


ep so soon like very very soon





amputated and burned

yab