sad but chillin

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All I Wanna Say

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It's Not Love

Darling // Tomppabeats

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Passed [edit]

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syd matters - obstacles (cover)

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Here, Now

prod. ryini

the lights turn gray
in my suburban home
i wanna make a friend
but I’m better alone
i tried to fucking change, but it doesn’t work
so now i see why you’re with him and i’m still hurt

i know i that i should probably just go to sleep
and pray to god the demons take my life from me
but i don’t think that god is real, so i need help
if god was real i wouldn’t wanna kill myself(x2)

i hope he gives you the world, just to take it away
cause only then would you be able to feel my pain
please forget about the scars that are on my face
cause you’ll see them once again before you’re in the grave

it’s no fun no fun no fun to play
with a girl that doesn’t love you, or a guy who’s the same
so i’m turning off the system cause my life is a game
and i think i need some time for my life to update

it’s all over
i’m not sober
don’t come over
it’s all over
it’s all over
since october
don’t come over
i’m not sober

i'm not sober, are you?

it's been a while. 
never written a song longer than 2 minutes before, kinda sad that it had to be this one. 
more music coming soon, or so i hope. 
~
staying up until 2am until u'd get home 
i still miss the way u'd say i'm never alone 
thinking about ur hair in the wind all throughout my day
while i was just in the back part of ur brain 

you're not sorry it happened like this 
you're not sad that u made me go 
in fact, i bet you're smiling 
you were always so happy, i know
my sky looks different and maybe urs does too 
some people never change, but patterns do 
she said u smell like coffee
i could've told u that so long ago. 

thought it would end on better terms
but i guess that i will never learn
put ur things in a box 
so that they don't burn 
how stupid could i be? 
should've known that u didn't wanna see me 
i am relearning 
i can't do anything

you're not sorry it happened like this 
you're not sad that u made me go 
in fact, i bet you're smiling 
you were always so happy, i know
my sky looks different and maybe urs does too 
some people never change, but patterns do 
she says u smell like coffee
i could've told u that so long ago.

patterns

Suicide Note

LMAO THIS IS THE FIRST SONG i ever wrote like when i was 15. i think i was waiting it out and i never posted it anywhere because i actually liked it but now i feel like its getting old and its not as funny as it used to be so. i have to post it now. HAHA.

lyrics:

saturday night
im sitting on my bed
i kinda want to talk to people
but im feeling dead

i turn on my computer like always
i dont care if im alone on a holiday
i just wanna be alone
stay in my weird zone

people ask me why im so quiet
i tell them i dont wanna talk
but they dont buy it

cause im awkward antisocial
im not really all that special
oh oh oh oh

im not really a smarty
i dont really go to parties
oh oh oh oh

oh where is my motivation??
im so tired of boredm
and procrastination

i should do something....


staying up late 
i feel my eyes dry
i look at the mirror
and see bloodshot eyes

i havent been sleeping and 
im feeling stressed ??
i get NIGHTMARES 
so staying up is best..

i should really start to sleep
pay for lunch 
and not be cheap

poeple tell me to take care of myself
i tell them i am doing fine
but they still try to help 

bc i look like i am dying 
and my bodys hardly trying
oh oh oh oh

my lips are whiter than snow
i can barely say a hello
oh oh oh oh

one day 
i will be 30
maybe then ill get my shit together

right now
im kinda useless
i hope it wont be like this forever

i should really stop
pitying myself
filling up my shelf
and ruining my health

i should really go get myself a job
instead of staying home and being a slob

But I’m decent I’m not that bad
I get bad grades
And I might be sad
Uh uh uh uh

I may have awful acne
But at least I don’t dress trashy 

Uh uh u h uh

awkward antisocial (demo?)

HI FAM! 
i'm releasing this to thank you for the 100k plays, I hope you'll enjoy these tracks.. <3

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sunday night mood.

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Disappear

i apologize for apologizing to save face 
to save your face from mine, to make sure i’m not on your mind 
i empathize with weary eyes, i know them well 
but you don’t know me any better than you know yourself

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~ lyrics ~

i left my guards on ice 
i let the stars align 
thought that it was worth the cold 
it wasn’t worth it 
skated round the issue till the floor flew 
followed all your flaws till mine found something true 
i traded memories for forgiveness 
think you forgave me
but i couldn’t forget

what you tryna hide, just say what you mean 

you sounded like truth 
i used to want to talk like you 
till your fears cut me down 
you celebrated like a clown 
while i up and moved states 
funny where your mind can take you 
a time, a place, a season, child 
it’s funny how my dreams became my here and now 
i let go of what you said 
and embraced my brokenness 
and life called me by my 
pain/name 

what you tryna hide, just say what you mean 

believe what you want, i leave you be 

i apologize for apologizing to save face 
to save your face from mine, to make sure i’m not on your mind 
i empathize with weary eyes, i know them well 
but you don’t know me any better than you know yourself 

go know yourself

emawk - vintage

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remix of some dj screw samples
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inspired by dj paypal

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you should just ignore it

Bread & Butterflies Continues...

Written & Performed By teddybear (ig: tddybrr)
Featuring Teddy
Recorded By Ricky Anthony In 2016 & By Hudson Alexander In 2018
Production By Ricky Anthony, Hudson Alexander, Tülpa & Convenience
Executive Production By teddybear, Hudson Alexander & IOF
Mixed & Mastered By Hudson Alexander
Addition Vocals Sampled From Andy Kaufman’s Album “Andy And His Grandmother”

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Bread & Butterflies

i hate myself more than you ever could

Lyrics

i hate myself more than you ever could (Prod. Ricky Anthony, Hudson Alexander, Tülpa & Adam Hanney)

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sad but chillin

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