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i feel as if your nararating these darktimes i am going through... feels crazy i love it.

Sometimes I want to check on yaeow. His songs is so sad makes me wonder how he is doing. I hope you're always happy and loved.. Your music makes me sad but also makes me feel home.

i love this song so much because its literally what im feeling

so hyped to finally drop this :)
features a sample of party favor by billie eilish

@rxseboy x @sarcasticsounds - billie crylish

deeper than before - powfu, rxseboy & julia alexa (prod. the bootleg boy)

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Losing track of who i’m supposed to be
It’s hard to feel free
When you’re stuck in the in between
And all you want is someone to take you far
Away from where you are
A place to find your heart, again

Oh i’m not ready to give you up just yet
But right now it’s tough cause you can’t see the end

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

why am i here, i feel so alone

Lyrics... 

My fate is sealed I don’t know what to do 
I been contemplating everything while locked in my room
I revolve around hate and I’ve been paying my dues
But I think I’m too late it’ll have me end in a tomb
Anyone can be snake and they never teach
That’s why you never see me trust they all deceased
So I’ve been taking pills I admit defeat
Honestly I’ll take it anything at all if it helps me to sleep

That’s the cards that were dealt 
And I’m sorry but my body I can feel breaking down
My mind ain’t any better I’m deceiving myself
And It’s funny cause the money yeah can’t buy my health
I need help
I need it bad
Mentally and physically I don’t have money to spend
Ain’t that crazy cause Every penny go to family and friends and that’s why I say I’m quitting music I like it but I’ll prolly be dead

I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired
I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired 
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired

feeling well 
I ain’t been feeling well
And I’m done with trying to talk I only bring people down
Seems I fuck up everything I swear I’m destined to failI
I’m breathing regret every time I fucking inhale

Moving on I can’t
Man I’m trying but my mind is stuck back in the past
I’d be lying if dying didnt seem that bad
I’m writing the facts I’m fucking fighting for this 
I give my life but that shit wouldn’t last

Yeah I’m giving my best but still want me to change
Man I’m trying to change
And I hate when they tell me I’ll see better days
Man that shit never came
Half of the help I’m getting feeling it’s fake

Fake as a bitch
I’ve been pushing but my mind it can’t handle this shit
I’ve been battling depression ever since just a kid
I’m a shell I’ve been broken and I’m sorry I got nun left to give

Honestly, I'm tired (prod. 4lexf)

Lyrics

[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up

[Verse 1: Kado]
I wake up again, but it feel like I'm dead
I don't understand how you could feel this way
I don't wanna move, so now I'm in my head
And I'm not sure if I'll see another day
Won't be long 'fore I'm leaving here, I don't want you near
Don't you call, try to be sincere, the wounds too severe

[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up

[Verse 2: Powfu]
Why's it always at midnight
When my brain wanna start these fist fights?
Spent six days on this tour bus
I'll catch some rest when this tour's up
I don't know what I'm famous for
We hurt and lost and it's obvious
I don't know who I'm playing for
'Cause I don't see your face in this audience

[Refrain: Powfu]
But soon someday, I'ma take off big
And it won't be you that I take off with
Saw your story at Brayden's house
It's embarrassing what you post about
Having heart used to turn me on
Walking 'round with my jersey on
I don't know what changed or if I can changed first
All I know you not who you were
[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up

[Bridge: Powfu]
Stay up for the movie
I don't wanna miss this scene
Only fall asleep by you
Would've never missed a beat if I'd knew

[Refrain: Powfu]
But soon someday, I'ma take off big
And it won't be you that I take off with
Saw your story at Brayden's house
It's embarrassing what you post about
Having heart used to turn me on
Walking 'round with my jersey on
I don't know what changed or if I can changed first
All I know you not who you were

[Chorus]
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up
My eyes are tired eyes
They keep staring in the mirror while I'm not up

[Outro: Kado]
Won't be long 'fore I'm leaving here, I don't want you near
Don't you call, try to be sincere, the wounds too severe

Tired Eyes

Tired Eyes (Feat. Powfu)

@akumuh - can you leave me alone?! (prod. sundwn & jang0)

the first

Producer @maryjanexx

Verse 1:
U always do annoying things 
I kind of like it though
I fall in love with everything
Everything
Every touch
Every time I see that butt
Everytime I feel you close
I just wanna pull u closer

losing u is my biggest fear
Wanna get that ring for you 
but gotta wait like 20 years

U got some type of power putting smiles up on everyone
cant wait to go travel w u do shit that we’ve never done

Hook:
When I’m with u we aint even gotta talk
we So in love u can hear my thoughts
Ill drive an hour for a minute with u
every little thing about u I’m into

Verse 2:
I woke up with u wrapped up in my arms
I Love the warmth
Ill protect u like a shield and a sword
Look towards at our future 
We still got a lot left
I’ve been Recording with my mic
While u study at your desk 
You so cute
When u read your book
Sitting by the furnace
people jealous of us 
And they only see the surface
Listen up lil buttercup
U the girl for me
Dont pay attention to the other ones
sleepin in watching movies eating food its way better with u
having deep talks with a box of tissues
But thats no issue these tears will bring us healing
Praying for each other
it gets dark in certain seasons

Outro:
I’m into
Come kiss me
all my dreams are coming true
Its cold out
Come closer
ill never be over u

Spotify

Hear my thoughts (prod. Mai.)

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

i hope so..

produced by con
sample: cold illumination

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy x @coldillumination - i trust u. (prod. con)

My New Mixtape “LOST IN LIFE: A Mental Health Tape” is out now on all platforms! I cannot even begin to express how thankful I am for everyone who has stuck with me over the past years...truly mean it when I say I wouldn’t be here without you guys. I wrote the majority of this project at one of the lowest points of my life while I was stuck in quarantine going through a lot. As hard as it was to put my emotions on paper, I knew that my tough times would be able to help some of you get through your own struggles.

Make sure to share the project with everyone you know! Every extra stream, play and view helps me reach new people who my music may be able to positively impact.

why am i here, i feel so alone

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