deeper than before - powfu, rxseboy & julia alexa (prod. the bootleg boy)

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Losing track of who i’m supposed to be
It’s hard to feel free
When you’re stuck in the in between
And all you want is someone to take you far
Away from where you are
A place to find your heart, again

Oh i’m not ready to give you up just yet
But right now it’s tough cause you can’t see the end

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

why am i here, i feel so alone

A refreshing take on soul with flawless vocals drifting above the smooth instrumental. Hip hop drums and percussion giving this track a very Abel Lamont twist.

Ease Your Mind

Producer @maryjanexx

Verse 1:
U always do annoying things 
I kind of like it though
I fall in love with everything
Everything
Every touch
Every time I see that butt
Everytime I feel you close
I just wanna pull u closer

losing u is my biggest fear
Wanna get that ring for you 
but gotta wait like 20 years

U got some type of power putting smiles up on everyone
cant wait to go travel w u do shit that we’ve never done

Hook:
When I’m with u we aint even gotta talk
we So in love u can hear my thoughts
Ill drive an hour for a minute with u
every little thing about u I’m into

Verse 2:
I woke up with u wrapped up in my arms
I Love the warmth
Ill protect u like a shield and a sword
Look towards at our future 
We still got a lot left
I’ve been Recording with my mic
While u study at your desk 
You so cute
When u read your book
Sitting by the furnace
people jealous of us 
And they only see the surface
Listen up lil buttercup
U the girl for me
Dont pay attention to the other ones
sleepin in watching movies eating food its way better with u
having deep talks with a box of tissues
But thats no issue these tears will bring us healing
Praying for each other
it gets dark in certain seasons

Outro:
I’m into
Come kiss me
all my dreams are coming true
Its cold out
Come closer
ill never be over u

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Hear my thoughts (prod. Mai.)

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Song by Thomas Reid and Powfu
prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes

Drove you home last night
You’re on my mind
I hope you think of me sometimes
Cause you’re all I ever think of, dear
I’m sober for today
Life melts away
Inside your eyes I wanna stay
Forever
Learning how our hearts work, dear

If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes

Powfu:
Hide in your blue eyes
I just wanna hide with you
I just wanna jump in your blue eyes
I don't wanna fight with you
Every single time I see you
My heart is beating up fast
Even so close you're flawless
Wish I had more time
With you so I keep stallin'
Eyes like yours are the ones I dream of
Ocean blue
Inside this cold dark room

Thomas Reid:
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes

Hide in Your Blue Eyes

Thomas Reid & Powfu - Hide In Your Blue Eyes

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

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big boys don't cry (prod. con)

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do you ever think of me? (feat. @Rxseboy)

Much love to the fam @rxseboy and @ivrii for creating this with me <33

Lyrics:

Ivri:
I want your eyes
on a silver plate
And your lungs
Don't hesitate to breathe
I will absorb you
Watch the bugs as they swarm you
I only adore you
I will absorb you

Despise me
Despise me
Despise me
Despise me
Just a tip from the dead sequioa tree
I'm sorry
I think so violently

Thomas Reid:
Our lips met and it felt like a snake bite
I wonder if you miss me late alone in the nighttime
The earth rotates and your love runs past me
You threw my heart away, I’ll pick it up if you ask me

Now I’m falling falling
But I’m never calling
Even though I want to
You were my home to run to
But this home is broken
God, wish I could focus
Memories we share now embers burned above us in the air

Rxseboy:
Turned to a mockery
What do you want from me?
Body on top of me
Can you get off of me
Hate your reflection like I hate myself
And I hate my reflection I was I was somebody else
You look at me like I'm something you need
I think that you're into making me bleed
I see bones, I see daggers all pointed at me
Fell the pain while you torturing
Gouge out my dreams

I don't get intimate
Vibe getting sinister
I run away like a cold-hearted criminal
All these subliminals go to my conscience
I'm falling deeper is this what you wanted?
(Yes)
Is this what you wanted?
Memories haunt me
That's why I'm cautious
I let my gaurd down
You took advantage
Evil inside you I don't understand it.

why am i here, i feel so alone

yaeow