does it really matter?

deeper than before - powfu, rxseboy & julia alexa (prod. the bootleg boy)

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Losing track of who i’m supposed to be
It’s hard to feel free
When you’re stuck in the in between
And all you want is someone to take you far
Away from where you are
A place to find your heart, again

Oh i’m not ready to give you up just yet
But right now it’s tough cause you can’t see the end

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

why am i here, i feel so alone

new song with @lvgg via @dabootlegboy
stream : https://too.fm/6x300qo
lyrics 🌧️

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

verse 1 (levi):

i fall apart in your arms
and i don’t even know how this started
stay by my side till we sleep but baby
i know you‘re gone in the morning
(i know you‘re gone in the morning)

and i’m writing song after song
i just don’t feel like i’m being honest
and every word that i say hurts you deep
and thats not what i wanted

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

verse 2 (levi)

you said you will call me i guess you were lying
can’t handle emotions but god i’ve been trying
too many days i’ve been stuck in this circle
don’t wanna lose you, i don‘t wanna hurt you
running around with no heart in my chest
don’t tell me your feelings it makes me upset
i try to change but i‘m still work in progress
i‘m walking miles baby i‘m crossing oceans

and i‘m writing song after song
i just don’t feel like i‘m being honest
and every word that i say hurts you deep
and that‘s not what i wanted

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

i don’t wanna die
i just don’t want to live
cause in my twenty years
i have never felt a thing

i don't want to die (with levi)

cant help this feeling (feat. Cavasoul)(prod. Autrioly)

V1
Its been like
3 months of no talking
Walking by myself
No more eyes to get lost In
Keep on looking back all the time 
Ill be honest
I hate being alone
at least I got my conscience
Since u left me here
locked up in my room
writing all these songs
Wake up evey morning 
and turn my computer on
Because how else do I deal 
With these thoughts of u and me
I was on the clouds
Now im spiralling into sea
I wrote a message for u
But I couldn’t send it
I regret it
Yuh
Im sorry I’m pathetic
Whats this caught a sickness
and won’t be getting better
The sun might be shining
But it feels like rainy weather


Pre chorus
I trynna keep it on the low
I trynna get u off my mind
I trynna keep my feelings inside
But its hard sometimes


Chorus
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
Im not sure what it is with me
I’ve never been good with friends
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
it doesnt matter who u are
Soon we’ll come to the end


V2
Its been about a year
Since we last spoke
Trynna stay clean but need more soap
letting out pain with these words I wrote
Dried up tears and a bit of soar throat
feelings that had were beginning to rot
Starts off good then it suddenly stops
Ya but ill leave it in the past
Now the futures all I got


Bridge
All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don’t know what to do 
No I can’t decide 

Am I meant to be alone?

why am i here, i feel so alone

yaeow