Songs to vibe to

marchtwentyone, twentytwentyone.
its all coming to a close.
produced by anvii.
guitar played by @ayyitsryo.

im sitting on the surface
i made me feel worthless
i know i fuck up
im angry with myself
cuz i cant stop thinking bout u
wish u could be mine 
because ur all i need

its all over
im getting older
all of this shit is all the same
i needed closure

tears on the way to the city

closure

stream

produced by xmichaelwarren

lyrics:

Tell me "can you hold on?"
Don't think I can go on
Don't know where I belong
Stuck around for too long
I'm not someone you should lean on
I think you should wean off
Don't know what you needed
I can't fucking keep up
2x

This not the place I want to be
I hate it when you talk to me
I don't need your company
I hate it when you come at me
Can't believe you were a friend to me
Now you turned into my enemy
Cuz you don't know what you meant to me
I don't care what you been telling me
I don't want that many friends in the first place
They gon try to tell me what to do I'll do it my way
I don't fucking listen I don't care what they gotta say
I don't give a fuck if I'm the person that they all hate

She been calling she been asking if I'm coming back
Said she been crying she been tryna keep her heart intact
I'm not the one that she been looking for and it's too bad
I had to leave because I'm scared that I might get attached
I been up for way too long I been losing sleep
There's just so much going on that I've been feeling weak
I don't think I could forget what you said to me
That when I'm not around you said you feel incomplete

Tell me "can you hold on?"
Don't think I can go on
Don't know where I belong
Stuck around for too long
I'm not someone you should lean on
I think you should wean off
Don't know what you needed
I can't fucking keep up
2x

wean off (prod. xmichaelwarren)

(intro)
It takes me way too long to lose
Sometimes its fine sometimes I cant keep it cool
(hook)
What should I expect from you
Strangers don't make sense for you
We can conversate
But you deprecate oh
Everything I say
Like damn
I opened up my heart for you
I don't care
But sometimes feel like yes I do
Its like I don't know how
I keep coming back
to you
(verse)
Seems like I been off my head
If not me then who instead
Yah yah wow wow
I still forget it like yah yah wow wow
Its hard for us get we are really strangers
No more love
I guess I'm not a saviour
Cant save this oh nanana
Broken home sing lalala
I knew you so well
Sing bout it on mels
They know but oh well
Care but I wont tell
Pictures of us yea
The silence it kills me
Last night were you free
Why didn't you text me
I find it hard to love
I don't wanna sober up
Thinking bout just giving up
What's the point in falling in love
(hook)
What should I expect from you
Strangers don't make sense for you
We can conversate
But you deprecate oh
Everything I say
Like damn
I opened up my heart for you
I don't care
But sometimes feel like yes I do
Its like I don't know how
I keep coming back
to you

Conversate (Michael Warren)

prod xona

-lyrics-
and I can’t wake up today
where I can’t speak, you’re in my way
I got bad thoughts all again
and I wish these things would end 
I’ll get everything you wish and ever wanted
I’ll tell you that I love you and I’m being honest
and I have thought of you since of august
so don’t look at me and leave me with no comment

and you put me through a circle 
feelings are vast, it abused my mental
and I envy many people, I see you through the evil
talking like we’re meant to be but I know it’s just lethal
yeah, I fucking hate everything but I’m obsessed 
I fucking love you, bet you wouldn’t guess 
and I’m tired of this feeling of regret
I’m fucking up and it burns me to my chest

I don’t want to hear your name 
I roll my eyes and I tend to look away 
I should’ve told you what’s the matter from that day
and I don’t feel okay with your name
I can feel it through my bones and it aches
I try and I try to pour the blame
and I wish you could’ve came my way
I find it funny that you see this as a game

and you put me through a circle 
feelings are vast, it abused my mental
and I envy many people, I see you through the evil
talking like we’re meant to be but I know it’s just lethal
yeah, i fucking hate everything but I’m obsessed 
I fucking love you, bet you wouldn’t guess
and I’m tired of this feeling of regret
I’m fucking up and it burns me to my chest

pessimist

spotify

i cant stand

blackwinterwells + roxas - stuck! (flood+no bands)

@taylor
@sainttomorrow
cover credit ig@konoenoko

nothings fading off
i dont wanna go back
i dont wanna go thru that again
know it this could b my only chance
tell her that she got me til the end
not nobody else it makes no sense
when i fuk up know i make amends
when i fuk up hate to see u upset
remember when i couldnt even care less

ill b there if u need someone to hold on
theres too many fake its such a problem
idgaf wat they say i do that often
just us on our own my only option 
tell her u’ll b ok
want u to say my name
so take me on ur way

nothings fading (taylor morgan, saint tomorrow)

@prodkochan

lyrics:

я не знаю я-я не знаю нихуя
я не понял па-па-понять давно пора
почему же ни-кто не смотрит меня
растворяюсь ра-ра-створяюсь в небесах

не знаю я когда моя история закончится
можешь ее додумать если сильно захочется
никто меня не вспомнит только ждет одиночество
не знаю как творить меня убило пророчество

я не знаю что мне
делать дальше скажут
в мире столько фальши
кто еще прикажет

я не знаю я-я не знаю нихуя
я не понял па-па-понять давно пора
почему же ни-кто не смотрит меня
растворяюсь ра-ра-створяюсь в небесах

вчера чел мне написал чтобы оставил свои росписи
смотрю в свои карманы я без бабок zero описи
уже так заебался разворачиваю помеси
хочу убить себя давно, я верю в свое prophecy

пусть пропадет весь мир
я останусь один
мне пророчество покажет
настроение сплин

дабл кап ловлю вайб
раскрутил весь бэнкролл
пацаны че за байт
это мой мьюзик холл

я не знаю я-я не знаю нихуя
я не понял па-па-понять давно пора
почему же ни-кто не смотрит меня
растворяюсь ра-ра-створяюсь в небесах

prophecYY

ericdoa - likewise cover (reprod me and inci0)

Get Fucked w/ kurai

https://open.spotify.com/track/63l4KSQVYZGhrtYSqC6SHd?si=d26bbeaaa92f480e

prod by @buginfestedfloorboards <3
featuring the lovely @starfall and @zzzkyr
sad stitch cover. can i get 1 like :(

there's so many things in the world you can fuck up
and somehow I managed to fuck them all up

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

to make you okay
I promise i'll stay
You won't leave my brain
you're stuck like a stain
And I'm not enough
My heart can't be touched
Youre ruthless enough
You call out my bluff
and If I had the chance
how could I find you almost
everyday and I get to see your smile
oh wow at least
once in a while
I get to you

Wake up to the smell of coffee and make up
and I want you lately I
don't let you go
don't let you go
I just wanted to be loved
I just wanted to be loved
and I feel alive again
and I just wanna feel okay
every step I take
every move I make
don't want it to fade

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

wow that was so deep

make u okay ft. starfall, kyra (soju)

https://soundcloud.com/okgoony
https://soundcloud.com/arid
https://soundcloud.com/prodjonny
https://soundcloud.com/prodgreentop

vision (jonny & greentop)

hell is a teenage girl!!! prod hallow i love u hallow hope u guys enjoy. thank u!

Hell Is A Teenage Girl (hallow)

Fake (prod. latesleeper)

fuck this town

حبار
presave link: https://t.co/zcilna2wz3
SPOTIFY!!!! https://open.spotify.com/track/6P113H5hoHNycRRxaFsMRK?si=1EmmqW-QSk2yovh_JwysEA
i didnt name this after squid game lol
wanted to name a song squid for like 3 months
sorry for the wait if u care haha
everything by me

ur not my buddy
my nose is bloody
stakes raised like someone is conducting
like a freight train u know i keep chugging
reflection polluted its murky and mucky
bobbing my head up
punching and ducking
the way that its set up
im feeling quite lucky
spent like 3 years on a pipe dream
idc if u dont like me

it's all bruised up its unsightly
stretch their hands out
then they bite me
gon be a man down if they try me
they better stay back for the time being
they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

corny ass verse: 
right now they wanna talk down
breeze past them like a top down
u assume the worst what is that abt?
idk why ur talking now
idk why ur talking now

time is running its course
im beaten down to the core
i hate the sound of my voice
wish i could rip

too corny so censored

they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

lyrics for funny song :)

squid

hope you're happy :) 
@prodbyjoshwa
soundcloud exclusive (this cap its on streaming soon)

get up out my mentions
i dont want, nothing to do with u anymore
broke it all, and its all ur fault
dont give me a text, dont give me a call

what am i supposed to do with the shit u told me?
suck it up, believe that u wanna hold me?
fuck that u just wanna get with ur homies
fuck that, i’d rather get back to being lonely

wanna tell me that it aint like that
too bad i can see through it like that
get back with em, idec
i dont want a word with u, not a spare

that’s a lie i still kinda love you
but at the same time im feeling fucked in the gut uh
uh i need to work on myself
i cant blame anybody else

and i always was the wrong one, and i know im not a strong one
shit aside, im still pissed off
im sure u know what u did wrong.

life's a bitch (joshwa)

The Lonesome Knight

(prodheavn)
@blackwinterwells
https://app.matter.online/tracks/67750

Stream

end it +blackwinterwells

@mental @3dssucks @kurai

THIS IS A TRUE STORY.

The events depicted took place in Minnesota in 2006.

At the request of the survivors, the names have been changed.

Out of respect for the dead, the rest has been told exactly as it occurred.

Songs to vibe to

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