lyrics below :

you’re up, you’re down and all the way round 
I can’t help but feel a lil funny 
You’re hard to reach I feel I’m a beach and you’re all the way to the land 
I play in sand while you’re in the sky, you’re living your life without me 
I thought you’re made just for me isn’t that just a little funny? 
I’m down and I’m up don’t know know what the fuck to give you when you’re so away 
Don’t know what to say, went out of my way to please you in every way 
You’re night, I’m day it’s hard just to say “I love you” when I see your face 
You say that you care it’s hard when you just give me that stupid damn stare 
fuck

a little funny

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It hurts to say that I know like everything, it hurts to say 
it hurts to say I’m back upon that bridge again, it hurts to say 
I looked inside your eyes could tell you hate me, but you said you loved me and that’s worse to say 
So take the gun and let it blow through you and me 
And me and you and you and I, it hurts to see
Hurts so see, or does it?
How many times have you hurt me, a dozen?
But I just keep on making my way back im too under your throne 
Momma said that I’m better off alone 
Thought we were twins, we’d do some things like clones
but maybe she’s right on a night just like this 
I try to cope with my recent obsessions 
I put all these diamonds atop of my wrist 
to distract from the ponder of how my life ended like this 

I don’t like to ponder like, is this what love is?

Maybe I just need some loving 
maybe I love the obsession 
maybe you love the attention 
Maybe I love having some one to tend to 
maybe I love having places to call my own 
maybe I love when I have texts on my phone 
till it’s all run out and I’m on my own 

smile for the flash you know you don’t want to end like this 
keep your head up keep on smiling as you do 
pretty for the cameras, baby 
smile away, hide your feelings for the cameras

smile for the camera

lyrics below:

chotto matte kudesai (please wait)
I know by now, wakarenai (you’re right) you’re always right 
pull the trigger back do you wanna die? 

right here, right now wanna end a life?
where I reside, it’s by design that I finally die
just give me peace, let you call me “mine”
promise that it’s fine, my life is yours 
never been a snitch, I’d make you rich 

just for one time, won’t you feel my mind?
just for one time, would you be on my mind?
just one more time would you hold my mind? 
just one more time, make me feel fine 

Is this how you wanna end it? if I had a choice girl, trust me we would end it 
Is this as far..? 
who am I to be if you’re not playing me like im a fool? 
I’m playing the fool, playing me like a fool 
playing me like a fool, playing me like a fool 

as the cameras go off, I realize im not the one 
you looked me straight in my eyes and told me “it’s been fun”
might as well just line us all up and tell me I was the worst 
I don’t wanna know what you had 
but only wonder if they’re bad as me 
or maybe that’s just me 
don’t know why you chose me 
I wonder if you talk about me, I wonder if you laugh about me 
I wonder if you dance without me, im just another memory 

Is this how you wanna end it? if I had a choice girl, trust me we would end it 
Is this as far..? 
who am I to be if you’re not playing me like im a fool? 
I’m playing the fool, playing me like a fool 
playing me like a fool, playing me like a fool 

1, 2, 3, 4
(Rage, rage,)

chotto matte kudesai (please wait)
I know by now, wakarenai (you’re right) you’re always right 
pull the trigger back do you wanna die? 

right here, right now wanna end a life?
where I reside, it’s by design that I finally die
just give me peace, let you call me “mine”
promise that it’s fine, my life is yours 
never been a snitch, I’d make you rich 

you fucked me up, don’t ask how I’ve been 
and it’s getting hard to make more friends 
I rolled out the car, I wanna end 
You’re the worst, can’t help it 
it’s what you tend 



Is this how you wanna end it? if I had a choice girl, trust me we would end it 
Is this as far..? 
who am I to be if you’re not playing me like im a fool? 
I’m playing the fool, playing me like a fool 
playing me like a fool, playing me like a fool

jester

lyrics below : 

I don’t wanna ruin your fun 
It seems that’s just how it all goes 
I don’t wanna ruin your fun 
It seems that’s just how it all goes 

It goes on & on & on & on & on & on away 

It goes on & on & on & on & on & on away 

and if I’m being honest, I cannot bare to see your face 
It’s like, fuck what you say girl, I don’t believe anything 
You can have your way 
I don’t care like anymore 
Tell me what you said, you’ll live your life just as a whore or something 

It goes on & on & on & on & on & on away 

It goes on & on & on & on & on & on away

Les 

[Elysian:] 

 I see smoky doors and cloudy mirrors 
Asking me bout all my fears and I can’t even see my face
You can scream my name but I can’t hear you 
Loud noise is all I’m hearing 
and I can’t even catch a- 
Torn down is all I’m feeling 
Broken hearts and shattered feelings
Will I lose my life today?

It goes on and on and on and on and on and on away ( I see smoky doors and cloudy mirrors 
Asking me bout all my fears and I can’t even see my face)
It goes on and on and on and on and on and on today (Torn down is all I’m feeling 
Broken hearts and shattered feelings
Will I lose my life today?)

on, on w/ elysian

lyrics below :

let’s go 

let’s go, I want you taking my hand for the night 
genuine wine and dine just be mine for the night 

just take a sip let your worries fade away 
and I don’t care what you say let’s just drink it all off (come on, take it all in for me baby) 
(You know you want to) 
(Come on, I know you want to girl) 
(Genuine, wine and dine, just be mine for the night) 

I’ve got a genuine problem without genuine solution 
drinking my pain till the day just look illusioned 
as we dance on this night I feel like our gems under fusion 
and if you’re still not sure, I’ll say “I need you” 
Let’s avoid all confusion and just find solutions 
I’m feeling disillusioned, the world can be so ruthless 
it’s why I drown in my pain just for every single day to go exactly the same 
and if I had it my way then I’d just walk all away and start all over again but I’m just doing the same so I’m just not- 

let’s go, I want you taking my hand for the night 
genuine wine and dine just be mine for the night 

just take a sip let your worries fade away
just take a sip let your worries fade away 

genuine wine and dine 
genuine wine and dine 
genuine wine and dine 

(Get the fuck off our show, we’re not promoting alcohol consumption!— next caller.)

genuwine

lyrics below :

guess that we 
way more alike than I thought and I 
Honestly think that I lied a lot 
you did too and I just cried a lot 
Everytime that we fought a lot 
but I can’t, my love 

cus you are just like me
and I am just like you 
and I am just like you 
and you are just like me 

that’s why you texted me you probably have a hard time saying that you dislike me 
and honestly I think I
don’t even have any right cus I know I did some lying 
but if we’re talking about rights 
you don’t have a single right to say I ever stopped trying 
Cus every breathe that I took I swear I did it for you 
I wrote these songs about you and now you only wanna listen when they’re not about you 
But here I am again, writing this song about you 

But now I think that it’s different as I look, retrospective 
like how you expect me to feel? as soon as we gon break up you go and fuck some nigga saying you moaning my name 
now there’s new men inside in your bio every week that you claim, 
like this ain’t gon fix nothing 
like I’m so proud of you 
I’m just a clown or something 
let off a frown for you

cus I guess that we 
way more alike than I thought and I 
Honestly think that I lied a lot 
you did too and I just cried a lot 
Everytime that we fought

now if you listen to these songs I hope you hear what I say 
still here to listen to your problems at the end of the day 
cus one thing about me, my love 
I ain’t never lied about that 
maybe you did, I don’t care 
I’m still gonna be here for you 

cus on and on, I just want love but it keeps fucking up so I think I’m just gonna give it up 
there ain’t no sense of trying to keep it up 
Now I don’t even believe 

guess that we 
way more alike than I thought and I 
Honestly think that I lied a lot 
you did too and I just cried a lot 
Everytime that we fought

guess that we 
way more alike than I thought and I 
Honestly think that I lied a lot 
you did too and I just cried a lot 
Everytime that we fought

cus on and on, I just want love but it keeps fucking up so I think I’m just gonna give it up 
there ain’t no sense of trying to keep it up 
Now I don’t even believe 
So I’m taking my leave, so I’m taking my leave, so I’m taking my- uh

(you know, I realized recently that there’s no real reason why I have to sound like such a bitch towards you. 

We’re both grown women here, we can coexist)

in the end, we’re more alike than I thought

lyrics below : 

tie yourself to a radiator and just go wish for the best 
I tell myself that he’s who I love for a false sense of bless 
I take pollution, as I breathe it all in I realize I’m just a test 
I’m way too sick for this but when you see me i could tell myself that it’s all bliss

birds poke out my ribs, another cardinal sin
so I search among the sea I’ve even grabbed all of my gear but I don’t see a single fin that even tries to forgive 
so as I worry, you’re just laughing 
to tell me you’re too focused on the shore 

tie yourself to a radiator and just go wish for the best 
I tell myself that he’s who I love for a false sense of bless 
I take pollution, as I breathe it all in I realize I’m just a test 
I’m way too sick for this but when you see me i could tell myself that it’s all bliss

radiator

lyrics below : 

oh, oh~ 
oh, oh~

Na, na, na, na, na

I was late on my payments 
I had crashed on the pavement 
I don’t wanna be drinking with you but I had realized some things 
Bite down on my face, you’ll bite down with your fangs 
I guess that I just wanna know something 

Cus I wanna know what you’d think of me 
If I were myself, would you set me free? 
would you let me be and just be me? 
what’d you think of me? Oh~ I’m standing at that gate 
Would you let me be if I was who Im meant to be 
Would god set me free or would he tell me im inhumane?
But I’ll just push it in until the day that I, 
Until the day that I,
Until the day you say my name 

Up, up, down, down, down, down, down 
Up, up, down, down, down, down, down
Up, up, down, down, down, down, down
That’s why I’m not coming round everytime you come around 


[anysthesia:]

Would you set me free?
would you let me in? 
If I were myself again 
If you would set me free I would just be all me (up, up, down, down) 


Cus I wanna know what you’d think of me 
If I were myself, would you set me free? 
would you let me be and just be me? 
what’d you think of me? Oh~ I’m standing at that gate 
Would you let me be if I was who Im meant to be 
Would god set me free or would he tell me im inhumane?
But I’ll  push it in until the day that I, 
Until the day that I,
Until the day you say my name 

Up, up, down, down, down, down, down 
Up, up, down, down, down, down, down
Up, up, down, down, down, down, down
Up, up, down, down, down, down, down
Up, up, down, down, down, down, down

(Is it so damn bad to be where I’m meant to be 
I’m writing letters to my mother, say I’m sorry 
You saw me as a freak but I’m one inside this body 
And as my hair finally grows out I feel relief in it getting notty
What else can i tell you besides the fact I’m sorry

sisterhood w/ anysthesia

Come back, Lala.
There’s a reason I be drownin’ in this pain.
Race me’ on the highway, your shit gettin’ spanked,
What happened, baby girl? Thought you were on my side—
I just want to put trust in you,
You ain’t have to fuckin’ lie.

Just go. don’t worry ‘bout me no more,
Don’t care ‘bout me no more,
Just don’t want you to hurt or lie.
You can go—I don’t wanna argue with you,
I don’t really wanna fight with you, Lala.

You my baby, damn.
Damn. damn.
I don’t wanna tweak,
You gon’ make me crash out.
You gon’ make me crash out.
I don’t drive no 7’,
Your Pussy’ feel like heaven.

Got so many questions—
Do you want us to be lastin’?
I got hurt so bad, I’m laughin’,
Do you like how I’m dressin’?
My fault for that expression,
I just want you to be lastin’
I just miss you so much,
We gotta take our time, we ain’t gotta rush.
I don’t wanna fight with you,
You ain’t gotta lie to me.
How I’m gon’ take those type of things,
What you say. don’t lie to me, baby
There’s a reason I be drownin’ in that pain,
Race Me’ on the highway, your shit gettin’ spanked.
What happened, baby girl? Thought you were on my side,
I just wanted to trust in you—
You ain’t have to fuckin’ lie.

What’s up with you?
What’s wrong with you?
 What’s up with you?
What’s wrong with you?
Ayy. what’s up with you?
What’s wrong with you?
Ayy. what’s up with you?
What’s wrong with you?

I apologize—
That nigga was a desperate piece of shit.
I ain’t gon’ lie, I wasn’t thinkin’,
Whole time that nigga was simpin’.
Ayy… what’s up with you?
What’s wrong with you?
I just wanna make up,
Give you reason bae.
I just wanna make up,
Hope you get my reason, bae.
Twenty-dollar bills, Prple get the bank,
Ayy, I just wanna make up,
Hope you feel my reason, bae.

Twenty-dollar bills, dilly dilly—
Ayy, what’s wrong with you?
What’s up with you?
I just wanna make love with you,
I just wanna see what’s up with you, oh.

Oh, Lala
Oh, Lala

on, on w/ elysian

yam