lyrics below :

it’s getting hard to look, im not seeing your face 
I’m better off if i go on my way 
Lips too sealed, I don’t know what to say I…
Looked past my eyes and you seen me as a guy, I…
Feel that im breaking it’s hard to ignore 
I carry this baggage my back but im sore, 
I wanted you, yes I did but im so unsure 
deep down know that im using you once again 

You wanna be more than my friend? 
I’m too scared knowing it’ll end 
So im using you once again 
I’m using you once again 

I’m at your window, creeping around 
promise that I won’t make no kinda sounds 
I’m losing it once again 
I’m losing it once again 

Still at your house when you’re weren’t around 
I like the the way that my heart pounds 
He’s using me once again 
Using me once again 

you wanna be more than my friend?
I’m scared knowing how it’ll end 
Never should’ve let me out now im back on a bend 
Now, love and obsession ain’t never mesh 

spring rain starts to pour 
makes me wonder what I even deserve 
am I far from this earth? makes me wonder 
Is it way too much? Have I asked for too much? Am I way too much?

you wanna be more than my friend?
I’m too scared knowing it’ll end 
Using me once again 
Using me once again 
So im…
I’m at your window creeping around 
hear the way you sleep, like to listen to your sounds 
Using me once again 
Using me once again 
He likes to lie straight from his mouth 
tricking me wrong with delightful sounds 
I’m using you once again
Using you once again (Using me once again) 

I pushed a blade right through your heart, you’re getting what you deserve 
Love you but, you’re the worst 
I love you but
I pushed a blade right through your heart, you’re getting what you deserve 
Love you but, you’re the worst 
I love you but you just seem to be the worst
and all you do is make me hurt 
You’re getting what 

(I’ll chop your penis off)

your windows open so I came in (using you)

yam