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RiverKinn
"Railroad"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that

You lit a fire inside
You made me come to life
But now I feel it getting tough to fight
I'm on the night train
Light rain
Tryna get my mind in the right frame
I never do nothing right
We barely speaking now
You always beat me down
Like I ain't someone that you need around
You wanna reap the benefits and leave me out
While my garden growing seeds of doubt

So, there's something missing
No, you never listen
I cope with my condition
I hope for something different
I know it's my decision
I don't want to admit it
I'm broke, you see me slip in
The hole that I've been digging
I'm falling
Really think I need to quit stalling
Waiting by the phone when I know you ain't calling
Crawling
Tryna climb out from beneath the ice
But know the ground ain't thawing

Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that

Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

STREAMING:
SPOTIFY: bit.ly/kintsugiSP
APPLE MUSIC: bit.ly/kintsugiAM
OFFICIAL SITE: riverkinn.com/kintsugi

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Kintsugi

Railroad

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Graveyard Ghouls

Graveyard Ghouls (Prod. ERLAX)

prod. by skgotthesauce

I'm tired of being jaded
I'm tired of always hating on myself
Still lying where I caved in
Caught in the tide of living hell
Please take my pain
And wash it all away
It's taken all it can from me

With all I am
Burning out again
Will never be enough
I ain't giving up
Against this
We hardly survived
We'll never last forever
Forever

Acquired taste for your deceit
It's left me feeling incomplete
Or maybe I'm just in too deep
I should've known
You were an enеmy to me from the start
Let it go
Thе understatement of you breaking my heart
I swear I'm gonna fold
Guess it ain't in the cards for me
Protecting everything I know
I can't be held responsible
So here we go
Here we go again

With all I am
Burning out again
Will never be enough
I ain't giving up
Against this
We hardly survived
We'll never last forever
Forever

Hollow Point ft. RiverKinn

ON ALL PLATFORMS

Lyrics:
Imma cut ties I don't know you
I been on my grind thought I told you
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today
Imma cut ties I don't know you
I been on my grind thought I told you
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today
Imma cut ties I don't know you (I don't know you)
I been on my grind thought I told you (thought I told you)
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today

Seven in the morning but I can't come down 
She said why you hit my phone up? please stop now
I just need to get to sleep, but the drugs come out 
Someone save me from this life that I've made somehow
I thought it was precious when we were together
And you made a promise that this was forever
But turns out forever is nothing when dead
So forsaken memories curse what you left me with

"all this time I've been working harder than most, and I still fell. I cut ties with everyone I knew and life was good... until it wasn't.. good thing... rev can't die."

Imma cut ties I dont know you (I don't know you)
I been on my grind thought I told you (thought I told you)
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today
Imma cut ties I dont know you (I don't know you)
I been on my grind thought I told you (thought I told you)
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today

not today

not today (prod. dercept x mason cyrus x coastalbeats)

BeautifulCurses (prod.maybe)

performing tonight with smrtdeath, fats'e, lil narnia & more:
https://wl.seetickets.us/event/smrtdeath/594463?afflky=TheRebelLounge

Official Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1P8oNgu7nI

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twitter.com/6hosttown

Saw you last night out in downtown
funny you go out now
we would always stay home
had to act like I don’t know you
that’s just been my go to
duck my head & lay low
no ones perfect I need work see
that shit always hurt me
every time you’d say so
I get help when i don’t need it
say hi when I’m leaving 
change for you like play-doh

I know I said I need a break
but now I think I need to quit

Don’t just say shit cause it’s quiet
I’ll get used to silence
better now than later
you should meet the girl I'm with now
puts up with my shit now
I think you would hate her
I’m not lonely did I mention 
that was the intention 
had to know you heard it
check back in after a long year
nothing’s going wrong here
everything is perfect

I know I said I need a break
but now I think I need to quit

PLAY-DOH [Phoenix 5/12 tickets in description]

you watch me suffer, sinking down, down, down, down yeah
you love another, guess that my fault, my fault yeah

you watch me suffer, sinking down, down, down, down yeah
you love another, guess that my fault, my fault yeah
why do I bother, stress just builds it builds, eating
your not my lover, taking chances, chances, lose

it’s like I just build emotions up 
and then a switch flicks and I’m back in this state
I thought my body got tired of this 
but he just wants me to sleep for days yeah

I wonder when ill ever get a grip 
and just leave this life yeah all behind me
looking at myself makes me sick
cus I’m just that mess that you want to love

I broke your heart, yeah I’m not worth it
so cant you just block me and move on
so where do I go, what do I say
I’m so sick of being in pain

I take another pill watch myself fade out
I just hate what I have become
spitting at my own name, feeling like I’ve betrayed
myself, but your burning eyes are staring straight through me

I let depression hit, watch the waves drag me under
I ain’t got no grip, watch my fingers slip how can this be love
I let my tongue call quits, watch the best of me surrender
you make me feel so sick, you kick me out altogether

Sinking Down

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Lyrics:

RIVILIN:

Cast aside, paint me on the wall
Living in my dreams false sense of hope, I think im gonna fall
Mess collides anxious on the floor
Watching you sink into me, I feel like I have been here before.

Water dripping down my throat, I choke, you gloat
At depression, you say its always been your friend
But you pretend with the side effects, triple vision all bent 
I never got the messages that you say you sent

Large debt, small head, you say, I left 
Repetition, cant see for everything you blame me
What’s this, more lies, my love, your theft 
You wanna bring up the facts of something that I couldn’t be


There’s a swell building up inside my chest
They say its just an illness, they say it’s for the best
Living a lie, no I didn’t try
My mental state is a joke

It’s just a condition, I can’t make decisions
Say my life’s not fact just fiction
You know its these issues you know that I miss you
I don’t wanna live that life man

Panic attacks, can’t breathe just shaking
Tunnel vision, this is how I live on the daily 
Manic, maybe, suicide, hate me
What do you know about me when im breaking

Playing with hearts didn’t mean to get that far
Trying to drown in sex, but im tripping over bars
Xanax yah, losing uh
All I do now is dissociate.

Make me up from something worth saving
Break me till im just worth hating
Chemical overdose
Drowning under losing all hope

A spiral that never dies prescription ghost
You take control and I’ve lost the choice
Of where I could have been
Without you.


$LOTHBOI:

Sink down
We drown
From pain in sorrow, breakdown

Sink down
We drown
Full panic, feel manic, calmdown

I’m spiraling
From Quarantine
I’m drinking red
Mixed wit a bean

Hit a 80 g
Cuz Ima fiend
Had that oxy on me you ain’t know b

And I met your parents when I was high as fuck
Then you played with death and I had enough

Fuck your suicide
You cut me up
And I know you wanna see me hit the buck

I ain’t bout that shit
But I got a fix
But I’m tryna quit
Cuz I ain’t bouta kick 

I ain’t bouta bitch
That’s a fucking mess
Cuz I been thru trauma
And that’s a fucking bet

So hit a lick
Then I hit a sip
Then I hit a bitch
But I ain’t hurt her bet

I been locked inside
For a couple weeks
And my phone been ringing
Its the devil b

Sink down
We drown
From pain in sorrow, breakdown

Sink down
We drown
Full panic, feel manic, calmdown

Prescription Ghost Ft. $LOTHBOI

Bonus track from my upcoming EP "Otherverse" dropping June 29th on all streaming platforms. Find the AMV on Trash Community's Youtube channel for a visual addition to the song.

Otherverse

SKNWLKR - Snow Angels (prod. IOF)

Producer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxymR6ujm9uKGkYoOjlaf6Q
Lyrics & Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin & https://soundcloud.com/sshvdow
Mixing & Mastering: https://soundcloud.com/avit69

[YAMI'S SIN]

taking what you want
my heart is haunted

and I seem to displease
cause i'm so morbid

can no one help me please
I feel distorted

and all we seem to be
has lost importance

[SSHVDOW]

need to figure something out
before im
trapped and cant get out

feeling stitches on my mouth
kill my voice im feeling down

ran around nowhere to hide

hit the ground and cannot rise

clipped my wings 
i cannot fly

get her face from in my mind

shatter my soul its been nothing but
holed up in darkness withheld from the light

fill my emotions with nothing but oceans of tears that im drowning inside

i cannot breathe

i cannot try

i think im losing my mind

yet all i do is pretend that i'm going through life and that everythings fine

forget

let go

i must find my angels

let me turn the tables

lest they just be fables

( x2 )

[YAMI'S SIN]

taking what you want
my heart is haunted

and I seem to displease
cause i'm so morbid

can no one help me please
I feel distorted

and all we seem to be
has lost importance

distorted ft. sshvdow (prod by. psychosocial)

So guys its been a long ass time since I posted, i've been taken a massive break in fact I couldn't make any music for half a year I was just posting songs I made around summer time and before, and music was just making me super depressed in general, I still don't think my music is amazing, but I made this song just before the countdown for new years and it means a lot to me, its about the fight between myself and the feeling of having multiple people in a single vessel, hope you enjoy, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2021, this year will be better for all of you!



Producer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxmP7h4uRJDsnGZEVQNP2ew
Lyrics & Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin & https://soundcloud.com/puta_22
Mixing & Mastering: https://www.fiverr.com/oyusof73?source=order_page_user_message_link
Artwork: https://www.instagram.com/vermouthnoir/

^^^ Big thanks to Hxnvme for the background vocals make sure to check her out above ^^^


Lyrics:

so you said I should change
change my thoughts
you said I keep lying
but what the fuck about yours
you said I can't face it
and this pain is yours

keep moving forward nigga
but what about now?
what about now?


yeah
everythings the same
cause I know i'm not fucking changing it
you think i'm insane
but i've seen life and its amazing bitch
talking to yourself
well you must be fucking crazy shit
I think its amazing your still standing here
cause your a  fucking ugly
useless
stupid ass bitch
you think your worth it
do you
nigga fucking quit
I can't take it
fuck you
hope you slit your wrists
bitch I hate you
love you
your still such a kid

man I hate you
fuck it 
I don't wanna be you
i'm stuck here
lost
and I can't stand to see you
i'm helpless
alone
in a mind so deceitful
I guess i'm just gone
and I don't need a sequel

i'm gone

fuck it i'm gone
I can write life
like I write in my songs
I can keep moving
but it aint moving on
I can keep saving
but when its all gone
nah fuck it i'm gone

yeah
nah fuck it im gone

nigga im gone

nigga im done

nigga im gone

distorted ft. sshvdow (prod by. psychosocial)

Yami's Sin

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