This literally one of my fav songs currently :>

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Face down, I’m lying in the dirt
Recycling memories of you until it hurt
I’m late now, but I know what I deserve
You fucked me up and now I can’t trust your words

Hope you eat glass so bleed like me
Get past all the memories
We had when I was someone else
Your plan really worked out well
But I know you’re going straight to hell
The devil knows that you would never tell
Yes, I’m falling apart, from my head to my heart
I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I’m a mess
Therapy’s killing me, who they want me to be
I can’t live up to what you expect

Was broken and bruised
With a brand new attitude
I couldn’t even recognize myself
Felt worthless and used
I swear I saw it coming too
I should have run when I was looking for help
And you told me you love me while lying through your teeth
I feel like I did everything I could
And you made me feel so cheap while using my body
So I hope you find your soul out in New York

Hope you eat glass so bleed like me
Get past all the memories
We had when I was someone else
Your plan really worked out well
But I know you’re going straight to hell
The devil knows that you would never tell
Yes, I’m falling apart, from my head to my heart
I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I’m a mess
Therapy’s killing me, who they want me to be
I can’t live up to what you expect

eat glass!!!

everything by me, thanks for listening x
special thanks to @yehon

yes i reuploaded it unpitched <3

(lyrics)
i cut a line for a spot down by the creek 
i signed a waiver, broke a deal 
but now i’m working by the beach 
& i never learned just how to swim, didnt read the fine print
but i'm teaching myself how to stay afloat on my own
on my own

and ever since i took off it's been such a scandal,
you're saying i'm “just a woman," and i don't know what to handle
sat laughing with your teeth in my neck 
and you broke all the bones in my spine as i slept
babe, it takes one to know one, as you're slamming the door shut
at the back of the tour bus, you're packing your bags up
so i watch you, cause you think that i'm bad luck
spoiling your plans, for walking out for another man

starved to death and late on rent
woke up face down tied by the limbs
bending over your bathroom sink, you caught me swimming through amphetamines
you don't know how much this means to me
holding my hair while i'm on my knees,
retching the rest of my guts like it feels so free
i broke down sobbing on the tile floor, when i finished you were out the door

feet in the sand, head in your hands 
terminal two to take off or land
drive you out next to john wayne, you'll fly out now, on the next plane
picking fights with a force that you can't blame,
no you can't blame, no you can't blame, no you can't blame

woke up from the rubble of a crushed-up semi truck 
crawling out from the wheel and i couldn’t help but think, like, fuck
has it been six weeks? was it just six months?
being touched in the wrong way, and you’re no fun on a bad day, 
with your hands on my waist, it's a sad thing
slamming hard on the brakes in the fast lane, in the fast lane

caught over the county line, you know what to take if it was mine
it's all your proper possession, you'll always get what you mention
so when i'm coming on back, be the first at my pension
chasing god on the wrong train, guess i'm no fun on a bad day
carving scars in a girl that you can't change, 
but i know, babe it takes one to know one, to know one

it takes one to know one

(prod. S0phearak, @nickwuh, and outset)

@nullthewarden
@k0a

Lyrics in order:
Verse 1: s0phearak
 fallin in love like its nothing
saying your name like its something to me
And i dont understand how i could be this person
you taught me 
its working, im learning on how to love
yea i dont mind

Chorus: JydnMdna
I love you
i know youll be better off without me
so close to the  goal we'll be touchin and lovin
no matter what happens youll be by my side
till i die ill keep
runnin back to you
Verse 2: s0phearak
she don't wanna be famous 
yeah, i won't entertain it 
gripping your waist and you know i can't explain it but-

nullthewarden:
when you touch me, 
it felt like a wake up call
your the worst for me
lets just end it all

k0a:
hold me
remember the time that you
knew me
ill be just fine if you
love me

Chorus 2: JydnMdna
I know you
you lead onto more than the eye can see
i know that theres something more we can be
I know he seems better but trust me we're more than just nothing 
just trust in what I do

Bridge/Outro: JydnMdna
baby lets not make this too complicated
you were in the back while hes off getting wasted
too many times hes done this to you
i swear ill make it work for you
I know how to give you 
affection
make me smile and ill give you
attention
brush my lips with your fingertips
ill let ya
find yourself someone else but
if he cannot satisfy just look in my eyes and say...

HOMOSEXUAL4WHO?? (ft. nullthewarden, k0a, s0phearak)

@55depths

track 5 off of:
"si tu veux"
dealing with yourself/a depressed partner in a relationship and what comes with that struggle.

lyrics:

break away from your thoughts
you're not the same as you once were
(it's hard to break away from yourself)
depression taking it's shot
don't run away if you get hurt
(but i'll fight and i'll fight and i'll fight
and fight for you)

berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're lying next to me
never getting sleep
berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're crying next to me
but it wasn't meant to be

berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're lying next to me
never getting sleep
berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're crying next to me
but it wasn't meant to be

take a step back
for a minute now
let's try and understand
what to do now
you need to bounce back
or just let it go
screaming in your head
while you're crying out

and it's fine with me
to sit and think alone
(it's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine)
but don't call me up
when it's hard to be at home
(at home, at home, at home)

berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're lying next to me
never getting sleep
berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're crying next to me
but it wasn't meant to be

berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're lying next to me
never getting sleep
berry sweet
your love is bittersweet
when you're crying next to me
but it wasn't meant to be

berry sweet

produced by me
mastered by me
written by me
hopefully sc compressor doesn't mess with it too much :/

//

verse

walk away, ur face is only a crime
lose today missed ur alarm for nine
feels like everything is falling apart
day to day feels so subpar
u missed the train u have no way back home
stayed up for her now u stay up for nothing
no progression in day
at night its mind decay
ive done everything apart from poppin pills to fix this brain
dont have ownership on anything i do or i say
its a different rain
lifes a different game

pre-chorus 1

lost my need for u, loved u

*breakdown*

402, on the loose everywhere u miss me
the lights out in the city
u called me late, why?
we need a break, right?
ive had a long night
u look like ur alright
i cant be chasing ur lies
not for the rest of my life
youve got a hold on my mind
maybe we're out of time
i dont wanna be here forever
i just wanna leave, its for the better

chorus

youve taken my mind and everything else
has this been real life cause i couldnt tell
cant distinguish my pride from my mental health
i wanna heal myself, i wanna find myself 

verse

a hard time i dont know why
a bleak life when u said bye
hold on ive got something left to say
i know its not right but ur the one who called me late
four more years until my twenties and i still cant drive
sometimes i say ill change for the better, next day its the same weather
and i wouldnt be smiling if my eyes didnt close
and i wouldnt be trying if my life was set in stone
if ima be alone in the end
then ill just stay at home, on my bed

pre-chorus 2

ive made my mind
im confused so ill take my time
i dont wanna be u, i wanna be mine

breakdown

dont say the time at night
or else it ticks in my mind
we'll drive the car through the lights
we'll draw our thoughts through the cries
its not alright, i stuggle to give myself and i,
cant balance out my time for everyone else
402 on the loose, i wanna be true to my lies
i wanna be her's tonight
dont wanna rehearse my lines
cant lose my drive, ill lose my time 
i wanna heal myself, i wanna find myself 

chorus 2

youve taken my mind and everything else
has this been real life cause i couldnt tell
cant distinguish my pride from my mental health
cant balance out my time for everyone else
i wanna find a path where i wont need help
i wanna make some cash and fly to hotels
i wanna be a man who knows himself
i wanna heal myself, i wanna find myself 

*outro*

find / heal myself

Lyrics and Spotify below👇 

💚Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7xR9GPeEIk7aBQEIj9R17w?si=6E6amvZ2TPCklV24bO3laQ

💜spiritless socials
- Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/user-348728432
- Instagram: instagram.com/skeluhton

💜mixed and mastered by bolboi
- Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/bolboi_kuroro
- Instagram: instagram.com/iambolboi

💜prod by heydium
- Youtube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCMxXT0fAXZnJeBckmkLcN_Q
- Instagram: instagram.com/heydium

💜my socials
- instagram: instagram.com/alrunaxo 
- twitter: twitter.com/whatever_then
- discord: Alruna#2197

❤️cover art imagery: instagram.com/gramsometimes

Raven + beastboy >

Lyrics:

(Me)
Cos we running around in circles and it don’t feel the same
Know my thoughts should be internal but they get in the way
And my heart has gone nocturnal just to numb all the pain 
Guess it’s nothing that I’m used to

I could tell you how I’m doing but I’m past the point of feeling anything 
And my tears begin to sink yeah yeah
I could tell you that I’m moving but realistically I’m standing at the brink
With no willpower to think 

I’m just scared you think I’m using you 
And I’m scared to think that I’m gonna be losing you
Our relationship depicted by the weather
Except we can’t tell when it’s gonna get better

Stand watch as my life falls
I know that it’s all my fault

I can feel it in my hands when we do our little dance and
When you look at me you always put me in a trance
If we falling from our plans then you gon’ follow in my tracks 
Do I come with you or leave it in the past

(Spiritless)
I know you think you know what’s best for us but I
Really wish that you would just trust me 
And everytime i sleep alone at night uh huh
I really wish that it was just a dream

Cos we were killin it yeah we were like villains in it
Your tongue is sharp so now some blood will be spilling on it
Because you cut me open don’t plan on sealing it up 
So now I’m swerving in my car and I’m spilling my cup

(Me)
Tried too hard now we’re outta love
Guess the time apart wasn’t enough
So I’ll tie my heart till I move on
And I’ll do my part to keep things off

I can feel it in my hands when we do our little dance
And when you look at me you always put me in a trance
If we falling from our plans then you gon’ follow in my tracks 
Do I come with you or leave it in the past

Cos we make up then we crash and I wake up when we last
People asking me how it be and I tell them it’s a blast
Remedy in a flask is all I need to brush past
You’re not a friend or an enemy guess it’s nothing that I’m used to

I guess it’s nothing that I’m used to

-

© ℗ 2022 Ty Korhonen

Nothing That I'm Used To

Nothing That I’m Used To (feat. spiritless)

@55depths

video: https://youtu.be/fO4wNGe6dbI

title track from the EP:
"what i asked for"

artwork by @silentcxbin

lyrics:
(not what i asked for no)

left me in a shallow grave
what a shame, what a shame
where i spent some time to waste away
waste away, waste away
i'm wrapped around your finger now
been searching for a way to get out
fighting is useless
adhering excuses
i didn't choose this baby

go on and tell me that you planned on this
(not what i asked for no)
go on and tell me that you planned on this
and all along was strung along by you

(not what i asked for no)
(not what i asked for no)
go on and tell me that you planned on this
and all along was strung along by you
go on and tell me that you planned on this
and all along was strung along by you

what i asked for

steady your hand
did it turn enough?
no this isn’t like a telephone
it takes a little bit of extra work
for it to work
i know it isn’t made that well but
maybe it’ll be worth it in the end

in the middle of the day
y’a aucun problème 
but i forgot to say
that you can keep 27 memories
27 memories
so don’t throw them away

keep count of the number
sleep sound, don’t remember
disposable memories,
tearing at the seams

sun’s down, and it’s getting colder
ghost town, never getting older
disposable memories,
tearing at the seams

sois tranquille, sois detente
j’avoue c’est pas la premiere fois
que j’ai dit des mots exactement comme ça
j’veux pas m’devancer
y’a pas vraiment une manière pour 
savoir si t’es en train de faire un demi-tour 

people talk so much these days
can’t we just go on our ways and keep quiet
stay in silence
without throwing them away 

don’t throw them away

keep count of the number
sleep sound, don’t remember
disposable memories,
tearing at the seams

sun’s down, and it’s getting colder
ghost town, never getting older
disposable memories,
tearing at the seams

keep count, cuz it’s not forever
slow down, we can do it together
disposable memories, 
tearing at the seams

disposable memories

BLOODBATH
[fear will ruin your art]
[fear will ruin your life]
[fear will ruin your everything]
(fuck you)

i thought i lost my self control
but im already blonde
and im already lost

i thought losing meant: everything
and i didnt want to fold
im losing all my cards

find / heal myself

yanaali

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