i'm trying

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Darling would you be so kind to give me a shot at this
unconventional start to an ordinary part
of this teenage bliss
         
Cause baby where you're hiding
is where i wanna be
i can't keep them at bay, but i promise, babe
just be afraid with me

I keep it together
just keep it together
let's stay together darling
keep me from falling apart

I'm in no hurry to hear those roman bells
i'll take my time
cause it's worth my while
to be under your spell

Keep It Together

Art by Jill Chan
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I got tired of trying to breathe
i'm in your choke-hold and i don't wanna leave
I got tired of trying to be
you're asking for the heart i wore on my sleeve

i just wanna be enough
"i'm tired of being in love"

i just wanna be enough
i don't have to be loved

Enough

I was thinking of making an EP pero nah. hahhaha.

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It’s easier said than done
When it’s now or never, I can’t run
But I don’t know what to say but it’ll be just fine
I’ll spit out my words while I swallow my pride

May I ask if you want it
Cause I just want to be wanted
She said “im sorry but please step aside
It’ll be a while till I can decide”
I’ll be here when you need me
Waiting for that, "eventually"
It was impulsive, the things I said
But I just want to be wanted

My head’s above the clouds
She said stop fucking around

It’s not an easy yes or no
It’s a lot more complicated the more you know

And after all you said I will be just fine
i’ll be the scout that lights your fire

Scout

Recorded the drums at Joe's Attic 
Recorded everything else in my bedroom. lol.

Drums & artwork by Arby Cuevas.

Im coming out with an EP soon. In case it matters. 

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I’m tired of these conversations
They start and end corrupt
They lose meaning and direction
You lie, you can’t stand up
We’re both keeping still
In a game of charades

It takes time to settle
To begin and operate
I’m in love with your apprehensions for an infatuated mistake
She said “just ride this ship with me, boy, till the sail brings us to sink”/I said “ I’d rather stay with you girl, then maybe I’d rather break”/she said “just ride this ship with me boy,” I say “baby, I’d rather break”
And I’ll take all /and I’m done with the abuses, 
while you keep what’s left of me/ i’ will keep what’s left of me 

Im tired of these conversations
That the world interrupts
We’re stuck with misconceptions
With nothing to reconstruct
We’re both standing still,we’re both losing this race

It's not love
so do what you want with me, girl


Apprehensions

na-mental block ako sa other song na ginagawa ko so i decided to make a quick one

Baby I'm just here because you told me
take me where you wanna take me
till starts to be unholy


Shallow, the water's fine shall i go
Come with me, she said "te amo"
she's got me on a lasso

Shallow draft/demo/tamad aq

will i do things differently
if given second chances
i never liked uncertainty
i'll play it safe
will i make the same mistakes
will i learn to cooperate
will i do things differently
if given second chances

"definitely" isn't quite enough to be sure
that "differently's" gonna bring us back to before

Ian Invencion

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